...This...isnt happening

.....Speechless o_o and listening to bring me back to life by evanescnece (however u spell that) isnt helping....gah but i cant stop listening to it...Why do i feel..bad?.well erm whitney is sad..Why?..some arguement her and ej got into...She sais shes really sad (im the one who said "WHITNEY! EJ LIKES U! TAKE HIM BACK) -.-...i hate talking about the videos i make on youtube because there all of online games, I hate when people call me immature, Teenagers think im retarded! my house just freaking burned down! my husband left me and my kid hates me! (..okay uhm...ignore the last 3 complaints LOL)...Random..........uhm, Im kinda sad people...dont expect much happiness from me...Anyway, OH YEAH!...did i tell u what that idiot cory did? she (HE ACTS LIKE A SHE!!!!!) told me i was stupid, dumb..ugly (Some other stuff) and that im so dark that my mom fucked a herseys bar o_o (dude....im black -.-) o_o...WHY WAS I JUST THINKING ABOUT GABE!?!?! eh..i was listening to you by audition and i remember him talking about how he started crying because of that song....ehh..