Cant be TAMED? O___O DAMN MILEY.

So we've all seen this video right? Am I the only one who actually LOVES how edgy it is!? I mean come on! The music video is AWWWESOME, She totally should make more songs like that.

Reader: What? Shes a whore! Do you see the way shes dancing?
Me: I honestly dont think the dancing- Or the outfit was all that bad, It was nothing compared to the booty-shaking, Half naked, grinding on some man, mess we see today. And come on, shes 17 years old.

Reader: EWW! MILEY CYRUS? YOU LIKE HER? SHES A NO TALENT WHORE LIKE JUSTIN BIEBER!
Me: o___o -IP bans- Sorry, I really dislike people like you ._.

Anyway, I just liked that video so much that I had to blog about it. O____O -LEAVES-

Leadership training and Light Skinned dudes!?

e______e So I went to leadership training classes today, No "Daniel" wasnt there.... I feel like such a whore, I have interest in ANOTHER guy at the church- Well...at this this one is nice, That ACTUALLY talks to me. -Sigh-.
I'm not trying to get a boyfriend or anything, BUT WHY MUST IT BE SO FREAKIN HARD TO FIND ONE NICE FREAKIN GUY!!!!! ONE!!!!! ._. iight, I'm gonna rant now.

SO. THERES THESE CHICKS I KNOW, all going crazy over this guy. Why? Hes light-skinned, has a deep voice, and apparently, a 6-pack. (I'm sorry...But what 14 year olds do YOU know have 6-packs? ._.) I DONT GET WHY SO MANY BLACK GIRLS GO MAD OVER LIGHT-SKINNED DUDES!
(BACK THE FUCK UP:  I said "SO MANY" not "ALL" Some of my readers like to start shit ._.)
I mean, COME ON, THOSE....Sexy, hot, Dark chocolate, -Bites lip- oh so s-..... -Fixes hair-
>_>
<_<

I MEAN. (LOL Dont ask! Dont Ask!) I mean really, I dont get it ._. -Sigh- Ah well...I have nothing else to talk about. I think I'm going to stop posting video of the day..it really lags my blog ._.
BUT, I found this!

Now THAT is a hot ghetto mess...

Talent Show~

iight, So the Talent Show was AWESOME! <3 Dude, I was so freakin nervous when I went on stage, My dad...or...any of the friends I invited...werent there but, It was still awesome. LOL no one in the audience has even heard a song in Korean! ( -SPECIAL- ) I have leadership training classes tommorrow...I really want to go.... But.. -Sigh- Apparently my mom is "tired" (Her? tired!? I'm the one thats been practicing all week! MY THROAT STILL HURTS! T.T) ANYWAY, THERE WERE LIKE. The step team, they were. AWWWESOME. AND THESE DUDES, STARTED MIME..DANCING whatever its called. it was ALSO AWEEEESOME. And. And...And...And. At the end the DJ started playing music and everyone DAAANCED. for 15 minutes straight...DUDE I WAS SO TIRED AFTERWARDS. ._. Haha. I really wish my dad could have been there......-Sigh-...But...oh well... -Sniffle- ._. Video of the day, I just sent myself into temporary depression...





...Ewww...

I felt like blogging....so...

Another arguement with the rents' I need to realize, having an arguement with my mom is IMPOSSIBLE, Because if you dont stay quiet and listen to her endless rambling your "Making her seem like the bad guy" and your "Manipulating" her. She cant understand that I want her to listen to me, Shes like that with my dad also ._.
And she wonders why he stays silent when shes yelling, Because she freakin multitasks and argues. Like this morning, I was going to New Birth christian academy to take a placement test. Shes yelling at dad. and getting dressed, making breakfast and telling me what to do at the same time. She just pops up to Dad whenever she finds something new to say
MOM: AND BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!
-5 minutes later-
Dad: -Laughing at TV-
Mom: BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!!!!
-3 minutes later-
Mom: BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!!!
-10 minutes later-
Mom: BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!!
-20 minutes later-
Mom: BLAH BLAH BLAH CRY CRY BLAH BLAH
Me:... What are they arguing about again?
EJ: I forgot an hour ago.


.... Ehhh.... Whatever, Video of the day.


Props to the chick that gave this guy such amazing head that he felt the need to write a song about it.

OHH, I'M ABOUT TO SMACK A BITCH.....

Mikayla...that stupid skank. I'm gonna tell you this from the beginning. This bitch I know named Mikayla right? She hates me because her boyfriend used to have a crush on me in 5TH GRADE ._. So somehow this chick found my blog, YEP. THIS BLOG!! http://like-a-loser.blogspot.com!!! ._. I was over at Tasha's house with you know Bree/Kev/Alex all of them. Mikayla apparently found my blog. print out a page. called everyones attention and started reading it. You know my "Stupid Dream...." Post? She started reading it. When she finished the first paragraph, she said "SEE. SHES SUCH A LOSER THAT SHE CANT EVEN GET GUYS IN HER OWN DREAM! LOOK AT HER BLOG, SHE HAS MORE OF THIS!" Me and Tasha look at eachother like "...What..? Is she serious" Dude. If I was embarrassed or ashamed of this blog. I'd have it on private. Oh! And then she started talking about "Aaron" and said "She even lies on this thing! She doesnt even know a guy named Aaron! LOOOOOSERRRRR!" Apparently, she skipped the post where I explained that my crushes name isnt really Aaron. I'm super paranoid of him finding this blog so I disguised his name. Dude. It was retarded. I dont have the slighest idea what this chick's problem is!

And what the fuck. She kept using the word "Loser" I KNOW I'M A LOSER, WHY DO YOU THINK ITS IN MY URL AND MY TITLE!? ._.
-Sigh-...Got me all worked up before Talent Show Rehearsals...

Depressed. Yay ._.

Okay, So I had Talent Show rehearsals today- And ALL this week. Haha. Who cares, I love it owo; My dad says he might not be able to come to the actual Talent Show on Friday though...because hes working. I might not even participate if hes not there....I'm going to ask for some friends to come though. -Sigh- I hope he can come...... Anyway, Why am I up at 5:50am? Idk, Cant sleep. Kind of depressed. Not sure why.... I have a doctors appointment later today, Eh, just have to get the second-half of some shot for Cervical Cancer. I'm not even sexually active, I'm not sure WHY I need it but.... My doctor said the shot lasts about 5 years, Crap. I might as well wait till then, since I'll probably BE sexually active around that time - -"

-Sigh-....I dont feel like doing this right now...

Stupid Dream....

......

So I had this awesome dream right?..I'll tell it to you...
I was hanging out with that guy, Remember, from CRCT that I REALLY liked? Yep. Him, It was awesome. (Remember, I'm telling you exactly what happened, since its a dream some parts will not make any sense. At all)
So there we were in the park, with a bunch of friends. I sat down on the park bench, I thought I was setting next to someone else, not Lets refer to my crush as .Ken, I forgot the other nickname I gave him...  Anyway, I was sitting next to him, Everyone else tried fitting on the bench which actually just pushed me and him closer and closer to eachother, he turns to me, Laughs and smiles. I do the same. We go off walking and talking in the park. Then he kisses me. I just smile. then BAM! its time to leave, He asks for my phone number, I dont know it, (Another thing that made my dream seem real: I do not know my actual phone number in real life......) I ask my mom, Ken says he would like to hang out with me more sometimes. I said sure and gave him my number, for some reason, I cant freakin write. I spent 5 minutes trying to write the number and I can only write scribbles, Ken's dad starts honking the car horn like mad. Ken is all "I memorized the number your mom kept repeating, I'll call you later" and he hugged me. I waved as I got in the car and my mom drove off.
We get home.  We get out the car, my mom says "Krista, let me see that number." I hand her the paper. I start freaking out saying "MOM. PPLEEEEEASE SAY YOU GAVE THE CORRECT NUMBER!" She says she didnt. I start crying...then my mom is all "Just add him on facebook hunny" And I'm like "SERIOUSLY? I DONT EVEN KNOW HIS LAST NAME, MOM, DO YOU HAVE ANY CLUE HOW MANY KEN'S ARE ON FACEBOOK!?" I ran into the house, crying. And then I woke up because my dad started moving things in the garage into the house. I woke up crying .___. What actually happened irl with "Ken" It was the last day of CRCT, I still havent really talked to him, He got up, left, and I'll probably never see him again... I think I started crying mostly because.. I cant find one good guy who actually likes me....