...happy birthday...yayyy....

._. yes yestersay was my birthday. did anyone give a shit? NOPE!!! well only a few did.
i attempted to have a small party, TO BAD NO ONE FUCKING SHOWED UP.
my parents treated it like a normal day, and us "going to church" was my parents defintion of doing something special, WE ALWAYS FUCKING GO TO CHURCH! and then my mom was complaining like a little bitch THE AWHOLE TIME! She got pissed at us because her video camera wasnt working and she couldnt take photos of the church, (*Sign before entering church*: No video cameras, Large bags, or recording devices allowed*) and THEN in the parking lot on the way home, SHE FUCKING CRIED BECAUSE SHE COULDNT TAKE HER GODDAMN PICTURES FOR "FACEBOOK" (Mom: Its MY birthday I wanted to take some photos for facebook BUT YOU GUYS ARENT PARTICIPATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) Its like was like she was trying to make me feel bad because the past years MY birthday was always bigger than hers!
What!? I SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I FUCKING MAKE A GIFT! DO I TRY TO MAKE EVERYONE FORGET ABOUT HER ON PURPOSE!?!?!?! NO!!!! I DONT!!!!!!!!
My mom didnt wanna pay 17 dollars for a actual birthday cake, So she picked up a tiny 6$ "Bun" Cake at kroger, it didnt even have frosting o.o.......
And then to top it all off! my parents argued the whole evening, went into their room to fucking have sex.
And then scar me for life when she told me "I dont know whats with black men and big butts, sometimes it feels like yo dad is lovin mah butt mo than me" ._. DID SHE REALLY THINK I WANTED TO KNOW THAT!!? Well, at least Chantella called to say happy birthday, That made me happier.
I didnt even get a simple present, from anyone........ The only hug I got yesterday was in church, My own mom didnt tell me happy birthday, and now she fucking woke me up at 8am to do schoolwork
NOT EVEN PUBLIC SCHOOLS FUCKING START AT 8AM!!!! NO GEORGIA MIDDLE SCHOOL STARTS SCHOOL WORK AT 8AM!!!!!!! SOME KIDS ARE JUST GETTING DROPPED OFF AT SCHOOL AT 8AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!