I broke-up a fight? YEAH I BROKE-UP A FIGHT!

Well then....Erm, I kinda got into a fight o_o (More like a confrantation but still)
Okay....I was outside (Picking up trash by the dumpsters - Its a long story I dont feel like going into it) I hear people arguing and I notice its my guyfriend and some jerk who I really hate.
Blah blah, Cory was actually kinda calm they were yelling about some girl (....Do not ask.....Really dont)
Blah blah that jerk, out of no where for no given reason pushed cory to the ground and started punching him like..Extremely hard, Its weird..There was about 4 people standing around JUST STARING!! I was looking for like, 30 seconds wondering if maybe nothing was actually wrong. Yeah yeah turns out there was. anyway, All I did was run over there. Pick that idiot up off cory (It was hard..Damn...I didnt know guys were so freaking heavy...-.-)
Yelled "DUDE WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM!?" and just threw him on the ground, simple right? He even tried threatening me with "Your so lucky my parents wont let me hit girls". (Pshhh..i'd fight him anyway, Would I probably lose? YEAH I WOULD, Would I know that I was gonna lose and fight anyway, YEAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!)
anyway, Now everyone wont shut up with "OMG CORY HAD TO BE SAVED BY A GIRL!" (not like their asses did anything to help >.>)


So yeah o_o;;;;;;

Brandon has a b-b-bold side?..

._.
Love scenes...Fucking bree-kun ._.
(Why do I call him bree-kun anyway?) OKAY SO. Brandon ATTEMPTED to kiss meh o_o
Damn, I thought my boyfriend was the king of Sappiness, (Yes I said that :3)
I MEAN LIKE, Damn I was randomly staring close at a wall (yes I stare at walls..I am a very random person...) Like, My face is facing the wall, I see a shadow come behind me it was brandon (FYI: we were in tasha's house everyone was in the livingroom we were in some...Dark depressing hallway LOL) So anyway hes like "heyyy.....uhm theres something I gotta talk to you about" So yeah yeah I ask what is it, He tells me he left his girlfriend, This is when he started getting closer o_o Hes like "Yeah..I never talked to her anyway, I really like this other girl...If I asked her out she'd probably think she was for rebound though". I disagree blah blah, he gets CLOSER and says "Hmmm..Thats what I like about you, Your an awsome listener". At this point hes freaking standing OVER ME (Its weird...were the same height and somehow he was taller..Ehhh..Puberty?)
anyway, his shoulder/arm is like next to me, But he leaned over JUST to stand over me o_o
Im like "Uhm..Thank you brandon....." OKAY AFTER I SAID THAT I DIDNT EVEN KNW HE COULD GET ANY FREAKIN CLOSER! But yeah yeah I was leaning at the FURTHEST POINT OF THE WALL. And hes closer ._. I mean...Really invading personal space. I mean this was weird and so bold of him, AND WOW THIS TIME He freaking moved my extremely long bangs from my eyes (yes, My hair constantly stays in my eyes. I've learned to get used to it..)
AND THEN he says "Wow...I never knew you had black eyes, I thought they were brown" (-.-.....Now really...ITS NOT THAT HARD TO TELL BROWN FROM BL-....Anyway)
Im like "Brandon...What are you doing?" Hes like "Oh you dont want me to" (Somehow I actually got confused at the moment and didnt get what he ment by "Wanting me too")
Im like "Uhhmmm....What?" Hes all" *Laughs* Your cute when your nervous" (Im not sure if he was toying with me or not, He actually enjoys toying with me....-_______-)
THENNN. He freakin LEANED IN Just to try to kiss me o_o...but it was all slow and Shit, anyway he was like "I hope your single...Because your boyfriend wouldnt like this......."
Uhhhhh....What did I do?

STAND THERE AND MADEOUT PASSIONATLY!!!!!! LOL NO.
I actually said "Uhmm...Brandon...I gotta go" and ran off. ._.
I told tasha what happend later she was like "oh mah GAWD!! YOU'VE BEEN CRUSHING ON HIM SINCE HE MOVED HERE!!!! NOW YOU CHICKEN OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"


*Sigh*...Im gonna have hell to pay tomrrow.

Shouldnt we be together!?!

*Sigh*
._.

Okayy...Well..

Guys...Are confusing as fuck. Or maybe Its just him (Im gonna disguise his name, Because hes a blogger fan and might discover my blog ._.)

well, "Zack" (Lol Zack xD) and me started going out about...5 days ago? And well, theres been some problems, There was some before we even started going out, I knew him for about 3 weeks before we dated btw. And well...He seems to doubt that I really love him, Like I said I do.
Why, FIRST Whitney told him crap about how I hate him and complain about him. He believed I actually said that...And well, even a few days before that he asked me if we could hang-out. and do something together, Alone (no no nothing pervy, He was GOING to ask me out ._. but whitney had to ruin it)
He got really mad at me, Because he thinks its impossible for him to ask me anything without other people finding out. He was mad at me for awhile, He just tried hiding it. Alot of people would have believed it. But Im not stupid I ALWAYS know when somethings wrong. even when people swear their isnt.
Something happend to him irl (Near-death exprience) and he said he wouldnt like dying mad at me.
And He got over it, TONIGHT I was talking to whitney and she told me I should stop hugging this random object, I forgot what it was, I was like "NOOO!!! ITS MEH BABY! I WUBS IT! *Snuggles object*" and shes all "WELL IM GONNA TELL ZACK!!!!" I didnt believe her.
SHE TOLD HIM! (Whitney: ZACK!!!!! KRISTA HATES YOU! SHE THINKS A SPOON IS BETTER THAN YOU!, Zack: ................................ Well it is. I admit it *Stares at me*, Me: *Has nothing to say about "Zack's" comment at the moment because shes afraid she'll say something stupid* CANT A GIRL SNUGGLE HER SPOON IN PEACE!!!!!!!, Ej: *Pops out from no where and starts singing "Silly Boy by Chantell", SILLY BOY SILLY BOY YOU HAD YOUR CHANCE YOU BLEW IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN! SILLY BOY SILLY BOY YOU WANT WHAT YOU CANT HAVE ITS TOO LATE! ITS TOOOOO LATEEE!, Thats what Krista was gonna tell Zack, Zack: *Extremely annoyed*, Ej: *Sings everytime we touch by Cascada* AND EVERYTIME WE TOUCH! I GET THIS FEELING AND EVERYTIME WE KISS I SWEAR I CAN FLY, CANT YOU TELL MY HEART BEATS FAST I WANT THIS TO LAUGH I WANT YOU IN MY LIFEEEEE! Thats what krista was gonna tell charlie, Me: EJ!!!!!!!!!!, Ej: What -.-)
"Zack" Gets really annoyed when he hears about my ex boyfriend "Charlie" Why? Because I went out with him for 6 months. And I started going out with "Zack" 2 weeks after I left charlie, "Zack" is probably afraid i'll leave him....I think.......Also I have to watch EVERYTHING I do around him even what I say, Because he'll take it the wrong way............


Maybe we started dating too soon..

Georgia Virtual Academy Introduces Condoms.

*Sigh*.

Well, Its kinda funny how a friendship could end so easily *WARNING: krista is ranting here, This shall be awhile*
Okay...So Tasha was crying about how her boyfriend left her, everyone else was comforting her. I told her if she didnt treat him like shit she wouldnt be heartbroken.
I TRIED being nice earlier that day. But no one cared ._.
OKAY ANYWAY. So me and her started arguing (More like screaming at each-other)
I started talking out of anger and said "TASHA HE DUMPED YOUR ASS BECAUSE YOUR TOO FUCKING MOODY! YOU BITCH AT THE MOST RANDOM TIMES! YOU THINK HE HAS TO DO EVEERRRRRYTHINNNGGG FOR YOU! WHILE HES TRYING TO KEEP YOU HAPPY YOUR BUSY COMPLAINING GIVING HIM A TUDE' JUST BECAUSE HES TRYING TO HELP! I'D DUMP YOUR ASS TOO!" o_o...
(Well tasha did call me a slut, So she saw that coming >.>)
So yeah, Almost everyone is pissed at me (why, I told the truth ._.)
Also, Alex yeah my best friend alex, Mah twin alex. Has forgotten me
*Audience goes "AWWWWWWWWWW..."*
He went to high school this year (That explains it..)
And didnt have time for his Middle school homie ;-; Hes been really busy too.
He told me he wanted to join some sports team...idk..........

OKAY AND ALSO! I've been watching degrassi all week (Oh god..)
All I have to say is, I HAD NO CLUE 9TH GRADERS WERE SO FUCKING HORNY.
I was joking around with India and some of our other school friends (India is a huge degrassi fan actually, Main reason why I started watching that show again)
I was like "Lol that alli chick is awsome!!! I was watching some episode last night where she fucked that....I dont know the characters name, Either way he was White, Chubby, Blonde and always wore a hat" (Everyone calls me a noob for some reason)
"And like that scene when alli and that dude are at some...Party-ish thing and there making out on the dirty floor, And his friend comes along throwing about 10 condoms at them saying ""NO LOVE NO GLOVE"" (Then india smacked me for being loud owo)
Then I was like "Ya know....About 3 of my friends in my class have lost IT! Lately.......Ms. Dixon should do real life Sex ed..And like, Pass out condoms, They could be colorful and EVERRRRYTHING!! And could have the class name on it!...Okay...White and red condoms, And the packet could say "DONT BE SILLY, WRAP YA THINGY, GO SHOOTING STARS!". Uhhh...I think I got bitched slapped pretty hard owo

Homophobia.....

AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
I FUCKING FOUND OUT THE REAL REASON WHY I WAS FUCKING PULLED OUT OF PUBLIC SCHOOL IN 1ST GRADE!!!!!!

BECAUSE! In kindergarden, My main teacher was out sick with the flu. And my substitute teacher was gay, WHAT THE FUCK!!!!And my mom thought if I was around him I might turn gay too.
FIRST OF ALL. I WAS 5 YEARS OLD I DIDNT EVEN KNOW HE WAS GAY! I DIDNT KNOW WHAT GAY MENT!!!!!! I DIDNT EVEN KNOW MY SUBSTITUTE TEACHER WAS GAY! I HARDLY REMEMBERED HIM!!!!!!

URG! MY PARENTS ARE HOMOPHOBIC.!!!!!!!!!!!



*EPIC RAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

*Sigh*.............................Bree-Kun..

SO...
MUCH...
FUCKING...
DRAMA.....

I swear, Im not even in high-school yet, but my friends are seriously making me not want to go.
Whai?

Okayy....Yep...Bree-kun texted me. (AKA Brandon AKA Romantic Interest LOL)
The text read "Hey, long time no talk. I have to tell you, I really need to say this"
So I thought something was wrong so I replyed "Whats wrong? and why didnt you call me insted of texting?"
His reply was "You dont need to hear my voice right now, Its important"
I replyed "What? Whats going on..."
its been 3 hours, He hasnt replyed yet..........................
Im kinda scared............

He probably just had one of his emo-ish emotional breakdowns again.
Okay okay well....
I guess I shouldnt call it that, he has..alot of mental damage, Like. alot of emotional crazy shit happend when he was younger, he never explained to me what happend because he says "He doesnt want me worring about him" (>.>)
But yeah, The past gets brought up with him alot, Normally it could be something so normal, or maybe a joke I told or something I would say, and he'd just walk off and tear-up o_o
And it leaves me thinking "Oh what the fuck did I just do!?!?!?!?"
-.- So yeah.

CHURCH! With india.

so, Im going to church with india tomrrow
(or today..since its 3am and shit..)
Her friend Kvon is gonna be there.... I met Kvon at 7th grade CRCT, He bragged about how many girls liked him and through he was hot at his church, Yeah yeah he was good looking, but not hot...
Anyway, at CRCT he pointed out every girl he thought was cute. He thought I was "Cute" too, Benard told me (*Cough* india's boyfriend who tried cheating on her with me *Cough*)
Benard was like "Aye...aye krista, *Points to Kvon* He thinks you cute" and Kvon was shaking his head "no" but the look in his eyes said "YEAH YEAH I SAID THAT!!!!! YOU ARE CUTE!!!!"
I just giggled and went back to my drawing, Mostly because I was just apart of a crowd xD

So..Yeah, I swear, Kvon better not try playing any games with me, We may be in the house of god, But I have no problem drowning him in holy water, (Yes yes that was evil)

Week..Currently suckish

._.

This week SUCKS. (well everyweek sucks for me but..)

Anyway. MY HOUSE FLOODED!
2 inches! everything in my room was destroyed!.
(Well. the apartment next door had 6 inches. So >.>)
So now my house smells sour because the wet carpet is drying!

Andddddddd. I was searching high-schools in mah area. (Since im like..going to high-school..next yearrrrrr.)
Yeah yeah. good schools. I asked some of my friends what they thought of "Stone mountain high school".

They told me it was the most ghetto high-school in the metro area LOL!!!!
The school has good test scores though. 97% black and my mom has problems with me going to all black schools for some reason.
(Well.70% of black girls dont seem to like me...Reason is unknown......)
Also, My mom thinks all black guys in public schools dont go to school to learn they go to socialize and "pick-up fast girls" as my mom says.
(She actually means "Get pussy". But she sugar coated it)

Whoa. My bro is black and isnt a babe magnet.
The boy freakin goes "EWWWWWWWW!!!!' When he sees people kissing on TV.
(I join him for teh fun owo)
Off-topic, my mom never ceases to make everyone feel horrible.
Okay I was watching worlds dumbest. and there was this lady (Who was a pornstar)
Who randomly walked out in the street naked and wearing heels.
I was like "o_o...What the heck..." and ej was like "EWWWWW!!!!'
My dads friends were over, my mom was like "WHAT. ya'll know you like that, When your actually saying "ewww" You mean "hmm!", I know i was your age before"

Whoa my mom liked looking at naked women when she was my age ._.
That explains so much..............................................................................
ALSO! She randomly went bitch on my dad, My dad was on the couch sleeping and my mom was complaining about how dad never wants to hug her because hes tired.
(maybe he wouldnt be so damn tired and have to work 2 jobs if you got a JOB!!!!!!!)

And I was actually begging for money so I randomly got-up and hugged my dad.
Mom was upset she was like "SO YOU CAN HUG YOUR DAUGHTER BUT NOT ME!!!!"
.____________________. ikr...
That also happend 3 weeks ago. I randomly hugged my dad. my mom somehow came from her room just to bitch and said "SO YOU WANNA HUG YOUR DAUGHTAH BUT NOT MEH" Then she did some really weird post and started talking ghetto and said "Fian, fian, I Dun cuh anuhmo". I think she was trying to say "fine fine I dont care anymore"
The look on my dads face was "WHAT THE FUCK!!!!??!?!?????!!!!????!!!!"
._.

Rain rain go away dont ever bring your ass here agaaaaain.

Okay..

its still RAINY today. Like really rainy...
Its been like that for the past week here in atlanta, Georgia (Or Gerrgerr as madea likes to call it)
Im moving tew ;-;
Not far from where I currently live LOL.
*Sigh*. I wanna go back too...
*Trumpet plays*
CAAAAAAAAAALIFORNIA!!!!
yes. The sunshine state. I used to live there. My parents moved.....My parents are questioning why they did that now LOL.

WELL. What else happend?
I was hanging out wif my bestie "Alex". Hes like..my twin xD
How are we so alike?: We both curse to much, Are both high-strung, Random, Questionable of having ADHD, And really badass owo LOL

So anyway. Our friends were fighting. Like....Some arguing. Sometimes someone would punch someone else.
I guess he got bored of watching the fighting. So he leaned over and whispered "You wanna dance?"
We started moshing.
LOL I swear everyones facial expression was like "...What the fuck....?"

One time we dressed like actually. it was so stupid.
We were both wearing black trucker hats. Gray-ish colored polo shirts. and jeans LOL
I was actually wearing a polo for boys -.-
(He couldnt find a gray colored polo for girls xD)
It was retarded. We went skipping the whole day like everything was normal.
EVERYONE STARRED AT US. NON-STOP!
It freaked everyone out when alex said LOUDILY. "Hey. We should tottaly kiss right now"
The funny part is = Hes bi and has a boyfriend.
LOL. He tried talking me into getting Snakebites..
Uh. I declined xD

What..How did I start talking about alex?
*Cricket*.


NOW IM SICK OF TYPING!!!! DAMN YOU BLOGGER!

Mystery Woman was KISSIN IN THE RAAAAAAINNNN!

LOL naw I wasnt.
But It WAS very rainy today. Like...It was raining llama's and goats outside.
(I changed the expression from "Cats and dogs" to "llama's and goats" Got a PROBLEM WIF IT?)

I mean like. I've heard alot of my friends make a "big deal" Out of this.
BUT WHATS SO ROMANTIC ABOUT KISSING IN THE RAIN?

I mean first of all.
1. Your weave is gonna get fucked-up.
2. Your clothes are gonna get wet
3. And if you DONT have a weave if your gonna be spending 2 hours in front of the mirror trying to comb out your nappy head!

(Okay..Maybe the 3rd one only applies to me owo)

Anyway its FRRRRIIIIIIDAAYYY!. Well...SAAAAATURRRRRDAY!
Since its past 12am and I didnt go to bed yet.
Now. Shall I make up a funny word for the word "Saturday"
*BUMBUMBUMB*

SATUHDAYEEEEE?
PERFECT...

Monday = Mawndai
Tuesday = Tuzdayeh
Wendsday = Wensteh
Thursday = Flursday
Saturday = Satuhdaye
Sunday = Sunday (owo)


Actual meaning for entry:
OH! SUCH A SHORT WEEEEEEEEEEK!
I mean seriously. it seems like yesterday was Mawndai.
I need to buy ANOTHER CELL PHONE MAAAAANNN.
I wanna text >.>
I dont like talking on the phone. not at all. I prefer texting/IMing
hehe. OKAY. I HAZ TEH PROBLUMS.
(Oh whats wrong Mystery Woman?)
GUYS!
(Oh not that again >.>)
EARLIER TODAY I WAS PISSED AT EVERY GUY I SAW BECAUSE OF THIS ONE GUY WHO ANNOYED MEH.
(Wait. isnt it that really funny guy who-)
YES YES HIM!
(ohhhhh)
I also find it weird. All of my boyfriends have been older than me.
(Yeah I've noticed that too >.>)
>.> I mean like. Weeks older. Months older. 1-2 years older!
(Like wasnt your ex 14?)
Actually. for 6 months I thought me and him were the same age.
(o.o How do you possibly do that?)
And then when his birthday rolled around he was like "OMG! IM TURNING 14!"
(And you were like "o.o...Arent you turning 13?. LOL THAT MUST HAVE BEEN HILARIOUS!)
>.> Yeah yeah w/e.
(I thought guys didnt like younger chicks...)
he didnt seem to have a problem with it.
(Isnt he a freshman?)
>.> So im 8th grade
(Middle schoolerrrr.)
>.>...................................
(<.<............................)
I've noticed something. Since im 8th grade now...\
(o.o What..)
I CAN CHECK OUT FRESHMAN NOW!!!<33333
(._. No you cant. you cant do that till high school)
Stfu >.> WHAT? IM GOING TO HIGH-SCHOOL NEXT YEAR! AND THEN I'LL BE A FRESHMAN :D
(Remember the "freshman hunt" From family guy? Your gonna get your ass paddled off)
>.> Will not
(I dont get that whole freshman thing. I mean...Freshman? Why does "man" have to be in it. cant it be FreshWOMAN?)
That would be stupid.
(urg. The word freshman is so sexiest)
>.>
(<.<)
Also. Tasha is trying to help me find a BOYYYYFRAAAAAND.
(Stay single sister. You just got out of a 6 month relationship 3 weeks ago)
*Cough* 3 weeks *Cough*
(<.<)
I met this awsome guyyyy though!
(THERE ALWAYS AWSOME!!)
BUT THIS ONE IS REALLY AWSOME!
(EVERY SINGLE ONE IS REALLY AWSOME!!!)
BUT I MEAN IT!
(YOU ALWAYS MEAN IT!)
WAIT A SEC. WHO THE HELL ARE YOU?
(Your alter-ego. Robin remember?)
Oh yeah......
(<.< Stupid)
>.> Im going to bed.
(No your not. your going on youtube to watch Shane dawson/nigahiga/Bigbang Videos)
....................................

I can get DEEP!!!!!

HA!
(>.>)
Anyway... (Explaining so what Im about to say will make sense)
Me and tasha made a bet. The bet was I was able to hang out with my ex and his new girlfriend (Who he SWEARS hes in love with ._.) Without getting annoyed.

(Is that even possible?) Anywayanywaynyway. Im making this short.
Yeah. I was still kinda getting annoyed o.o...
Somehow I "offended" him. When I tottaly stayed quiet and showed no emotions at all. (I swear..that boy can read minds...)

Blah blah. Tasha made me talk to him. me and him started talking about his gf (Bleh xD)
And WELL. He told me how in love with her he is (Which really made it hard for me to be emotionless >.>)

OKAY. So heres how I won by 10$ (Which I spent on candy >.>)
He was like "I love her alot. Im sorry if your mad. We just stopped working...as a couple"
MY responce. (Which shocked tasha herself owo) Was "Its okay. I just want you to be happy. Thats all I ever wanted for you. Just always be happy with her. I see you love her alot, And im happy, Be happy with her as if I should feel jealous"

Yeah? Deep right owo
I couldnt possibly think of all that myself. and I didnt
Half was real emotions..The other half were big bang "Haru haru" Song lyrics
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!
Did I tell tasha that? Of course not!<3.

Love sucks..Or maybe its just him...

-.-........................................

God...Why do I waste my time with him...
Nonononono this isnt about brandon. Hes out of the picture. long story actually...
But anyway. This guy I like. Turns out hes been mad at me since last night.
he kept telling me he wasnt. and tried to act like everything was okay.
Idc, I know when somethings wrong. even if you swear your okay..
But anyway...I really like him. And I mean really.
Hearing about him mad at me like that. Is really heartbreaking.
I've been hurt long enough with my past boyfriend. Im not fucking going through this shit again.
if he REALLY wants to be with me like he SAYS he does. He should freaking stop being a prick about it.
Untill then Im done -.-

*Venting*

*Sigh*.....Guys ._.

*Sniffle*........
Heartbroken-ness SUCKS! (long story. Dont wanna get into it. And no its not about "Bree-Kun" xD)

But *Sigh* I'll get over it.

Lets try to cheer-up! (Well me..Cheer up >.>)
TODAY IS MONDAYYYYYY! (Mawndai?) MONDAY!!! (Munduh?) MONDAY!!!
(Muhndae?) NO MONDAY!!!!!.
(OhYeahRandomArguementWifSelfFTW)

So i gotta do study island all day. Or my teacher is gonna be on my ass like Fat chicks on drunk men.
(*Cricket*)
._.
So. This is gonna be a pretty boring week. Im going to stone mountain park on the 29th<333333
I GETZ TEW SEE MEH HOMESKOOLED HOMIEZ. (haha xD)
I havent seen them for sooo long. Well. My birthday is in 1 month. Im not all excited this year for some reason (BECAUSE I AM MUHTURING?). .......
*Tick Tock Tick Tock Tick Tock*
NAWWWWWWWWWWWWW LMAO.

Weirdest......Dream...Ever

So I really had the weirdest dream ever last night. I dont remember all of it. But heres what happend the most.


Weird things were happening around the house.
Okay so. I was running in some people in a place that really looked like a dungeon....
(No I was not dreaming about mabinogi. I think >.>)
And everyone was running. I saw skeletons everywhere. Corpes....
And then something that looked like a stripper pole was in every corner. One of the girls I was running with started stripping on it. ._.

Then somehow she got killed. Everyone was. I continued running untill I found the exit. I did. There was this big room with a statue in the middle with 1 chest by it..(WHAT!!! I WAS DREAMING ABOUT MABINOGI!?!?! WTF!? HOW DID THAT EVEN HAPPEN!?)
Blah blah. I left. Somehow i appear at my house. it was dark and really scary. alot happend. But I didnt remember. I know alot of spooky. Haunted shit happend.
Me. My mom and brother were sitting on the couch. And suddenly. We heard the shower in my bathroom running. No one was in the bathroom....So my mom told us to run out the house o.o
We ran out the house. it looked just like my neighborhood. but it was dark. And we stopped running and I looked back. There was a cat sitting on the steps o.o
Like...one of those chinese "New years" Cats. THEN another cat appeared. This one was more human like. And started talking to me o.o, I dont remember what it said. Then my dad appeared from no where and it was day. The cat pulled a gun on me. And started shooting. weird thing is.
The cat was right in front of me and missed o.o
I started beating the cat with a frying pan o.o

Biggest Embarrassment EVER.

._.

...........................
So I was hanging out with alice (Ahhh. Alice mah homie)
And she learned about me and brandon (DAMN TASHA!)
And shes like "Oh oh yeah whatever. Go out with him" x.x
I say no. Its too early. She says "At least admit that you love him! SCREAM IT!! You can do it in spanish. Or whatever 2nd language you speak..."
So I say "...fine. (*Shouts*) SARANGHEYO BREE-KUN!"
BRANDON HEARD ME!!!! He was like. 5 FEET AWAY FROM ME BUT SOMEHOW I DIDNT NOTICE HIM!
(May I remind you. I said "I LOVE YOU BREE-KUN!" Sarangheyo = I love you in Korean. Bree = Brandons Nickname, Brandon also knows some korean. Thats the main reason Why I like him)
Hes like "...What?" (Me: I didnt say anything o.o, Him: yes you did, Me: Nope, Him: You just said you loved me, Me: nooo. I said....I see you, Him: I know korean when I hear it -.-, Me:...Your ears lied...)

He found what I did pretty funny actually -.-
I shouted "BREE-KUN!" Insted of "BRANDON" Because I hoped brandon wouldnt know who that was if he was around. I failed ._.

Urg. GUY drama!

._.

Okay so today. Like 3 people thought my little BROTHER was my boyfriend?
Why? IDK! All he was doing was standing next to me calling me "Master" (He knows that annoys me thats why) And made blank facial expressions. Like ..our faces were like "._." The whole time!

And I told my ex BOYFRIEND this. Hes like "ITS OKAY PEOPLE THINK ME AND WHITNEY ARE BOYFRIEND AND GIRLFRIEND!' *Sigh*. They probably DID. act like it. (Whitney = My I thought best friend)

I gotta get him out of my life. He pisses me off so much. I love him. I always will. But I'll never go back to him. Hes a jerk! Hes changed so dramaticly...
I find it weird. This all started happening after his 14th birthday like 2 months ago.
THATS when he- Urg Im not getting into him.

India is telling me I gotta go find another boyfriend. *Sigh* Yes I kinda do want another boyfriend. Theres this one guy I dated. I swear. I loved him X.X
What happend? He moved... and we lost touch. He was freaking PERFECT FOR ME!
I wanna find the perfect guy again. Its not easy.

You know like you have this ONE friend. Who has already found the perfect person for him/her.
And they never shut up about it? Yeah I have a friend like that. ALSO Her boyfriend is a jerk. Does she care that hes a prick to me? of course not! Because I kinda hate her now too >.>
And she thinks Im some kind of whore because I USED to go from boyfriend to boyfriend without caring (NOTICE THE PAST TENSE "USED")
And she thinks if you dont have a long term relationship with someone your less than her. ._.

I'll find another boyfriend when I find one.
Hopefully he'll be really special this time. And wont start ignoring me months later.
AHHHHHH!. WHY IS LOVE SO HARDDDDD?.

EPIC DRAMA ._.

-.- this is gonna be a long ass entry because SO MUCH SHIT HAPPEND TODAY UNTILL I CANNOT BELIEVE IT MYSELF!

Lets start.
I was hanging with Tasha and india. Tasha's cousins brandon (wtf is with all the guys named brandon!?)
Came to live with her for awhile because brandon's family lost their home due to the recession. its really sad actually :(
But anyway. I meet him. ME AND HIM ARE FREAKING LIKE TWINS!.
I MEAN SERIOUSLY!. Hes 13, Turning 14 IN OCTOBER! (AKAK MY BIRTHDAY MONTH TOO!)
Hes so into music. He even likes KOREAN POP. I swear. I fucking died when he told me that.
Me and him are the EXACT same height. I mean like....Really the EXACT height. (Well. Im kinda tall for a 12 year old so yeah Im taller than most guys my age! Well. Untill those losers hit puberty LOL) He has the most amazing singing voice. (We both wubb singing!)
We dress the same type of style (Emo-ish but really preppy sometimes<3333)
Wow. Hes amazing<3333
Untill Tasha was like "KRIS AND BREE!?!?!?!? OMG!!!!!!!"
uhh.."Bree" LOL. (Brandon) put his head down xD
I swear. Im tottaly in love with him now.
I he really likes me too..Problem. He has a girlfriend....
But when brandon told me he kept saying "Well I HAVENT talked to her in AWHILE....so.."


HERES WHERE THE DRAMA STARTS. For some reason. EVERY OTHER GIRL IN OUR NEIGHBORHOOD HAS FALLEN FOR HIM TOO!. He freaking is like "o.o..What the fuck.." About it (MAY I MENTION WE BOTH ENJOY USING THE PHRASE"WHAT THE FUCK?")
So...Yeah. So. it turned like 8pm. I went to tasha's house where brandon wassss!<3333
Who else was their? 5 of tasha's girlfriends who like him too >.>
I dont think he likes them though. I mean tashas friends are so ghetto. You can hardily understand what their saying. They wear Short shirts and tight pants. Which ALL the time either their boobs or ass is hanging out their clothes. Just. SO freaking trashy.

But. I shouldnt judge. SO. Tasha freaking set me up.....
Me and tasha were in her room. She exused me from everyone because she said We had something important to tell me (....Yaright..)
Unknowly. BRANDON WAS IN HER CLOSET. SO I WAS SPILLING MY GUTS ABOUT EVERYTHING!
(Tasha: You like brandon dont you?, Me: Psh no, Tasha: WHY NOT!?, Me:...I dont know. A little. He is really cute and all but he has a girlfriend and thats that. Im not gonna go flirting with another girl's boyfriend, Tasha: ._. FUCK HER!, Me: Whoa. First time I heard you ever say fuck, Tasha: Whatever. Brandon likes you. He'll probably leave her for you, Me: But I enjoy being single!, Tasha: HES MADE FOR YOU!, Me: I Guess..., Tasha: I'll freaking make him ask you, Me: Nuuuuu!, Tasha: fine)
Then I heard a noise in her closet. it was brandon falling into the closed door ._.
When I opened the door. He fell on the floor..
I was embarrased. I ran out tasha's house.. Ran to my door. Sat on the ground and started yelling "SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT!!!!!" really loud.......
I thought I heard someone coming so I can into the house before anyone saw me.
.....................



EPIC DRAMA!!! -.-

Reasons why..

Im just thinking about this...WHY I dumped my boyfriend of almost 6 months. I was crying while I was breaking-up with him. Now Im thinking I should have done it WEEKS ago.
Im happier now without him.
I used to be so happy with him. He was perfect. and about 2 months ago. EVERYTHING changed. He even talked to me about a girl he really liked. WHILE WE WERE TOGETHER.

Everyone noticed his change...I guess it comes to this...
Im not bragging. I Guess im venting.

Lets list

Number one: He'd rather hang out with his jerky friends then hang out with me. Yeah. We'd talk for 5 minutes. Then he would leave because "His friends want him"
And THEN he complains to me talking about how he can never do what HE wants
(Yeah he can. He needs to SAY NO! HELL TO THE FUCKING NO!)

Number two: I do have really bad problems sometimes. Does he help me with this? NOPE.
The first time I told him I used to cut. I had to explain to him for 10 fucking minutes WHAT I was cutting. IN CONCLUSION. HE THOUGHT I WAS A MOTHERFUCKING PIZZA CUTTER. DO NO ASK HOW THE HELL-. anyway. The second time I told him I cut. He ignored me and kept changing the subject. (Me: My arms hurts, Him:.......OMG GUESS WHAT!!)
And He cannot take hints when something is wrong (me: ...urg..., Him: OMG I WAS WITH MY FRIEND AND WE-, Me: -.-, Him: AND OMG HAHAHAHAHA, Me: <.< *Mumbles*, Him: HAHAHAHAHAHA!!, Me: My friend is mad at me, Him: why?, Me: For something stupid.., Him: OMG!!!!!!!! YOU WILL NOT BELIEVE THIS!, Me: ................)

Number three: Hes nicer to my best friend. Like this one day. She looked really pretty..
(Her: Hi guys!, Him: OH MY GOD!!!!!!!! YOU!!!! OH MY GOD!!!! YOU LOOK LIKE A!!! A FREAKING GODDESSS!!!!!! OH!!!! MY!!! YOU ARE GOREGOUS!!!!!!!!!! OMG KRISTA DO YOU SEE HER?, Her: o.o...uhm ty, Him: WOW!!!! THATS JUST....WOW I CANT BELIEVE HOW GOOD YOU LOOK!, Her: o.o)
And how he acts when Im looking prettier than normal, (Him: wow. You look really pretty today, Me: ty ....)
-.-

Number Four: He doesnt believe me. I get asked out alot by other guys. Sometimes I'll tell him. His first question "IS HE BLACK OR WHITE?" if I say black. He listens if I say white or some other race hes like "....Yuhuhhh....."
and doesnt listen to me. So really. he only thinks a black guy would have interest in me.

Number Five: The way he reacts when girls flirt with him. girls do flirt with him alot. How he reacts? Him: Uhhh...uhm..o.o One girl even kissed him. His reaction: uhhhh.., How I react when a guy asks me out or flirts with me "Dude back off im taken" and I walk away.

Number Six: HE CANNOT SAY NO TO ANYONE!!!

9/6/9<3

LOL TODAY IS 9/6/9
I havent been posting as much. SO LETS RECAP!

I Broke-up with my boyfriend yesterday...it was very emotional....


I gotta try talking to my principle again. Hes ignoring me now I think o.o
The arm that I dislocated like 2 weeks ago. Yeah whenever I lift up my arms. MY BONES FUCKING CRACK!

-.-....

I also got a very...
very...
.very..Strange phone call today from barack obama.
Something about healthcare (It was a automatic machine)
John mccain went a automatic message to my house too during the election telling me to vote for him
(Me: GO TO HELL YOU FUCKING REPUBLICAN!! Bro: o.o....Who was that?, me: John mccain, Bro: JOHNNY!?!?! :D!!!!, Me: Yeah him >.>, Bro: WHEEE!!)
Erm anyway.
My connection is so slow today. it takes youtube videos freaking minutes to load ._.
(COME ON INTERNET! CAN I WATCH MY SHANE DAWSON VIDEOS WITH CHOPPINESS?
(Internet: NO! NOW STFU!
(Me: ._.

haha. My birthday is in 2 months (Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy??!)
I dont want to have a birthday party this year. it fees kinda little kiddish to me...
I just wanna go do something awsome wif mah homiez.
like I havent hung out with Caleb or India lately *Sniffle*
Maybe go..Skating or. See a movie. (I wanna see that new tyler perry movie!)
Ehhhh..*Brainstorms*

Mom...STFU!!!

Jesus christ. My mom is getting more annoying than normal!
What happend?
Well. My mom wont shut up about my 11 year old brothers non-existing "deep voice"
I mean. She makes comments about it non-stop.

(Ej: Mom wheres the salad?, Mom: AWWWW YOUR VOICE IS SO DEEP!!!!, Ej: o_o)

My dad is even telling my mom to cool-it. Shes telling all her friends and then shes all "EJ! SHOW EVERYONE YOUR DEEP VOICE!" (Ej: what? o_o, Everyone: awwww, Mom: >.<) His voice isnt even deep. I mean come on. The boy just turned 11 about 5 months ago. And my mom is like "MAH BABEHS ARE GOING THROUGH ADOLESIONS!" (Me: You mean puberty? -.-) And she never stops yelling at me. She tells me im so disrespectful and all this shit. Shes right. I have no respect for her. why? First of all. She never gets off anyones ass about ANYTHING. And my mom thinks she has to watch EVERYTHING IM DOING! Like this happend this morning (Mom: Time tew start sckewl, Me: Whats sckewl?, Mom: DONT DO THIS KRISTA!!!!!! DONT YOU START GETTING AN ADDYTUDE WIF MEH!, Me: Why are you yelling?) My dad is fucking sick of her. Like earlier this morning. My dad was talking about movie night at his job his boss brought it up. and my dad said it was a good idea. My mom fucking went bitch and said "SO YOUR GONNA LEAVE US!??!?!!? YOUR GONNA LEAVE YOUR FAMILY TO GO TO SUM MOVEH NIGHT!? I BET YOUR GUNNA HANG OUT WIF TASHA!! TASHA TASHA TASHA TASHA!" My mom thinks my dad likes his girl at his job named Tasha May I mention shes 21 and taken. And my dad is 47 and married ._. (Dad: What?? I just said it was a good idea. No one said this was gonna happen, Mom: DO YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS TEW HAVE JUR HUSBAND TALKIN ABOUT SUM GURL AT HIS JAWB?, Dad: Forget it -.-, Mom: YOU TAKE ME FOR GRANTED!, Dad: *Starts watching TV*) I've been watching alot on TV and well. WTF WOMEN ARE FUCKING MANIACS! Im starting to understand why theres so many gay men!

8th grade writing test

*HEADDESKS*

I forgot about the 8th grade writing test in january!

Crap x.x good thing is me and india are gonna be at the same testing site!<3

Oh god. I could predict it now

~KRISTA PREDICTION~

Lets see. India will start flirting with some random boy. She becomes his girlfriend. Complete chaos and shit happens. And we'll have something to laugh about later on.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I hope it wont be like 7th grade CRCT

It was freaking crazy. MADNESS!

What happend? This freak named benard was india's boyfriend

He started flirting with me. And on the last day of testing he was talking about how he was gonna do something crazy AND KISSED ME! RIGHT IN FRONT OF INDIA!

India was mad as HELL.

India flirts with alot of guys. and normally tries finding boyfriends for me

Hey - Im done with that. Im only dating guys I actually LIKE now.

*ENDS ENTRY!*

Relationships SPECIAL? WTF!

Hewwo.

I've been so busy with NOTHING lately that I havent been posting.

But the freakiest shit has been happening.

First. My friend cory. (AKA my ex -.-)

He says he left my friend tasha "For good" (The have one of those rollercoaster relationships ._.)

And hes been FLIRTING with me. He says hes always liked me and never stopped

(Bullshit) I think hes trying to make tasha jealous. I really dont like getting sucked into his games.

I swear. every single shitty thing thats been happening to me has SOMETHING to do with relationships.

So alice had a bad break-up of her own (NOTE: Shes 14. But she still wubs her whittle buddeh. *Cough* ME *COUGH*)

Im kinda friends with her boyfriend (ex boyfriend Johnathan)

So. I asked him why they broke-up because alice wasnt giving me shit.

He said alice found another guy (OHHHHH!!! OHH!!!! OHHHH! Yeaaah thats so alice x.x)

Her boyfriend is like. 1 year older than me? He talked about how he was gonna try to find another girl (More BULLSHIT) And blah blah alice didnt deserve him blah blah.

He got pissed when I told him "dude...Your heart and emotions are completely out of sync. You know you still love alice....Why dont you try..idk WINNIN YO WOMAN BAAACKKK!"

I was tottaly being humorious about the "WIN YO WOMAN BACK!" Part. Because I stole that line from my brother

(Ex boyfriend: me and krista broke-up, Ej: AWW MAN! YOU GOTTA WIN YO WOMAN BACK!)

You see my point.

AND THIRD!

I met this awsome guy irl x.x

Yesh. Im taken. Im not gonna cheat (This time >.>)

And I think he has a girlfriend anyway. Im pretty sure he likes me though.

I find it weird though. Guys who have interest in me always seem to be a bit older. Like 6 months...9 months..a year. 1 year few months blah blah BLAHHHH!

Hes name is...

idk he refused to tell me -.-

Hes a freshman in high-school ik that.

I just got the weirdest thought. Im gonna attempt to scare mah bestie whitney with the "FRESHMAN HUNT" Thing from family guy :3 will she take it seriously? nope :)

(Me: OMG! YOUR GOING TO HIGH SCHOOL!? AW MAN! THE FRESHMAN HUNT IS GONNA BE AFTER YOU! THESE BIG ASS SENIORS ARE GONNA THROW YOU ON A TABLE AND SLAP YOUR ASS WITH A PADDLE UNTILL IT FALLS OFF! AND THEN ADAM WEST IS GONNA APPEAR FROM NO WHERE AND SMACK YOU HARDER O.O, Whitney: O_O!!!!!!!!!!)

LMAO wow long entry. Fuilled with problems and randomness :)