Update...Extremely..long..convo..blog..

I havent blogged in like...4 days..
Alot has happend..
Well..first..of all...

Brandon....problems...
(Bow chicka wow wow)
He sent me a text and was like "..Kris...come here..I gotta talk to you now" Im all "..Here?..Here is Located?" And hes all "........... Where we normally hang out"
Okay..Im walking over there. Half calm. Half Scared.
I find him sitting in a tree ._. and some dude (Later to find out his name is "Keith")
Sitting against the tree.
Im like "...Hewwo.....Guys..?" Brandon fucking jumps down from the tree. (HE WAS 9 FEET OFF THE GROUND!!) He lands on his ass.. ( ._. ) Hes like "...Okay...listen...theres something...I really gotta ask you.." Im like "What is it?" Hes all "You can be tottaly truthful with me. I'll forgive you...but please dont lie to me" Im all "Sure...Whats wrong..?" hes like "Kris.......are you cheating on me?", Im all "Why would I? I love you....?" He spazzes out and is like "FUCK!!!!! I said you could be truthful with me!!" o_o I was really confused..to shorten this...lets convo blog shall we?
(me: brandon..Whats wrong?, Brandon: ....Were done kris.., Me: What!? Why!? What did I do!?, Brandon: I was already hurt enough...when I found out you were cheating....You didnt have to lie to me....I would have forgave you....., Me: WHAT? BRANDON I SWEAR IM NOT!. Keith: Fucking liar, Me:WHAT!?, Keith: I saw you with him..., Me: WITH WHO!!!!, Keith: How the fuck am I supposed to know his name whore?, Me: BRANDON I SWEAR I DIDNT!!!!!!, Brandon: ...Of course...his eyes were wrong right?, Me: I SWEAR I DIDNT!!!! WHY DONT YOU BELIEVE ME!!!!, Brandon: Maybe because...keith is way nicer than you are to me?, Me: ....What?, Keith: Your always treating him like shit. Calling him names behind his back. yeah...tasha tells all, Me: ...NAME ONE FUCKING TIME I TALKED ABOUT YOU BEHIND YOUR BACK, Brandon: WELL!!!!!..According to tasha...it was when I was talking with elizabeth..You called me a worthless heartbreaker, Me: ...You were flirting with her brandon..Playing with her hair and all....,Brandon: ......................, Keith: And the time you called him a  Whiney emo crybaby, Me:....OKAY NOW I DID NOT CALL HIM THAT! WOW! AFTER KNOWING THE BULLSHIT BRANDONS BEEN THROUGH. YOU ACTUALLY THINK I'D FUCKING CALL HIM THAT!?!?! BRANDON HAS EVERY FUCKING RIGHT TO HATE EVERY SINGLE PERSON IN THIS WORLD!!!! YET HE DOESNT. WHY WOULD I TURN INTO ANOTHER PERSON WHO HATES HIM?, brandon: .....*Small smile* Oh wow great save kris. Keith: And the time you wished he was dead, Brandon: ......She what..?, Me: .....Thats really...just bullshit now....I wouldnt wish death even on my worst enemy.....I love brandon...I'd never want him to go..., Brandon: ....Fuckshit. Keith: Yeah right, Me: ..Why are you even in this....?, brandon: His name is Keith, Me: You couldnt have talked to me alone..?. Brandon: ...... , Keith: I could tell brandon more....Like when I saw you with cory, Brandon:  I know about that, Keith: ....Nope...the second time, brandon: WHAT!!?, Me: There was no second time...,Brandon: What kris? you were furious a minute ago? sad because I know?, Me: *Sniffle*...No..., Brandon: A-are you..cr-crying............Uhm..Keith..what happend the second time, Me: ....Nothing.., Keith: She was hanging out with a group. everyone started to leave untill it was only him and her left. I dont know what they were talking about...But I could tell he was flirting. He even put his hand up her shirt, Brandon: WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, me: WHAT!?!?! THAT DIDNT HAPPEN!!!!!, Keith: Then cory whispered something to her. He grabbed her by the waist and started kissing her, Me: ....That didnt...., Keith: I fucking saw it. 2 days ago, me: ........, Brandon: ..Wow..You know what..Im done...., Me: ...What?, Brandon: I said im fucking done. fine then...You couldnt even tell the truth......I cant believe I loved such a whore..., Me: ...Theres no need for name calling, Brandon: YEAH RIGHT I COULD FUCKING SAY THE SAME FOR YOU!, Me: ...Brandon..., Brandon: GOD! WILL YOU SHUT UP! I CANT FUCKING BELIEVE YOU! YOU TRASHY STUPID!, Me:...Brandon.........Please.., Brandon: HOW ABOUT YOU DO ME  FAVOR AND JUST DIE ALREADY!!? GOD! I SEE EXACTLY WHY YOUR PARENTS FAVOR YOUR BROTHER! THATS WHY EVERYONE THINKS YOUR A FREAK! FUCK YOU! AND I HOPE YOU FUCKING DIE! YOU BITCH!!!!, Me: ...I already knew those things..Brandon.......I thou-, Keith: *Pushes me hard against tree* Fucking leave. Me: *Mouth is bleeding* Ow..why..did you..?, Keith: Its gonna get worse if you dont leave bitch, Me: .....*Runs as fast as possible, trips and cuts leg on broken glass beer bottle* ...*Begins crying*, Keith: Fucking pussy, Brandon: ....S-stop crying..damnit..., Me: *Runs off to picnic tables*. I was sitting there..just staring out in space...for 2 hours...2 whole hours, Brandon: ...I..I dont..know..how I could..possibly..., Me: Im sorry that Im not dead yet..., Brandon: Theres no possible way I could say that Im sorry, Me: ....You just did say sorry...didnt you?, brandon: Kris, Me: ...Yes?, Brandon: Are you listening, me: mhm...., Brandon: Im...really sorry.....I....Theres no....I dont know....Just...Im..Sorry..I shouldnt have...acted like that..I was wrong...I.....I was more than wrong...I was.., Me: I get it brandon.., brandon: No. you dont., Me: I know...you were mad...its okay...I dont care about that.....Im thinking about something else, Brandon: Wh-what..?, Me: ...How it was true what you said about my parents and friends..., Brandon: No! I was lying!!!! I would never mean that!!!, Me: ....My parents dont like me..because...my brother is clearly better...And..I only have a few friends because...I am weird......, Brandon: ....No.., Me: I've been alone all my life brandon..Im 13 now.....Theres still time for it to hopefully get better, I always did sorta Envy you., Brandon: ..Me?, Me: Yeah.....Because...your..just so great....and funny...and everyone adores you..I acted mean toward you because......Im..that lonely girl........Who ignores everyone..And...When I found out that you liked me...I thought I would only bring you down.., Brandon: W-what..?, Me: ....Im sorry brandon......, Brandon: No. You did nothing wrong, Me: but..that time...when you were flirting with elizabeth...I did call you a worthless heartbreaker..but I was mad...I treated you like shit...yet expected you...not to forget me so quickly.., Brandon: I only flirted with her because I was hoping to get some kind of reaction from you...Why do you possibly think I was flirting with her right in front of your eyes? I wanted to know if you did care....., Me: ..But...I swear..I didnt cheat...I really didnt..you mean to much to me..to do that, Brandon: Yeah but you do check out other guys alot........, Me: Your right...I do...sometimes Im even tempted to leave you for them, Brandon:..What?, Me: But...how would I know if that random guy I thought was hot would be as good as you? I'd lose you for a person I dont even know? I've been wanting you for too long to do that., Brandon: ....., Me: something wrong?, Brandon: No.....But..what Keith said, Me: I dont know keith...But..2 days ago..I was inside my house all day...I was sick remember?, Brandon: Your mouth..and your leg, Me: What about it?, Brandon: Your mouth is bleeding like crazy...your mouth is fucking stained.....and...arent you gonna...take care of that cut on your leg..? its huge..., Me: ...I should.....But...whats my mom gonna say? What am I gonna tell her?, Brandon:...well.., me: What?, Brandon:..Th-that...I did it..I was so mad..that I let keith hurt you like that...So...it is..my fault, Me: My dad will go crazy and probably beat you brandon...., Brandon: So what?, me: I cant let you do that, Brandon: ..Follow me, Me: BRANDON I SAID NO!!, Brandon: You need to take care of that!!!!!, Me: MY MOM WILL CALL YOUR PARENTS. GET YOU IN EXTREME TROUBLE AND MY DAD WILL HUNT YOU DOWN LIKE A FUCKING DOG!, Brandon: ....Call it...as my Punishment for my stupidity..?, Me: Please dont..I cant let you do that...., Brandon: .You need to get taken care of...., Me: ...Dont..., Brandon: Well what are we gonna do!?!?!?, Me:..I dont know..., Brandon: ...Wait....Let me see..if my parents are back yet, Me: and if they walk in with me. at your house..?, Brandon: again. My punishment, Brandon: now come on, Me: ....., *Were at his house*, me: its cold..., Brandon: Mom keeps it cold...why...I do not know.....I need a fucking towel....sit down, Me: Ow..., brandon: What?, Me: My side......When I fell, Brandon: Oh...want me to help you?, Me: No, *Brandon disapears for 5 minutes, I look around the apartment and wondering how the hell its so clean*, Brandon: Here...put this in your mouth, Me: What is it?, Brandon:Warm towel with water? Come on, Me: OWWW!!!!! THAT FUCKING STINGS!!, Brandon:...What the hell...you really must have fucked up your mouth.., Me: ..No..its just..my lip...ow...., Brandon: You do it..I'll get some bandages, Me: Oww..., *2 minutes later*, Brandon: Let me see your lip.....WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, Me: OH MY GOD WHAT!/, Brandon: Oh its nothing. you just...bit..into..your...entire..bottom lip..it looks...nasty..., Me: Owwwww...., Brandon: Now for your leg. put this on it, Me: OWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!, Brandon: What? its Disinfectant spray, me: OWWW!!! IT HURTS OWW!!!, Brandon: Its okay..it'll stop soon, Me: ow..., Brandon: Im so sorry...., Me: Its okay, Brandon: ...Urg..I cant kiss you due to your lip, Me: *Hug* but we can do this, Brandon: Your clothes....Your covered in dirt, Me: Yepp. Im always in dirt though, Brandon:..You sound happy again, Me: Lies, Brandon: How could You forgive me!? Im a total bastard for what I said to you!, Me: I know you said it out of anger brandon..or..at least I hoped you did, Brandon: ..I...I...You should hate me..., Me: I love you, Brandon: I dont deserve to get off that easily!, Me: ...*Punches shoulder*, Brandon: oww! that was for!?, Me: ...I dont know....enjoy it, Brandon: ....My parents will be home any minute, Me: Okay..Thats for helping me brandon, Brandon: Anytime you need it, *Whispers to me on the way out*...Kris...are...we..together again..?, Me: ...Thats your choice brandon, Brandon: I love you..., Me: I love you too..)