Guys.. BE A BIT EASIER!

Dear lord..
Well my week sucks frozen waffle cock. So. the guy I like has moved on. -Sigh- its all my fault anyway.
And.. christmas is coming- Havent really been in the spirit. I could insult my alter- But.. eh shes confused too.
I was talking with my friend Donna about this. And well. we wonder the same question.
Exactly WHY are guys so fucking impossible? I mean. dear lord... It would be way easier if every guy in the world could just tell a girl how they actually feel insted of playing some stupid game! I mean if some of my past crushes told me "Im sorry Shadow- Im just not into you like that" I WOULDNT HAVE WASTED SO MUCH TIME ON THEM!!
I mean seriously. I've been way to much to appreciate a game. No- Dont fucking test me to see if I really like you. TELL ME AND I'LL TELL YOU GODDAMNIT! ._.
I mean I do NOT wanna go through this after this after this to find out YOU might not even like me.
Eh. I probably sound bitter.
But I guess im just tired. ._.;;;;;