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*Sigh*
wow...I could have been so much happier right now ._.
I could have been smart, been in the gifted program in school. but nooooooooooooooooo.
Mom's homophobia stole that from me ._.
._. When I was in kindergarden. My normal teacher was out sick for 2 weeks.
And I had a substitude, He was gay.
I was like 4, I didnt know he was gay! I thought he was just a normal person! He SEEMED like a normal straight guy to me! But my mom was afraid being around him might bring "Gay Spirits" to me and I would be gay ._. (First of all. WHAT IS WRONG WITH BEING GAY!?) BOTH my parents are homophobic!
In kindergarden, I got freaking every award there was! I was the smartest in my class!
But in 1st grade when I started homeschool, MY GRADES STARTED FAILING!
NOW! IM NOT EVEN SURE IF I'LL BE OKAY IN HIGH-SCHOOL NEXT YEAR! WHY!? IM NOT USED TO BEING IN PUBLIC SCHOOL! IM USED TO READING FROM BOOKS AND THEM TELLING ME WHAT TO DO, IF A TEACHER TOLD ME TO RIGHT DOWN A MATH PROBLEM RIGHT NOW. I WOULDNT BE ABLE TO DO IT! WHYYYY!!!! BECAUSE! I CANT FUCKING COMPREHEND IT! I'D HAVE TO ASK AT LEAST 4 TIMES FOR HER TO REPETE IT! ._.
I cant even spell repete!!!!! ._.
*Rage*?