I should have saw this coming

AHHHHH!!!!!! SHIT BITCH! Eiljah got a girlfriend! *Smashes head against wall* I Know I dont Like him but! For some reason I just feel so jealous of his girlfriend! Well...Eiljah Snapped about brayden. I Mean Just all of a sudden he asked me "KRIS ARE YOU STILL WITH BRAYDEN?" o_O. Im not excalty "With" him. I havent talked to him in days. And I was hanging with morgan. Dawn. Teri. and some other of there friends (Dawn= Donna, Teri=Teria I gave them nicknames :D) And All of a sudden eiljah yelled "I HATE BRAYDEN! HE CALLED ME A COCK AND THAT I SHOULD EAT ONE! YEAH RIGHT LIKE IM A COCK HES A COCK FOR CALLING ME A COCK" Morgan is all "...This is sad" Eiljah sounded SOOO PISSED OFF! and he goes on and on about how much he hates brayden, I wanted to Tell him "SHUT UP YOU IDIOT!!!" But...That wouldnt have helped anything. I just left....While eiljah was talking about brayden, Just plain walked away. I couldnt bear to hear it. First of all I Knew how freakin mad he was, Second....Brayden would have been so pissed if he knew i didnt even defend him. So eiljah chased after me, Asked me "What?", (me: I couldnt stay, eiljah: Why because I was dissing your boyfriend?, Me:...Hes not my boyfriend...Just leave it alone) And I went inside to cry. Then like 1 hour later I went back outside....To apologize to eiljah. Morgan called me to tell Me that Eiljah got a girlfriend. I wanted to cry AGAIN and i dont know why!!!!!!! Eiljah came looking for morgan and as soon as he saw me He stayed for a few minutes then left. Gah....I Hate this T_T. I just sat in my room crying about how eiljah LIKED ME and this whole time I could have gone-out with him! But I Just HAD to screw it all up!!!!!!!...Gah..........uhm...this is werid and random..but..What if morgan...Is eiljah's girlfriend O_O. She rlly liked him.....Maybe he- No! theres no way she would do that....Or...No Im just gonna forget it!!