Packing up and going home....?

So my dad is talking about just leaving all our things behind and going for california.

Yeah. Georgia has really screwed him over (Under.....Sideways... -.-)

Im looking up more info about Seoul, South Korea. I had no clue thats where Girls Generation got their start :D. Thats where Big bang started too I think (OMG!!!!!! I WUBS BIG BANG!!)

I told my mom about my plans of me joining the army. She says girls shouldnt be in the army (She also believes married woman shouldnt work -.-) My mom still lives in the 50's

My dad said hes not such a good idea because alot of women get raped in the army.

First of all. Im tottaly capeable of taking care of myself. Second. I FEEL SORRY FOR THE POOR GUY WHO TRIES TO DO THAT CRAP!! I'LL RIP THEIR PENIS OFF WITH MY HAND!!! (._. LOL) I mean I already want to go to Yale. Also being in the army would look Amazing on my job resume. I could get almost any job I want :D

Korean Dreaming!

When I get older. After college and the army (Yes I want to join the army)
I want to move to Seoul, South Korea. It just looks so beautiful!
I want to learn different countries. I also want to visit the U.K and Germany.
I may even visit Mexico along the way (MECHICO! LOL) Well... Maybe I'll meet a nice young gentlemen who likes to travel like me. (I so dont 12 years old right now..) I want to stay in South korea the longest. He may be korean! (Koreans are smokin hawt anyway. LOL!!!) My parents would be like "..ehh.." My mom wants me to marry a african-America. lol if you know my dating history. You would relize I dont discriminate xD (White..Mexican..Blackinese..LOL) I dont like alot of the African-Americans boys (Note: Im black before anyone thinks im racist.) too many of them are only interested in Rap and hip-hop. Talk like they dont have any sense. Think their thugs/Gangsta's wear baggy clothes. Which I really hate. Im not saying all african-Americans. Im just saying a good portion (IN NORTH AMERICA!) My mom has problems talking to people outside our race. She thinks they'll have nothing to talk about. And their tottaly different. Almost all my friends arent my race! My best friend is asian actually! Also. I dislike it when people go on and on about how my brother's "bad spelling online". Actually its not bad spelling. I've noticed the way is types. He rotates his hands in a clock-wise motion around the keys he wants. like if hes trying to spell even a simple word like "Forget" Sometimes he'll spell it as "Forgte" or "Froget". Its not because he doesnt know how to spell. The boy just doesnt know how to use a keyboard. (Well one time be spelled "alphabetical" As "ALFABETCIA" xD)
This ends my raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaant!

Waiting for the new day, The new year.

ahhhh..2009 is going pretty suckish <3?>George bush screwed us all over. He started like 80% of the crap wrong with this country.

But no! We either gotta blame it on god! Or obama! "If god was real! he would get us out of this mess!" We gotta learn from our own mistakes! God isnt gonna step in whenever something tiny happens! We need to learn ourselves! Yes! We have god helping us! But he isnt gonna wave his hands and make the world perfect! And why is almost everyone hating on obama!. (idc what people say. Alot of people only dislike/hate obama because hes a Democrate and african-american! Dude during these times WE NEED A DEMOCRATE! because Republicians WONT HELP THE PEOPLE WHO NEED IT MOST!!). I cant wait untill this is over. It might even take years..But its getting better. Obama is one HECK of a good president! The best one we've had for years. But no! 40% of america cant get over the fact that hes black! And then you people whine and complain about "IM leaving the country!! I cant live in a country ran by a black man!" GOOD! LEAVE! AND GIVE THE JOBS TO THE PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY WANT TO WORK!! Dude! you dont GET freedom in other countries like america! Oh god. Im about to get worked-up and using caps and sht.

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From California to georgia, To california again! (Georgia Express!)

And that started our 5 day ride. It COULD Have been 3 days but when we got to the boarder of southern california The interstate we were gonna take was FROZEN! (Date: January, 2005)

So. We had to take a tottaly different route!! We stopped in AZ it was so freaking hot there! (even though it was winter!) My dad got me a T-Shirt. I think I still have it!! And omg. our 2 days in texas WERE HORRIBLE! It was hot as hell! My 6 year old brother was whining the whole time. But after we got our of texas. Everything was okay<3

Also I had really bad allgeries from the new enviorment. And had to go to hospital alot. Actually..it was mostly just panic attacks. I dont have as many now. (But come on. Its impossible to calm down a hyper 8 year old!).

From California to georgia, To california again!

*Sigh*. Yeah. Im MOOOOOOOVING! I think...Depends if my dad gets the job back in california.

Okay..Heres my story!

I was born in san beridino (Cant spell!) California. On october 25 1996 at 3:56pm<3

I was supposed to be born on the 14th (hehe 2 weeks late!) But. as my mom said I didnt want to come any sooner xD. My family never had much money growing-up. But When I was younger. I didnt care about that!. I used to Praticly LIVE in the church! Im a penecostal Christain :D!

But When I was 8. My parents decided we should move to georgiaaaaa!. Im serious. I thought we were leaving the country (LOL DONT LAUGH AT ME) But yeah then I found out georgia was a state. (Dense little 8 year 0ld :D). my parents were planning this for a year. I just didnt know untill a few months after we left. The sunday before we left for georgia everyone at our chruch gave us our good-byes and we were off a few days later. We were going by car. At like 5:00am. I was woken up by the sound of boxes and glass breaking (The glass my MOM broke. LOL!) And I was carried to the car by my dad....

Baby come back! dun dun dun You can blame it all on meh!

*sigh* I went swiming wif mah home boi jousha<3>haha I wubs him :D I find it very fustrating when im talking about school to friends. Like today. I was talking to my friend tasha. Im like "*Sigh*. I so dont want school to start back. My homeroom teacher is gonna be tottaly on my back!". Shes all "What? Your teacher? You mean your mom?"

NO! NOT MY MOM! Yeah yeah Im homeschooled. VIRTUAL HOMESCHOOL! GET IT?

I have a science! History! Engilsh! Homeroom teacher! (even though I dont get the whole homeroom teach thing xD) I completely hate homeschool. But everyone is all "Ohhh! your so lucky! You get to stay at home! Ohhh! Do school-work in your pajama's ohh! No peer-pressure! Ohhh!!! ohhh!!!!!!!!!!!" ._. theres nothing "Lucky" ABOUT IT! Im sorry. it just PISSES ME OFF SO MUCH! When people tell me him lucky for being homeschooled. And THEN they have a DEBATE with ME telling me how much their school sucks. I DOTN CARE HOW MUCH YOUR SCHOOL SUCKS COW NIPPLES! THAT DOESNT MAKE ME ANY LUCKIER! ._. Oh look. First entry and Im already using caps :D

So....

So damn stupid!

Okay.....

So I just woke-up like 30 minutes ago right.

I went to go sit on the couch right next to my dad. He was watching TV

Then my mom comes from the other room and is like "SO YOU WONT HUG ME AND PUT YOUR HANDS AROUND ME!!! BUT YOU'LL HUG YOUR DAUGHTER!!!!" My dad is like "WHAT!?"

WHAT THE HELL? My dad has been sitting on the couch half the day. Sleeping.

My dad wasnt even hugging me! Or Touching me!!! Jesus christ.

What the hell is wrong with that woman!?!?! HUG YOUR DAUGHTER!? DOES THAT EVEN MAKE ANY SENSE!

Well my parents did get in some arguement yesterday about how My dad doesnt spend enough time with my mom.

HELLO!? HES WORKING ALL THE DAMN TIME! HE DOESNT SPEND ENOUGH TIME WITH ANY OF US! HER, ME, OR MY BROTHER!

Oh yeah! Last night my dad was talking on the phone with my aunt tia (His sister)

And hes like "Well I gotta go. Nahh Im just tired of talking to you....Kidding! You know I love you"

While my dad was hanging up the phone. My mom is like "YOU DONT EVER TELL ME YOUI LOVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" DUDE THAT WAS HIS SISTER!

My dad says ily to my mom all the time!

Jesus christ.......

Chris brown and rihanna.

._. I need to stop listening to this whole chris brown and Rihanna shit.

I just find it hilarious how people are blaming rihanna. And she deserved to get her ass beat.

Im sorry. But did those heartless bastards read the police reports? Dude! Idc what the girl did! NO ONE DESERVES THAT!!

But noooo.We have to forgive chris brown. Hes so sorry! Blah blah bullcrap.

Chris brown isnt all that sorry. to him its just "Yeah. I did it. I said sorry. Lets get over it people. it wasnt that huge of a deal!!!"

and that fake-ass youtube video chris brown made about him being sorry.

We all know chris brown can act!!! At least put a LITTLE bit of soul in that Rehearsed apology chris!!!

._.

CRCT flashback!

ME AND INDIA FREAKING ARGUED ABOUT CRCT! Ya know that huge test that happend LIKE 4 MONTHS AGO!

*Kinda long. Warning you nao*

So. First day of CRCT testing. I was all by myself. Sitting At a table with like 4 other boys who were really annoying. At the end of monday's testing. India called me ovet to her table saying that She thinks shes seen me before. o_o

Tuesday at CRCT. The table Im sitting at colaspes on me and some other guy's lap

(That was like a 100 pound table. We both played it cool. BUT THAT FREAKING HURT!!!!!!)

So the teacher made me sit at the table india and her friend was out.

I was pretty quiet. Holding my head down. Doodling hearts and stars on the table.

Then me and india get to talking. Her friend named derrel (idk how tew spell it)

Started pointing out to india every girl he thought was cute. (-.-)

And yeah yeah it was break time. me and india went to the bathroom. And she started talking to me about this guy sitting behind us she liked. Which surprised me because I didnt even know her well. So when we get back to the tables derrel gets an idea. That he should. eh hem. "Hook me and india up with someone". So he freaking called the guy india liked to our table. (named benard ._.) and india and benard started talking. While derrel was freaking flirting with me ._. On wensday. Benard was already apart of our litte clan (lol. Clan) And sitting as close to india as possible. Benard was a total trouble-maker.

Even the teachers knew it. So Ms Chung made benard sit at a different table. and made ME sit with him (idk her logic in that). He starts talking to me. Actually flirting. And he was SO ANNOYING! During testing. im pretty sure Wensday was math day. So I had to stay focused (Derrel almost had a nervous break-down on math day LOL!!!)

And like during the test. He kept PESTERING ME with this! (Him: so your names krista?, Me: Yep, Him: Cool. Im benard, Me: Nice, Him: How old are you?, Me: 12, Him: hmm..Im 13, Your really pretty, Me: uhh..Thanks?, Him: Your welcome. You got a boyfriend?, Me: uhm..no, Benard: cool.., Me: Im kinda testing he-, Benard: You ever kissed a boy before?, Me: Dude..What?, Benard: Have you ever kissed a boy before?,Me: Yeahhhhh? Whhhyyy?, Him: Cool cool. Just wondering. I havent, Me: ha?, Him: If you could kiss any guy would want in this room. Who would it be?, Me: Why are you asking me this?, Him: Just answer!, Me: Im not telling you)

And then he ran across the room to india's table LOLOLOLOL.

On thurday. I told india what happend yesterday. She freaked. Benard was her boyfriend. So on break. Me and india were whispering to each-other about benard. Benard freaking kept popping into our convo. So we went to the bathroom. LOL INDIA FREAKING WENT OFF IN THE BATHROOM! Shes like "*HITS WALL* DANG I CANT BELIEVE THIS. I LIKED THAT FOOL! *KICKS DOOR!*!!!" And a teacher came in like "is everything okay?...Ya'll fighting or something?" and india is like "Nope! My boyfriend is flirting with my best friend right here! Krista!", The teacher is like "Oh. Its not eric is it?", Were like "No" Shes like "Oh good. cause thats my son" and we start laughing.

So we get back to our tables. During the test benard whispered in my ear "I wanna kiss you" LIKE REALLY. WHAT THE HELL!?.

And when it was time to go home, Everyone was giving out each-others phone numbers.

Benard asked me for mine. I gave it to him and said "You freaking call me after 8pm. And your ass is my dads".

LOL. India was still trying to win him over. Benard hugged india as he left. and freaking squeezed her ass -.- (it looked like it hurt actually)

And me and derrel were like "WOW INDIA!!!! DAMN!!!"

LOL. So derrel left. it was just me and india for a few minutes. before my mom came to pick me up. India was leaning back in her chair. AND FELL LOLOLOLOL

She was okay xD

And on friday. Heres the wrost day of CRCT. All day benard was talking about doing something crazy. Since it was last day of CRCT and all Ms chung made him sit at a table across the room.

And the whole time benard was trying to get my attention. And sliently whispered. "Imma kiss chu" Whenever I looked up! ONE TIME I looked up from my testing because I was thinking of an answer. and benard whispered "Imma come now. Im gonna kiss you" THE HELL?

He even came on the other side of the room! But a teacher told him to go back (Thank god)

And so. The last 30 minutes of us all being together. offically done wit testing.

Benard grabbed india's ass again ._.

BUT!! He freaking suprised me!

He KISSED ME! RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIS GIRLFRIEND INDIA!

India is like ":O!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Im like "uhhh...What..just..ha-happend?"

THEN HE CAME AGAIN! and said "Redo!"

and KISSED ME AGAIN!.

HE TRIED TO COME BACK A 3RD TIME! But I was like "Go home already!"

India was pissed. and these 3 girls saw the whole thing. Ran to our table and was like "OMG!!!! DID HE KISS YOU!?!?!?! OH MYGOD!! IT WAS JUST SO!!! WOW!"

LOL. And so I had to leave. My mom and india's mom came to get us at the same time.

And RIGHT when we got to our parents. India started screaming "KRISTA KISSED A BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Im like "WHAT!!?!? INDIA SHUT UP!" and tried to cover her mouth. SHE FREAKING SCREAMED IT IN THE PARKING LOT TOO!

and when we got in the car. My mom freaking snapped and was like "KRISTA WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO FAST!!?!?!?!?!?" I DIDNT EVEN DO ANYTHING!!

HE KISSED ME!. And when we got home. My mom told my dad. And my dad freaking yelled at me!!! I DIDNT DO ANYTHING! My dad said I was supposed to hit him.

IM SORRY!!!!! IF A GUY JUST SUDDENLY COMES UP AND KISSES YOU!

WHAT DO YOU THINK FIRST? HITTING HIM? OR WONDER WHAT THE HELL JUST HAPPEND?

MY POINT IS PROVEN!

And my mom wouldnt shut up about "JOOH AINT GONNA LET NU BOI KISS ON CHU"

WHAT!/ KISS ON ME!? WHAT THE FUCK!!!!! I DIDNT LET HIM!!!

._.

WHAT? ANTHONY?!

Well!! Erm. I met this guy named anthony. Hes really nice. me and him have been flirting all day. Untill suddenly he showed me his girlfiend. o.o...

Whitney freakin snapped at him. LOL!

I still like codi (*COUGH* I MEAN SHAWN! *COUGH*)

I talked to him on the phone today. He cursed out ej LOLOLOLOLOL!

Not typing much tonight..maybe ltr!!!

Problems with charlie..And WOW HELLO SHAWN!?

*Siiiiigh*

IM FALLIN FUR CODEH. (actually. His real name is Keyshawn o.-, Yeah hes black LOL. codi ish his middle name. I'd rather call him shawn. But insists on Key xD)

Hes so freakin funny! Like when he tries to sing. LOL

And just other random things! (His friends piss me off though. I'm not gonna tell him that though!!)

what about charlie...Crap he doesnt care about me. He BRAGGED to me about this girl he liked.

and today when whitney talked to him, whitney was so calm. And told him "Charlie! You only have one heart and its supposed to belong to ONE person!"

Charlie freakin has a break-down and starts talking about how everyone is yelling at him. Everywhere o.o.

THEN he tells us this bogus story about how his sister got sick of everyone yelling at her. took a drive somewhere and DIED. First of all. When did charlie get a sister!? And wouldnt I have at least known about her!!? And then charlie talks about how he wants it all to end. and sometimes thinks of suicide (Hmm..so maybe he did understand when I told him I used to cut.. He just tried to be humorous? o.o)

*Sigh*. I used to love charlie..I still kinda do now but..This lying..Urg!

And codi! GOD! whenever I have problems with a boyfriend! a guy Who seems like prince charming COMES ALONG! ;-;

I think I gotta end it with him...3 months gone.

Its for the best. Some relationships just cant last forever. I wonder how hes gonna take it.

...Shit...

*sigh*. Coming to a end..

*Sigh*. I thought he was different. It looks like everything is coming to a end. I didnt think we would be together forever. But I thought it would at least be longer than this...

Okay what happend? Charlie told me about Some girl at his school he really and kept saying REALLY liked o.- Im like "ohh...." The whole time! even if I DID like someone.
I WOULDNT GO BRAGGING ABOUT IT TO MY BOYFRIEND!!!! -.-
I told ej. Ej went to charlie and said "CHARLIE!! YOU FUCKING SHITHEAD! YOU JUST TOLD YOUR GIRLFRIEND ABOUT ANOTHER GIRL YOU LIKED!?"
I told whitney about what happend and what ej said. whitney is all "FOR ONCE I AGREE WITH EJ!" LOL. But. I cant believe what I was hearing! Other things happend. Im not gonna go into it for the sake of me not getting teary-eyed -.-
*Sigh*. Were slowly fading......I'll be pretty sad knowing that he left me for another girl ._.
People change.. But damn he seemed like I was the only one he loved. The only girl in his world.
I'll get over it. I'll get over him actually. I'll be sad for awhile.. I can get a new boyfriend in a snap. But finding someone thats actually good? o.o.........

Damn you codi...

God!!

Me and charlie are finally getting along. we had so much fun earlier today. I mean. Extreme fun...

THEN codi came along! and started pointing out everything wrong about him.

And was acting so sweet........Gah I wanted to be HIS girlfriend insted of charlie's at that moment.

I love charlie..Why do I get so distracted. Charlie would burst in tears if he knew what I was doing.....I get teary-eyed thinking about it..I dont love codi..I love charlie..

If charlie leaves..idk what i'll do....I freakin love him. I wonder if hes mad at me.

Well. Today me and him got in an arguement over what we should do. Like..Go here. Go there

He mentioned this spot that I really didnt like. I mean really. and I was like "uhm..Can we go somewhere else?", He was all "Why?". Im like "Because..I dont like it there..", Hes all "*Sigh* No", Im like "Can we at least go to *This place here*?", Hes like "GOD. Fine..", Me "Sorry..", Hes all "..whatever..", Im all "We can go wherever you want to go. I dont mind. Im bored!", Charlie "A Friend wants to see me..Im gonna go", Im like "Okay..Bye", He just walked away...

It was so werid too. Me and charlie never and I mean never have discussions like that.

And whitney wont shut up about her and pur. I was like "Its okay whitney. He'll be on soon", Cris suddenly turned bitch and said "Be nice krista. The girl is having it rough"

I dont see what was wrong with what I said!!!!!!!!, And then Im like "What did I do wrong?" She says "SHHH!!! hush" Im like "God. Both of you guys are being a bunch of PMSing bitches today"

-.-

God..Codi.......Codi.................Why did I let him come into my life...

Whitney's bitch fits.

WELL WELL WELL WELL!

WHITNEY IS GONNA FUCKING KILL ME AND CHARLIE!

so last night ej and whitney were being well..ej and whitney.

Ej was being kinda annoying. but hilarious

Whitney was just being a complete bitch.

Okay whitney just had to shut everyone up so she could complain and cry about why she cant get this certain guy she likes. We have all heard it like 7347328324029032 times. So

Ashley told this really funny joke. He just randomly said "THE POWER OF BLACK JESUS COMPELS YOU!" and everyone freakin died. Me and charlie were half way crying because it was just so funny. And we laughed for like 15 minutes while telling other jokes.

Whitney was pissed and just had to shut everyone up! I dont wanna hear her complain about this guy anymore!!!.

SO I guess so she could quiet everyone down to hear her bitching. Out of 4 people laughing. She sat on charlie's lap WITH HER FACE ALL IN HIS! And yelled "SHUT UP!"

Im like "GET OFF CHARLIE BITCH!. SECOND NO ONE WANTS TO HEAR YOU BITCH ABOUT THIS GUY"

*sigh*

And then whitney still didnt want anyone laugh after she was done with her story. And charlie suddenly ditched because he got sick of her. I followed along.

She starts having a bitch fit. So whitney finally finds us. And asks charlie why we ditched her. Charlie simply said "Because you were going crazy" THAT ONLY!

And shes freaking out like "ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT!!!!!! EJ NEVER DOES ANYTHING WRONG!!! CHARLIE! EJ SAYS YOUR CHEATING AND SAYS SHIT ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME! BUT NO ONE EVER BLAMES HIM! AND KRISTA! WHY DO YOU DEFEND EJ WHEN IM FIGHTING WITH HIM?" Im like "Well whitney. ej isnt a bitchy little girl. We do get on him sometimes only when he did something really out of line. I defend him when your fighting with him because you always start fights when teasing him. you call him ugly and gay. But then get mad at him when he gets upset about it" Then she starts talking about that time charlie ditched me. Charlie is like "KRISTA DO YOU FREAKIN HEAR WHAT SHES SAYING!?"

Im like "Whitney. What the hell does this have to do with anything? Are you trying to get me upset with charlie So I'll leave him and he'll be alone? I've been friends with you for almost 2 years whitney. I know how you do things"

-______- God. And last night charlie suddenly had to go right?

Whitney starts talking about how he went searching for his ex girlfriend

And he loved her more than he loves me.

Trying to freakin get me sad.

._.

Cheweh's returrnn

I have nothing to blog about. So why dont we bring cheweh back. hmmm?

YOU KNOW WHAT PISSES ME OFF! (Cheweh: Women drivers?, Me: Cheweh where have you been!? I thought you left for north korea!, Cheweh: I DID!, Me: Why are you back?,Cheweh: Crazy shit going on over there mannnn, Me: Well welcome back cheweh - -", Cheweh: NOW I CAN RECLAIM THIS AS MY BLOG! :D!!!!!!, Me: *Points to title*, Cheweh: YOU MEAN CRAZED FISH, CRAZED MIND RIGHT?, Me: No >.>, Cheweh: This sucks cow nipples man T.T, Me: Just go sit in your chair cheweh, Cheweh: MAH WHITTLE CHAIR IS STILL HERE???, Me: Yesh, Cheweh: WEWT!!!!!!!, Me: ._.)

NO! WHAT PISSES ME OFF IS MUSTARD! YESH! MUSTARD! (Cheweh: Why mustard?)

ITS YELLOW!, (Cheweh: That ish racist, There is nothing wrong with yellow, Me: - . -)

ALSO!!!! DONNA SUMMER PISSES ME OFF! (cheweh: Why donna summer?, Me: I DONT KNOW!!!!!!!!! IM MAKING UP STUFF!, Cheweh: Calm down ._., Me: NEVAH!, Cheweh: I Declare this post to be OVER, Me: NUUUUU!!! NEVAHHHH!!!!, cheweh: Yew need a nap, Me: NOOOOOO!, Cheweh: *Pulls*, Come onnn, me: BUT I WANNA TYPE!!!!!! T.T, Cheweh: Yes yes I understand, Me: WAHHH!!!! I HATE YOU!, Cheweh: I hate you too, me: WAHHH!!!!!!!!!)

Awsome/Horrible Day??

Well. Today was werid o3o

BUT! I people asked me why my eye was swollen o.-

The reason is pretty funny. I was with ryan and his sister.

he was being a retard. and decided to act like chris brown.

Dont ask the reasoning behind it. because there isnt one.

Well. he started talking ghetto and said shawty after every sentence.

I told him "IF YOU SAY SHAWTY ONE MORE TIME!"

He said "IM CHRIS BROWN BITCH!" And punched me LOLOLOL

It was supposed to be a fake punch. But he hit me in the eye by mistake

LMAOOOOO. Yeah it hurt. I was laughing like crazy though xDD

because his sister was like "Ohhh..You just punched that black girl. Shes gonna kill you now"

LMAO! The real funny part was explainging it to my dad. He thought I got in a fight.

I told him I cheated on a game of checkers with myself and punched myself in the eye.

:DDDD. he called me a werido and walked off. I know he didnt believe it though :DD

OHHH!!! 2 OF MY COUSINS DIED. MY GRANDPA DIED. AND MY AUNTIE COMMITED SUCIDIE O.O...

ON THE BRIGHTER SIDE! MY COUSIN ALEXIA GAVE BIRTH TOO 2 TWIN GIRLS<3

Their so pretty too! Everyone else in the family was talking about how they were gonna spoil them and buy them all kinds of things.

I said I was gonna toughen them up and teach them how to skateboard LOL

(Pfft. Like the kennedy family needs more prissy girlie-girls ._.)

I WENT TO A WEDDING!

It was beautiful! Everything was so nice. BUT!!! when it was time for the bride and groom to say I do and crap. The groom said I do. The bride said "Oh my god! I cant do this!" AND RAN OFF!!! everyone is like "...WHAT?"

Im sorry. I was laughing. my cousin shonna (idk how to spell her name) and Tyler have been dating for 8 years. She was so excited before the wedding. she was smiling non-stop walking down the alise. and suddenly she bursts and tears and runs off.

I MEAN I THOUGHT THAT STUFF ONLY HAPPEND ON TV!!!! LOL

(Yes. Im mean)

Okay whitney is being a whore.

*Sigh* WHITNEY IS SUCH A HOE!

Shes my best friend and all. BUT SHE IS SO MEAN AND ANNOYING!

._.

My own boyfriend doesnt even want to be around me when whitney is with me.

because she pisses EVERYONE OFF!!!!

*Headdesk*

Haru Haru. We can get past this right?

._.

Someone called me cold-hearted. Oh why?

I destroyed the idiot messing with ej >.>

AND. My guyfriend was whining about how his girlfriend of like what...4 days dumped him.

She only knew him like 2 days before she asked him out ._.

And blah blah he was going on and on about how he misses her.

SO I guess heres where I was "Cold hearted". I told him "Expected. You didnt even know this girl that well. I smelled a break up as soon as you told me the news. Heres an idea. dont get caught in the rush of knowing you can date someone now. oh wow this girl wants to date me! I just have to say yes! And then move on when I get bored! Thats not a relationship. Maybe you wouldnt get heartbroken as much if you didnt A. Date. Your middle school for christ sakes. Or B. Actually got to know this chick? Hmmm?"

._. He cursed me out.

(Erm..Kinda like "*BLEEP* YOU KRIS!!! *BLEEP BLEEP* ALWAYS BEING A *BLEEP BLEEP*)

I dont find what I said mean. I just wasnt sugar coating it. and making it seem like the girl was the actual problem. What!? No one wants to hear the truth!?

._.

This Is Some Fucking Tropical Shit.

Havent talked to reggie in like a week. I guess all communications are really cut off for good.

(*Sings how do you sleep* Its been about a year now, Aint seen or heard from you, I've been missing you crazy, How do you sleep, Found the letter you wrote me, Still smells just like you, Have no sweet memories, how do you sleep)

Well..I havent talked to him in a week. No I am not missing him. I think I ripped up that note. It smelled like Dogshit. I have some memories. and that idiot probably sleeps just fine.

._. LOL. Ej hasnt talked to reggie in awhile either. And they are like..Best friends.

Reggie was annoying anyway. Always causing shit. He was so jealous of everyone.

Always upset (he did say he had anger issues ._.)

*Sigh*. He was no kind of romantic. So kind of sweet. I dont know what I saw in him.

Hes a jerk. ._.

Well. You know when you have this good friend. She gets a boyfriend and suddenly she just stops talking to you, Yeah, Its happening with me and morgan.

I HATE her boyfriend. Why? He is a jerk for no reason. I was hanging out with morgan right?

Her stupid bf shows up. He freakin sits by morgan. I mean. He was all on her.

Whenever she replyed to something I said. He gave me this glare. Im not fucking scared of him. So I continued talking to morgan. THEN. He asks me "Whats your name?" Im like "Kris" Hes like "Oh. I just never cared to know!!" Im like "Dont start with me. Im not in the mood for worthless shit like you". He said "*Sigh*....Females.."

I Got up. Kicked him. And pinned him to the ground and refused to let him go untill he said sorry. Morgan was all "KRIS!!! GET OFF HIM!"

I mean really....If it was bothing you so much. TRY PULLING ME OFF OF HIM???

._. gah. Moms being a fucking hoe. FUCKING DO MATH IN 2 FUCKING MINUTES!!!! SHES JUST GONNA FUCKING START YELLING LIKE A BITCH WHENEVER I GET SOMETHING WRONG!!!!! I CAN FUCKING STUDY MATH IN THE DAMN SCHOOL YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!

GAH FUCKING BITCH!!!!!!

._. Besides my outburst..

OH and when morgans boyfriend got up. He told morgan hes leaving and that she HAS to come along and not bring me.

Im like "Wow..You cant boss anyone else around here. So your using your girlfriend huh? This girl freakin loves you and your using her to keep your self esstem up. Bastard."

Hes like "I can do whatever the fuck I want. Fuck up already"

Im like "Dude what the hell does fuck up mean!? Are you trying to say SHUT the fuck up!?!?! Or is that your stupidity shining threw?"

Morgan told me to stop yelling at him.

Im like "And YOU morgan!!! your letting this idiot do this!!! i thought you were better than this!!!! You so dont deserve him. Your little boyfriend needs to get his ass kicked. Or slaped upside the head with a bible. Whatever works!"

They walked off.

._. Fucking annoying.

Even jerricka hates them.

This is..Going Just swimingly

....RAWWRRRR!

Dont ask.

Does anyone miss my random blog posts?

Wait...Who reads my blog....

T.T.....

anyway. WHY Do I have this...really really strange feeling that charlie likes whitney? o.o..

And I know whitney liked charlie in the past, But he was with someone else back then.

._.

*Sigh*. Its like..thursday right!? Wewt!

Tomrrow is friday!

But..everyday seems like friday to me, Since its summer vacation and such.

Not like I ever leave the house.

I asked my dad for a cell phone. I mean really, EVERYONE has a cell phone now days

MY 10 YEAR 0LD COUSIN HAS A CELL PHONE!

I dont want one of those stupid pre-paid ones either.

My dad could just buy me a phone, and add it on HIS cell phone plan

NOT LIKE I TALK LIKE CRAZY ON A CELL PHONE ANYWAY!

Actually. I dont like talking on the phone much.

Then why do I want a cell phone?

TEXTING. DUHH!

I think Im gonna go check myspace or something. ._.

Damn charlie!!!!!! Damn Cody!!! Damn Whitney!!! Damn Damn!

So. Am I seeing the end to me and charlie?
Idk its like..He doesnt wanna be with me anymore
So I was going to where charlie was. And I brought whitney along.
We hung out for like 10 minutes. Then suddenly they BOTH left!
I texted whitney! She said she went over to someones house!
WHY THE HELL DIDNT CHARLIE TELL ME!?
And then whitney was telling me how suddenly charlie sat real close to her
and she told me a few days ago charlie called her pretty ._.
OHHH! And then they go to ANOTHER area!
Charlie invites ANOTHER ONE of his friends along, Not even asking me (HE CAN TEXT ME! OR CALL ME OR SOMETHING!)
So then me and charlie talk later. He asks me why I seem sad!
I tell him "Oh Im Sorry. Im Supposed to be happy that you ditch me with whitney and ashley for a night around the city" (BTW ASHLEY IS ACTUALLY A GUY!)
Hes like "....Sorry."
Im like "Sorry!? Oh you didnt think about it when you tottaly forgot me!!!"
Hes like "Sorry. I didnt mean to"
Im like "But you ment to bring someone else along!?!?!!!!"
Hes like "Sorry..."
Urg...He used to be so nice.
Always took me everywhere. always talked to me!!!!
but now...gah
and whenever i have problems with a bf. SOME HOT AND NICE GUY COMES ALONG!!
his name is cody.
i mean he is so good looking!!!
urg...........
._.

Urg...Jerk!?

*Sighs* Kinda down..

I was hanging out with charlie. And Suddenly I remembered that special person who died.

And I ran off sniffling. CHARLIE DIDNT CHECK ON ME ONCE!

HE WAS TO BUSY CHATTING IT UP WITH WHITNEY..Urg...

(What!? Im always there when hes sad)

Besides that. HOW WAS EVERYONES 4TH OF JULY!?

OH MINE WAS-. Boring ._.

LOL. Cris is on vacaaaaattttiiionnn. So I dont have her to talk to ;~;

(BABY COME BACCKKK..YEW CAN BLAME IT ALL ON MEHHH!!)

LMAO. anyway..

I havent talked to reggie in awhile eitherrrrr.

*Sighs* Us is gone forever,

Me and him lasted a good (Horrible) 3 months :D

haha. I Should IM him on aim later...

But for now, Im gonna go surf Gurl.com o3o

I <3 Charlie to Death :D

*Sighs* I LOVEEEE CHARLIEEEE!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Whitney was being rude to charlie for no reason at first.
But now. They are..Kinda friends xD
But..Theres this one guy I talked to. I kinda like him...
And I think he likes me back. But Im with charlie. nooo way Am I leaving him
No mater what tall...Sexy...deep-voice..BOY comes my way (Wth. I dont even find a deep-voice as a turn-on. But I didnt say turn-off either *Werid Eye gesture*)
xDD. Whitney said I should move on from charlie. And find someone else.
Charlie is sweet! And makes me feel all special♥
And thats something reggie DIDNT do.
Now. I dont know what ever saw in reggie. Hes mean. Jealous. annoying.
Charlie could follow me around all DAY and I wouldnt get annoyed!♥♥♥

Chris/Charliehhh!<333

I LOVE charliehhh/Chris whatever the FUCK I should call him xD
I cant believe he thinks Im amazing xD
Yeah right. Reggie never made me feel this special. Or happy.
Maybe I AM glad he doesnt want to talk to me anymore.
I wonder..How long me and charliehhh/Chris are gonna last?
I know I never want to break up with him.
And if he feels the same..FOREVAHHHHHH XD
*Sighs*. Cris asked me if I could have sex with Charliehhh/Chris..Would I?
Well..Probably not nao. Maybe in a few years. Yesh xD.
LOL. Whitney wants me to date someone else. She really doesnt like himm o3o
I would like all my friends to get along. I mean Charlie is REALLY. Nice and sweet :D
She used to like charlie (LIKE LIKE) Him a bit. But. Now she cant stand him haha.
*Sighs*..I WUB HIMMMM..

BITCH YOU DON STOLE MAH MOTHAFUCKING ROUTINE GIRL. BITCH YOU DON LOST YO FUCKIN MIND. LOL

What..I've got a bad rep now? (*Sighs*) Ohhh What happpennnddd Kristayyyy?
SANTA RAPED ME!!!. (Besides that <.<). ohhh...Well. Ryan (Whos ryan).
Guyfriend (I thought all guys were scared of you), Good Point..But not Ryan (Give him time) >.> ( :D!!!! ). Okayy this one boyyy (The one who doesnt even know your first name?) What!? Everyone thinks my name is Krystal!, (Mhm!) >.>, ( :D!!!! )
Uhm alot of people are telling me he likes meeeehh, (Since when did you care about this kristayyy!? You always kept your guard up. NOW YOUR BECOMING LIKE INDIA!! NOO!)
SHUT IT STRANGE VOICE! (Fawkkkkkk Joooohhh). WELL. Everyone is just saying this. Im not going into all Head over heels mode Like I used too. (You used to go prettyyy crazeh). >.> ( :D!!!! ). BUT..Ryan told him that Im nothing but a confused little girl that will leave you in tears if You fall in love with me. (OHHHH NOOO HE DIDNT GURLLL!!!) OH YES HE DID!!! (*GASP* THE NERVE OF THAT BOY!) I KNOW!!!. I asked ryan about this. He said that he hates seeing his friend get hurt by me o.-. (ARENT YOU TAKEN ANYWAY?) I AM!!!. (SO WHY THE FUCK DO YOU CARE?). *Pulls out knife* (Your seeing someone else. But want his boys Disco-stick on the side HUHHH!!??!?!!), THE FUCK?, ( :D!!!! )If you :D!!!! ONE MORE TIME!!, ( :D!!!!). I WILL KILL YOU!. (I AM YOU. IM JUST LIKE YOUR 2ND THOUGHTS. MENTAL ALTER-EGO!), I WILL KILL ME! (NOOOO! ;~; SORREH.)
>.>

Charlie + Chris = My boyfriends real name is what?

Well. So many dramatic Events today ;~;

So How do I start thissssss? Well. I found out charlies real name ISNT charlie - -"
What is it? Its Chris. Im like "...What...?"It was just so freakin shocking.

he said I can keep calling him charlie. But I can call him chris too if I want. I feel like Im talking about a tottaly different person when I say "Chris" I've known him as charlie since I met him!

OH. WHITNEY AND EJ REALLY THREW DOWN THE HARSH ON HIM!!!

._. They think charlie is cheating on me (Actually..I started to believe it..)

So they were STALKING him. And they noticed charlie eh hem "Ditched me" To go help some girl he just met. and they were like "THATS HIS GF!" So...They track him down...Alone.

(Well I was near-by!) And they start yelling at him. ej is all "WHY ARE YOU CHEATING ON KRISTA!?!?!?!? DUDE I OUGHTA ATTACH YOUR FACE TO A COW'S BALLS!!!" And whitney is like "YOU WORHTLESS PIECE OF SHIT CHEATING ON MY BEST FRIEND LIKE THAT!!! YOU FUCKING FAGGOT" And other things. I mean they were screaming at him!!!

And finally charlie got sick of it. and started screaming AND cursing at them. he doesnt curse much. But I find it kinda funny when he does (XD). Hes like "WILL YOU GUYS SHUT THE FUCK UP!?!?!?! I WOULD NEVER FUCKING CHEAT ON KRISSY SO FUCKING STOP SAYING THAT!" I mean he was so mad...So extremely..Whoa..Mad. But they kept screaming at him. Untill charlie was crying AND screaming. And then they STILL DIDNT LIGHT UP ON HIM. I Stayed quiet for some reason...And then Charlie came storming past me in his rampage of anger and sadness. And was practicly knocking me over. he told me "KRISSY FUCKING TELL THEM TO KNOCK IT OFF!!!!! IM NEVER GONNA CHEAT ON YOU. I NEVER WILL SO WONT THEY SHUT THE HELL UP!?!?!?". And Whitney and ej kept following us. So finally charlie grabbed me and we ran. We were alone for like...10 minutes when the following convo happend. (Charlie: I feel like shit, Me: Its okay, Charlie: No. Its not okay. I didnt fucking do anything, Me: I know..their dumb, Charlie: I bet they enjoyed making me feel like that, Me: ..mhm, *Hears them laughing about the (Funny >.>) harsh things they said*, Charlie: I cant take this anymore, Me: What do you mean?, Charlie:..I think..Im gonna go for awhile, Me: Go where?, Charlie: Just away from all this...for..a long while, Me: But..What about us?, *I dont know if he was being dramatic on purpose or real emotions*, Charlie: -Holds hand- I dont want to hold you back. Your an amazing girl krissy. Im sorry but I have to go, Me: ...Please dont..I'll miss you, Charlie: I'll miss you too, Me: *Sniffle*, Charlie: Sorry..*Hugs*, Me: ...Please dont go. Im begging, Charlie: I have to..Im Sorry *Pushes me away and runs*, Me: CHARLIE!!!...FUCK..I didnt even do anything)

And THEN ej and whitney run to tell reggie and drag me along..And this happends

(Ej: REGGIE! ME AND WHITNEY MADE CHARLIE CRY!, Reggie: Really?, Whitney: OMG YEAH IT WAS HILARIOUS, Ej: Reggie is a punk you should dump him, Reggie: I dont want her, Me: You know what reggie. I dont fucking want your immature, Jealous, Selfish ass anyway, Thats why I love charlie. You prick, Reggie: Loser, Me: Im the loser? At least im dating someone, Reggie: Fuck you, Me: FUCK ME! *JUMPS ON REGGIE*, WHITNEY: *Is on the floor laughing*, Reggie: GAH!!!!! *RUNS*)

*Sighs* Where could he go....