...So Damn Beautiful....

Urg. I Was just listening to "Beautiful" BY Akon ft colby o donis, I started thinking about eiljah..And how happy he must be with his girlfriend. Im So sad, Mostly because I had the chance to be with him...but I Ignored it..
I Guess you dont relize what you have untill its Gone...
Not Like I deserved Eiljah anyway. The way I treated him like shit. He Deserved a better girl. A Smart, Pretty, Classy one o_O. Im Not smart...I guess im pretty. I have no class at all. "Your so beautiful....so damn beautiful" Damn I cry at the verse because I Know thats how eiljah used to feel.....USED TO FEEL. I dont even wanna meet his girlfriend...I'll Get sad, Ehh...I so had the chance. Brayden forgot about me anyway....
*Cries In corner*
"Your so beautiful....So damn beautiful...."