Invisable girl

Well I just pissed another person off!!...why?? Oh tasha was whining about "Oh this boy broke my heart!!"...and i was just sitting in the corner reading...then i spoke up and said that the human heart habors no emotions!!! ........pfft and she told me ive turned bitter because i dont have a boyfriend (._. i was just saying...T.T) .............Werid..I never felt so alone in my life......my real friends??..the ones that go to my school...the only problem is i see them just a few times a year........*sighs*..I started thinking...Do i really get on peoples nerves...and i mean really anoyy them untill they feel like killing themselves...I cant get OVER How people wont shut-up about how crazy i am!!...I mean i know that! I no im crazy...and i dont mind people telling me that sometimes...but its like a daily basis!!! oh your so werid!! your so crazy!!!!! oh your a freak!!!....Oh I help everyone with THEIR problems but when i show any sign of any emotion IM EMO???? THAT MAKES NO SENSE!!!!!..face it i have no life............just me all alone by myself....i never go anywhere..i never even leave my neighboorhood!!!! ......but no one cares about that.............oh just walk past the invisable girl...i wish i was as self-confident....strong......brave.....and carefree as i used to be.......What changed.........???