Cant be TAMED? O___O DAMN MILEY.

So we've all seen this video right? Am I the only one who actually LOVES how edgy it is!? I mean come on! The music video is AWWWESOME, She totally should make more songs like that.

Reader: What? Shes a whore! Do you see the way shes dancing?
Me: I honestly dont think the dancing- Or the outfit was all that bad, It was nothing compared to the booty-shaking, Half naked, grinding on some man, mess we see today. And come on, shes 17 years old.

Reader: EWW! MILEY CYRUS? YOU LIKE HER? SHES A NO TALENT WHORE LIKE JUSTIN BIEBER!
Me: o___o -IP bans- Sorry, I really dislike people like you ._.

Anyway, I just liked that video so much that I had to blog about it. O____O -LEAVES-

Leadership training and Light Skinned dudes!?

e______e So I went to leadership training classes today, No "Daniel" wasnt there.... I feel like such a whore, I have interest in ANOTHER guy at the church- Well...at this this one is nice, That ACTUALLY talks to me. -Sigh-.
I'm not trying to get a boyfriend or anything, BUT WHY MUST IT BE SO FREAKIN HARD TO FIND ONE NICE FREAKIN GUY!!!!! ONE!!!!! ._. iight, I'm gonna rant now.

SO. THERES THESE CHICKS I KNOW, all going crazy over this guy. Why? Hes light-skinned, has a deep voice, and apparently, a 6-pack. (I'm sorry...But what 14 year olds do YOU know have 6-packs? ._.) I DONT GET WHY SO MANY BLACK GIRLS GO MAD OVER LIGHT-SKINNED DUDES!
(BACK THE FUCK UP:  I said "SO MANY" not "ALL" Some of my readers like to start shit ._.)
I mean, COME ON, THOSE....Sexy, hot, Dark chocolate, -Bites lip- oh so s-..... -Fixes hair-
>_>
<_<

I MEAN. (LOL Dont ask! Dont Ask!) I mean really, I dont get it ._. -Sigh- Ah well...I have nothing else to talk about. I think I'm going to stop posting video of the day..it really lags my blog ._.
BUT, I found this!

Now THAT is a hot ghetto mess...

Talent Show~

iight, So the Talent Show was AWESOME! <3 Dude, I was so freakin nervous when I went on stage, My dad...or...any of the friends I invited...werent there but, It was still awesome. LOL no one in the audience has even heard a song in Korean! ( -SPECIAL- ) I have leadership training classes tommorrow...I really want to go.... But.. -Sigh- Apparently my mom is "tired" (Her? tired!? I'm the one thats been practicing all week! MY THROAT STILL HURTS! T.T) ANYWAY, THERE WERE LIKE. The step team, they were. AWWWESOME. AND THESE DUDES, STARTED MIME..DANCING whatever its called. it was ALSO AWEEEESOME. And. And...And...And. At the end the DJ started playing music and everyone DAAANCED. for 15 minutes straight...DUDE I WAS SO TIRED AFTERWARDS. ._. Haha. I really wish my dad could have been there......-Sigh-...But...oh well... -Sniffle- ._. Video of the day, I just sent myself into temporary depression...





...Ewww...

I felt like blogging....so...

Another arguement with the rents' I need to realize, having an arguement with my mom is IMPOSSIBLE, Because if you dont stay quiet and listen to her endless rambling your "Making her seem like the bad guy" and your "Manipulating" her. She cant understand that I want her to listen to me, Shes like that with my dad also ._.
And she wonders why he stays silent when shes yelling, Because she freakin multitasks and argues. Like this morning, I was going to New Birth christian academy to take a placement test. Shes yelling at dad. and getting dressed, making breakfast and telling me what to do at the same time. She just pops up to Dad whenever she finds something new to say
MOM: AND BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!
-5 minutes later-
Dad: -Laughing at TV-
Mom: BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!!!!
-3 minutes later-
Mom: BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!!!
-10 minutes later-
Mom: BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!!
-20 minutes later-
Mom: BLAH BLAH BLAH CRY CRY BLAH BLAH
Me:... What are they arguing about again?
EJ: I forgot an hour ago.


.... Ehhh.... Whatever, Video of the day.


Props to the chick that gave this guy such amazing head that he felt the need to write a song about it.

OHH, I'M ABOUT TO SMACK A BITCH.....

Mikayla...that stupid skank. I'm gonna tell you this from the beginning. This bitch I know named Mikayla right? She hates me because her boyfriend used to have a crush on me in 5TH GRADE ._. So somehow this chick found my blog, YEP. THIS BLOG!! http://like-a-loser.blogspot.com!!! ._. I was over at Tasha's house with you know Bree/Kev/Alex all of them. Mikayla apparently found my blog. print out a page. called everyones attention and started reading it. You know my "Stupid Dream...." Post? She started reading it. When she finished the first paragraph, she said "SEE. SHES SUCH A LOSER THAT SHE CANT EVEN GET GUYS IN HER OWN DREAM! LOOK AT HER BLOG, SHE HAS MORE OF THIS!" Me and Tasha look at eachother like "...What..? Is she serious" Dude. If I was embarrassed or ashamed of this blog. I'd have it on private. Oh! And then she started talking about "Aaron" and said "She even lies on this thing! She doesnt even know a guy named Aaron! LOOOOOSERRRRR!" Apparently, she skipped the post where I explained that my crushes name isnt really Aaron. I'm super paranoid of him finding this blog so I disguised his name. Dude. It was retarded. I dont have the slighest idea what this chick's problem is!

And what the fuck. She kept using the word "Loser" I KNOW I'M A LOSER, WHY DO YOU THINK ITS IN MY URL AND MY TITLE!? ._.
-Sigh-...Got me all worked up before Talent Show Rehearsals...

Depressed. Yay ._.

Okay, So I had Talent Show rehearsals today- And ALL this week. Haha. Who cares, I love it owo; My dad says he might not be able to come to the actual Talent Show on Friday though...because hes working. I might not even participate if hes not there....I'm going to ask for some friends to come though. -Sigh- I hope he can come...... Anyway, Why am I up at 5:50am? Idk, Cant sleep. Kind of depressed. Not sure why.... I have a doctors appointment later today, Eh, just have to get the second-half of some shot for Cervical Cancer. I'm not even sexually active, I'm not sure WHY I need it but.... My doctor said the shot lasts about 5 years, Crap. I might as well wait till then, since I'll probably BE sexually active around that time - -"

-Sigh-....I dont feel like doing this right now...

Stupid Dream....

......

So I had this awesome dream right?..I'll tell it to you...
I was hanging out with that guy, Remember, from CRCT that I REALLY liked? Yep. Him, It was awesome. (Remember, I'm telling you exactly what happened, since its a dream some parts will not make any sense. At all)
So there we were in the park, with a bunch of friends. I sat down on the park bench, I thought I was setting next to someone else, not Lets refer to my crush as .Ken, I forgot the other nickname I gave him...  Anyway, I was sitting next to him, Everyone else tried fitting on the bench which actually just pushed me and him closer and closer to eachother, he turns to me, Laughs and smiles. I do the same. We go off walking and talking in the park. Then he kisses me. I just smile. then BAM! its time to leave, He asks for my phone number, I dont know it, (Another thing that made my dream seem real: I do not know my actual phone number in real life......) I ask my mom, Ken says he would like to hang out with me more sometimes. I said sure and gave him my number, for some reason, I cant freakin write. I spent 5 minutes trying to write the number and I can only write scribbles, Ken's dad starts honking the car horn like mad. Ken is all "I memorized the number your mom kept repeating, I'll call you later" and he hugged me. I waved as I got in the car and my mom drove off.
We get home.  We get out the car, my mom says "Krista, let me see that number." I hand her the paper. I start freaking out saying "MOM. PPLEEEEEASE SAY YOU GAVE THE CORRECT NUMBER!" She says she didnt. I start crying...then my mom is all "Just add him on facebook hunny" And I'm like "SERIOUSLY? I DONT EVEN KNOW HIS LAST NAME, MOM, DO YOU HAVE ANY CLUE HOW MANY KEN'S ARE ON FACEBOOK!?" I ran into the house, crying. And then I woke up because my dad started moving things in the garage into the house. I woke up crying .___. What actually happened irl with "Ken" It was the last day of CRCT, I still havent really talked to him, He got up, left, and I'll probably never see him again... I think I started crying mostly because.. I cant find one good guy who actually likes me....

Masturbation? Not in this bitches house. Pfft, Get your fucking penis removed by Jesus Christ.

http://www.parentsconnect.com/spills/in_praise_of_self_control.jhtml?ccc=10492&psc=1100392

So... I was just surfing the Web, like I always do, and found this article. First, I have to say: WHAT THE HELL!? Masturbation is a SIN? What kind of religion is this woman preaching? Jesus christ.
How is this woman 100% sure that her boys dont masturbate? Does she follow them around all day? Or did she put a chasity belt on them? I'm sorry.....but shes actually expecting her boys, in TODAY'S society, Not to masturbate AT ALL and wait to have sex till marriage? JESUS CHRIST, I FEEL SORRY FOR THE WOMAN HES GONNA LOSE HIS V-CARD TOO, BECAUSE HES GOING TO FUCKING WRECK THAT CHICK. HER FREAKIN WALKIN CROOKED FOR THE NEXT WEEK. (Dont ask why I added that part ._.) Anyway, This woman is crazy..  Its okay for her wanting her kids to wait untill marriage for sex, Alot of parents do, thats nothing new, BUT WTF.... -Sigh- Lets look at the comments...

WestRaver Send a Note Send a Gift Write on Board Add as friend 3/4/2008 - 7:35PM report abuse

It's a little old, but hey... Masturbation is fine I know my does it, I rather him pet the one eyed snake then sleep with one of the little whores running around his school I just say when I'm not home or when I sleep and he can go crazy, but if your for it set rules I did I don't think he would ever break them. But I just want him to be happy and masturbation is a form of pleasure for boys and girls. Sex should wait until 18 or marriage, but let them have freedom in what they do in their room or shower. It ever helps figure out if they gay or not in the long run. PLEASE I LAUGHING AT THIS!! I underastand if your protective....

AGREED.

brianheywood Send a Note Send a Gift Write on Board Add as friend 9/12/2008 - 3:29AM report abuse

agree 100%. we have never allowed masturbation in our home (by our kids OR us) and we know our kids aren't doing it because our religion requires us as parents to keep a close watch on this, as well as to not ever do it ourselves.

o___o Keep a close watch?
Billy: -Goes into bathroom-
Mom: BILLLY!!!!! BILLLYYYY!
Billy: Yeah Mom?
Mom: WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?!?!?!?!?!
Billy: Using the bathroom mom...thats why I'm in here.
Mom: YOU BETTER NOT BE TOUCHIN YOUR PEEPEE!
Billy: MOM, I'M 17 FREAKIN YEARS OLD. WHAT THE HECK IS A FREAKIN PEEPEE!?
Mom: GOD WILL REMOVE IT IF YOU TOUCH IT!!! AND YOU'LL BE DISOBEYING ME AND GOD!!!!!
Billy: JESUS CHRIST CAN I TAKE A CRAP IN PEACE!?
Mom: OKAY!!! But I'll be standing out here.
Billy: ....


I'm tired..before I end this post. I have to say
http://www.parentsconnect.com/articles/dealing_w_preteen_dating.jhtml?ccc=10492&psc=1100392

JESUS CHRIST I WISH MY PARENTS WERE LIKE THIS WHEN I WAS 10 AND LIKED THAT CUTE BOY NEXT DOOR. What did they do? They banned me from going outside when he was outside, yelled at me when I talked to him and then told me I'm not to date untill I'm 18. I didnt want to date! I just wanted to talk to the boy! .___. Video of the day....

Talent show rehearsals, "Aaron" and more Rants!

So Talent Show Rehearsals were today, Haha the first one. :) It was fun :D For the Talent Show I'm singing "Romantic Cat" by Cherry Filter. Its pretty funny, most the people there have never even heard a Korean song :D (YEEEEEAH. It isnt in Engilsh) I might have posted about this before..OH WELL I FORGOT Again...

Anyway. I've been thinking about "Aaron" lately, I'm at the point where I would love being with him again, but I'm totally cool with the fact that hes over me- Or isnt...or is. DAMN! I JUST REMEMBERED I NEVER FOUND OUT IF HE WAS OVER ME OR NOT! Since we havent talked in like... 2 weeks due to a matter I cannot discuss on this blog. (HAHAHA. :D) I should worry more on finishing up the school year.
I really want to go to California this summer to visit, I havent seen Chantella in 5 years (Chantella = Friend since Kindergarden) You know what. I feel like ranting. I'm ranting about those nappy headed, bragging about their Swag, skinny jean wearin, ghetto talkin, converse worshippin chicks that always talk about how unique they are.
I mean, they act just like all the other girls and have the NERVE to brag about their originality. I believe if your truly unique, you dont have to prove it, People already know it. .___. Off Topic from short rant-
So today my parents went over to the water company to get it shut on where I moved too, theres these signs in Engilsh and in Spanish. I tried pronouncing the Spanish words, I couldnt believe it.
I CAN PRONOUNCE KOREAN, JAPANESE, SWEDISH, GERMAN WORDS CORRECTLY JUST BY HEARING THEM ONCE! But the language thats more USEFUL to learn where I live, I CANT PRONOUCE IT!!! I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO STUDY SOME SPANISH FOR 3 MONTHS! I tried having a conversation with my friend in spainsh, she knows it also. Shes like "What the hell did you just say? I thought we were speaking in Spanish not..some freaking chinese."

.____. RAAAAAWRRR!

ANYWAY.

Have you ever met one of those Scene/Emo Girls/Boys who get really pissed off when a Asian/African-American/Hispanic does something better than them? .___. Yeah I dont like them either.


VIDEO OF THE DAY!

Lil Romeo still makes Music? + Rant

DUDE. I DIDNT KNOW LIL ROMEO STILL MAKES MUSIC O____O; So anyway.
Today was alright, I didnt go to Talent Show rehearsals. AGAIN, I'm not surprised if I got kicked out. ._.

Anyway, not much to talk about today. No wait. -Finds random Youtube video- I'm going to random about many different things today.


-When we could be having a conversation, and you suddenly start slamming Justin Bieber.
Dude, I dont fucking care if you think Justin Bieber doesnt have a Penis, Is actually a girl and cannot sing.
I DONT FREAKIN CARE, All your doing is showing off how much of an asshole you can be. I mean I dislike Scremo music and Angelina Jolie, But I'm not talking about how much the 2 suck whenever I'm speaking with you.

-People who demand a serious political discussion about Democrats, And then use the term "Barack Hussien Obama"-
Debate over, your a jackass. I would actually take your arguement seriously, we all have our different views, But comparing our President to a terrorist does nothing but show how small minded you are.

-People ppl who talqq liik3 diizz onliin3.
I CANT FREAKING UNDERSTAND YOU!

-People who encounter a very smart person, feel intimidated by them, So they use the ol' "You need to get laid" insult.
I'm 13. I CANT FUCKING GET LAID!!!!! Even if I did begin fucking anything with a penis, That does not make YOUR intelligence increase, Maybe if you did something as simple as pick up a magazine, a newspaper. or even a FREAKING BOOK, YOU'D LEARN SOMETHING.


-People who have been wronged by a member of a different race, and continually blames the entire race for what that one person did to them
I think people like this piss me off the most, "OHHH! A BLACK GUY JUMPED ME! THIS PROVES THAT ALL BLACK PEOPLE ARE HORRIBLE AND EVEN THOUGH I HAVE SOME INCREDIBLE BLACK PEOPLE AS FRIENDS THEY ARE NOW HORRIBLE BECAUSE OF WHAT ANOTHER BLACK PERSON DID TOO ME". "A HISPANIC DUDE STOLE MY CAR!!! THIS MEANS THEY ARE ALL VERY HORRIBLE AND I MUST REFER TO THEM AS RACIAL SLURS IN PRIVATE, EVEN THOUGH I HAVE INCREDIBLE HISPANIC FRIENDS, BECAUSE ONE HISPANIC PERSON DID SOMETHING WRONG TO ME, THIS MEANS THE WHOLE RACE IS LIKE THIS., "A JEWISH GIRL HURT MY FRIEND, THIS MEANS ALL OF THEM ARE HORRIBLE AND I MUST ALWAYS MAKE HITLER JOKES AROUND THEM, EVEN THOUGH I HAVE INCREDIBLE JEWISH FRIENDS, ONE JEWISH PERSON WRONGED SOMEONE ELSE, SO IT ONLY MEANS THAT THEY ARE ALL HORRIBLE."

You get my point?

This ends my rant for today, Video of the day time!



LOL WTF.

RANT! RANT! RAAAAANT!

http://www.beinggirl.co.uk/advice/sexlove.php?id=27


.____.;;

Am I the only one who HATES when people play Hard-To-Get? Its not fun ITS NERVEWRECKING! ._.;
I MEAN WTF! THIS GUIDE CONFUSES ME! JESUS CHRIST! IF I WAS A GUY AND SOME CHICK DID THAT TO ME, I'D THINK "Shes too busy for me..." AND GIVE UP!!!!!!!!! RAAAHWHAHANAAALADYAGAGAREIAAAAAHHHH!!!! -Falls over-

e____e Anyway! I AM HUNGRY AS A MOFO MAN! - -" Theres no good food in this house! DAMN THE RECESSION!!!!!!!!! AND!...carrots. Yes Carrots. I HATE THOSE THINGS! BRING ON THE BEETS! ._. I'm not even sure what I'm talking about anymore. SO ANYWAY,. THE INTERNET HAS BEEN BORING ME LATELY. I MEAN WHENEVER I GO ONLINE ITS THE SAME ROUTINE.
1. Open Browser, Check the Top news on Yahoo since its my homepage.
2. Go to Facebook, Open Youtube in another Tab
3. Check for new Comments & Personal Messages on Youtube
4. Go on Quibblo, Take/create quizzes.
5. Go on gURL.com and look at new topics.
6. Go on Redbana Forums, Open ProjectPlaylist in another Tab.
7. Go on Blogger and check my daily reads.
8. Go on Rave Online, Log off if no one good is online
9. Go on Mabinogi, Log off if no one good is online
10. Play random flash games.
11. Go on Facebook again
12. Go on Webs, update website
13. Go on Youtube and watch videos from people I subbed
14. Go on 4Chan
15. Come to Blogger, Rant about something
16. Go on NataleeDee and Explosm for comics.
17. Go on FML.
18. Go on Cosmopolitan
19. Repeat


Of course....that seems like...Alot but. I'M BORED OF IT!!!! RAAAAWR!!! Allright, Video of the day.




LMAO! Rush Hour <3

Last Night...

My parents, Had the worst arguement ever at 1am. I really wish my mom didnt yell so loud.. I started feeling bad because the door was closed and I could hear her loud and clear, EJ started crying, Shit, I felt like crying myself. Rather odd... EJ started crying about how he wanted to go home, Both of us arent used to the new house yet. I asked him if he wanted to come downstairs, Where we couldnt hear yelling to watch TV. We watched Big Time Rush. He agreed, stopped crying and went to sleep. Haha, it was funny, It was the sweetest moment I've ever had with my brother, Hes 11. You might be wondering "Hes 11? Why the heck is he crying"
Well...lets just say...Toughness isnt really taught in our Family. Alot of males learn it from just living life, My brother has been homeschooled his entire life...and is..kind of a loner. He prefers staying inside actually. So... And since our Dad has been working 2 jobs and has been gone most of the time for the past 5 years. He didnt really learn it. I started toughing up when I was...8, When life started kicking my ass - -" Yeah, Hes only 11. He'll probably Man-up later in life. And maybe he'll start "protecting me" like my mom says he should.
Honestly.. I dont think this will ever happened, I dislike it when people feel the need to "Protect me" whenever I enter conflict, I'm greatful for the fact that someone would love to do that for me, But Unless I'm lying on the ground with my gun to my head. Stay out of it >__>;;; Why am I ranting about this? I dont know, I've been running out of things lately... Also... I've been checking out Hairstyles (HAIRSTYLES? WOW WTF KRISTA WHAT HAPPENED TO THE NATURAL COMEDY THAT THIS BLOG ENDLESSLY OOZED?) I'VE BEEN OUT OF IDEA'S OKAY!? ._. Anyway Video of the Day. (Warning: Yaoi Alert O_O!)




LOL I posted mostly for the song, (Date Rape By Subline)

Rant...Rant...Raaaannttt...

Sorry- Havent been blogging this week. Busy with CRCT testing. I'll rant about it tommorrow.
-Sigh- All right...I was thinking about "Aaron" right? Yep. After.. 7 months I still think about him. And I've realized....I havent really been interested in any guys lately- Mostly because of him. Its rather sad that even when you give your all into someone and try showing them you'll always be there- They dont believe you after all the hard work.

I honestly, I believe "Aaron" has other problems in his life that I'm not aware of.. o____o
Or maybe...somethings just arent ment to be. Also this week has been a decrease in my self esstem. I met this guy- Lets call him Ray. I met him at CRCT. I really like him- His smile is freakin incredible might I add. But he doesnt feel the same. Actually when I talk to him he always ends the conversation right in the middle of me talking... I met this other guy- Hes a total asshole. Lets call him..."Ron" He started flirting with me, sending me notes, Because he apparently "Thinks I'm really cute and wants to get to know me", I totally had my guard up- Incase hes like that Jerk me and my friend India met last year. Lets see...Then he called my other friend Cute. She just ignored him though. And now today hes "trying to get to know" this other chick. And has the nerve to expect me to be cool with it - -" How he acted didnt make me sad- Way worse things have happened to me. I'm sad because assholes like him are the only guys that have liked me...lately. All the amazing guys I know are taken by Bitchy, Whiny, and demanding girls who only talk about Rap, Cute guys, Skinny jeans and how many hotties court them - -" I mean come on.... -Sigh- Exactly..

So this ends today's rant. No video of the day today. Sorry ._.

DANANANANANANAHHHHH. -Gutiar Solo-

Wow, I need a freaking job - -" Anyway. Choir Practice was okay. "Daniel" wasnt there sadly... I havent talked to "Aaron" in a few days, I hope hes all right o_____o; Anyway. I found this awesome song by Super Junior called "Twins" Yeah. Youtube that thing...later. I'm really tired and my throat hurts, So this might not be a long entry. -Sigh- I need to write Logic Part 6...or...part 7. I forgot, Alot of people are demanding it, but I've just been so busy lately..

Uhm. I was talking to Brandon today, Just a very normal convo right? His Boyfriend walks up, I'm like "Hi!" He ignores me .__. and starts making out with Brandon, I MEAN...Brandon was already sitting next to me, So His boyfriend was like IN MY FREAKING LAP. Brandon is all "Hello to you to...What was that for?" His boyfriend is all "I missed you!" I find it funny, Whenever I see them together I think of Yaoi. hahahahahaa. Anyway. I dont think his boyfriend...likes me. I MEAN, IF HE THINKS I'M GONNA TRY TO TAKE BRANDON FROM HIM, Hes worrying over nothing, Brandon is a nice dude and all, but were totally not like that. e_____e I cant wait untill CRCT is over, Actually I'm ready for the school year to be over! I NEEEEED summer vacation man! I've been working my butt off all freaking year! I NEED A BREEEEEAK! I hate talking about things like this...but I decided I wanted a new hairstyle. So.. I searched Scene Hairstyles in Google, I'm not hardly Scene, I just dig the hairstyles. I couldnt find something that is possible for any black girl- Anywhere. To pull off. .____. -Sigh- I guess I'll just keep my long bangs. Whats next..-Thinks- Oh. VIDEO OF THE DAY!

Mid-day ranting...

I probably cant go to Choir rehearsal tonight. Why? Instead of helping me with my schoolwork she'd rather yell at dad for things that are just... .___. Like yesterday at bible study. My dad didnt hold my moms hand the ENTIRE time they we're there. So that ment "He didnt want to me with her". Now she goes into the bedroom where my dad is every 15 minutes crying and yelling at him.

My mom totally doesnt deserve my dad. e_____e; Anyway. I'm gonna try...making a website again. Even though I prefer blogs... With the Music Players, And Tagboards and blah blah. But ehhh...."Daniel" might be at rehearsal tonight! So I HAAAAAVE to go! I'm serious, I really like him .___. It would be pretty cool to have a Real Life Boyfriend for a change. Since, I mostly date online. Because alot of the guys I know irl are....are...well. Douchebags. e_____e; Some of them are really nice, but I just dont feel that way about them... Like Tasha has been trying to set me up for Brandon since...since. 6th grade. But in 8th grade when we found out he was Bi and prefered males. She stopped pressing the issue a bit. owo; Whenever hes single she still goes on about it. LOOOOL! DUDE. Flashback to something only I find hilarious! In like 7th grade. Tasha was bothering me about Brandon. I was like "EWWW! WHY DONT YOU DATE HIM?" Thats when I found out they we're cousins. Hahaha. Anyway. Video of the day shall be presented to you later. I just felt the need to rant at the moment~

Events of the day. WOO.

Hmmmm...Odd day. I'll go in chornilogical order. First, I finished schoolwork, left the house at 3:30. On my way to Dollar Tree to pick up some Junk Food. I find Brandon and his new boyfriend snogging on the sidewalk. (YES. I ADOPTED BRITSH TERMS. Snogging = Kissing o____o) Even if it was..guyxguy snogging. IDC. I FOUND IT...kind of hot. -Cough-.. Anyway. I just said "Hi Breeee!" And continued walking, he waved. e____e; 4:15 I'm at Dollar Tree. I go to the Candy Section to find they do not have sour punch straws. I FREAKING LOVE SOUR PUNCH STRAWS MAN!!!!! So I just get this thing called "Cow Tales" instead. IT TASTED LIKE LIL' WAYNES CROTCH!!!!!!!!!!! So I just give it to my mom. 5:00. I'm chatting it up with some hot Junior boy that believes I'm a Sophomore owo; (WHENEVER I WEAR MY SPECIAL PUSH-UP BRA. I CAN MAKE ANYONE BELIEVE ANYTHING! -Adjusts the "Girls-.... HAHA. I dont even own a push-up bras. Mine still have Monkeys on them...well...Monkeys are cool anyway. Sooo...>____>)
 I have no idea why people sometimes think I'm 15. o_____o; I mean...come on? I'm 5'5. I'm Underweight. I still run around like a child at random moments. WHO WOULD BELIEVE I'M 15!? Anyway..... 6pm I'm at bible study. I go to sit in a Row in the sancturary. I try to get passed this Old cripped woman. I felt bad for her actually... I've been thinking about some of the things I have lately since I heard that Commerical about unfortunate children a few days ago. When I was younger I never really cared. Even though I live in a small apartment in a bad neighborhood. and have to share a room with my 11 year old brother. It makes me think...some people dont even have that...So why the f*** am I complaining?
10:30pm I'm in the car. Singing to Halfway there by Big Time Rush. DUDE!!! I FREAKING LOVE THAT SHOW. (Kendall <3 O____O) Kay. Video of the day. Coming your WAAAAY.

Sluts and Rants! (Odd title...huh...?)

Erm...All right. It was rather...odd today. I decided to hang out with some old friends today. Since their also fellow bloggers. Lets call them "Kayla" and "Kaleia" (I knew twins in 3rd grade with those names okay? .____.)

It made me remember why I stopped hanging out with them. They decided to meet up with some other old friends of ours. Hmmm...Lets refer to them as George and...Ronald .____.  We all went over to George's house. Back in 6th grade when I used to hang with then- I hated going to boys houses...because something always and I mean always went wrong while we were there. Kayla and Kaleia were 7th graders at the time. Since I'm at least 5 months younger than everyone in my grade here in Georgia. They were about a year and 7 months older than me. Since I was 11 at the time, They were 13. I mean...I'm sorry. But they we're sluts. They give Lap Dances to whoever asks, I'm serious. We were at this dudes house...I forgot who. But I saw Kaleia giving this one guy a hand-job. I'm like "OMG KALEIA..! EVERYONE CAN SEEE!!!" She didnt care...Thats what kind of happend today. with them being 16, It just got crazier. Kayla and Kaleia were on the floor getting dry-humped by these 2 guys. I stayed quiet this time, They didnt listen to me before, I knew they wouldnt know. Actually, going back to church started making me think better. I'm just looking at them thinking "Why are they doing this....? Why am I even here...? Why do I want to hang out with people like this...?" I'm tired of surrounding myself with ignorant assholes that only talk about Swag, Rappers and Sex as if their actually getting any. I mean, I actually feel better being around people who are Smart, Funny and actually want to go somewhere in life. I mean, I sometimes talk dirty myself when joking around with friends. But right now, for me its only jokes. I dont see the big rush for it all anyway....

Like alot of my friends started losing their virginty.. Is there pressure on me to join them? HAHAHA. CRAPLOADS. Even though Peer Pressure doesnt really bother me anymore. It starts to get on my nerves.... Like today! Kayla met Brandon, Yes. My hot emo friend I've known since 6th grade (haha. he hates it when I say that.) Kayla is whispering to me the entire time saying things like "OH MY GOD...YOU KNOW HIM? You LIKE him? You know I could tottally hook ya'll up right? You should totally lose it to him! It will be so cool! You'll be like Me and Kaleia!" BRANDON CAN HEAR EVERYTHING ALSO!!!! I'm just like "No. No. No. No. I'll fuck someone when I'm damn ready." Me and Brandon make jokes about how we're gonna have sex with eachother all the time...Even though we both know its not gonna happen.

I hate when I do this...I was talking about my day with old friends then started rambling. Its almost 1am. I'm tired. Just watch the Video Of The Day o____o

Comsopolitan...DAMN YOU!

Didnt go to church today. ._____. I seriously wanted too. FOR ALL I KNOW. DANIEL COULD HAVE BEEN THERE!! Nothing would have probably happened anyway. I would have seen him, said "Hi Daniel!" and went on my way. BUT EHHH. Uhm. I've been reading articles on Cosmo all weekend. Why? I got bored. The internet is becoming less interesting for me.....Anyway.... Just all these articles about "HOW TO HAVE THE GREATEST SEX EVER/KEEP HIM HAPPY/MAKE HIM FALL FOR YOU" Their kind of entertaining, But they also prove that guys are more complicated than a Rubix Cube.

"GUYS LIKE IT WHEN GIRLS MAKE THE FIRST MOVE"

o_____o. Wanna hear my idea of a first move. "Hi~ I'm Krista." .____. Yeah. Mind-blowing right? Makes every males knees weak - -" SOME OF THE ARTICLES I READ MAKE IT SEEM LIKE if you dont follow these rules to become a Man Magnet/Sex Goddess you'll never find anyone and die alone. -Sigh-
I'LL JUST STICK TO MY NORMAL METHOD OF PICKING UP STUDS~ (Oh jesus christ. did I just freakin say stud? SHIT I GOTTA STOP READING THESE ARTICLES.) Anyway. Video of the day

Daniel & Talent Shows!

LOL Kay. I was at Church today for my Leadership training classes. LOL it was so much fun! I even...met this guy. -Cough- His name is...lets refer to him as..-Thinks- Daniel? Did I use Daniel yet? I guess not. HE. IS THE SMARTEST GUY EVER O____O -Melt- He loves to sing, His voice is awesome. Hes a freshman. AND. HES HOMESCHOOLED. The homeschool part was a complete deal breaker. Hes supposed to be joining the choir. So I'll see him then.
I Also auditioned for the Talent show! guess what I sung? Romantic Cat By Chery Filter. The..."Audition Lady" Haha. Liked it because its different. Its in Korean. Thats what I'm also going to be singing for the Talent show.
My vocal range really shows when singing that song. So I hope I'll impress the "Judges" Unless some other Dancer/Singer/Rapper completely blows them away. There is alot of talented people at New Birth. So Its gonna be tough. But hey, For all I know. I could win. I NEED CONFIDENCE!

Video of the day:


Yeah... I'm not really...all that sure either.

SEX TAAAAAALK.

All right. So I was on gURL.com with a friend right? The Sex & Relationship boards. Since all the other ones are inactive. The Sex & Relationships board has all these odd/funny questions/sex suggestions. Uhm. Anyway. Me and my friend. LETS CALL HER...Taylor. were looking at them.
This thread...right here. Threw us off...
( http://messageboards.gurl.com/n/pfx/forum.aspx?tsn=1&nav=messages&webtag=gl-relations&tid=295484 )

o____o. Then Taylor suddenly looks at me and is like "WE SHOULD START HAVING SEX. COME ON. MOST PEOPLE LOSE THEIR VIRGNITY AT LIKE 15!".
 o_____o. Uh huh...uhm...yeah. Nooo... e___e;
I'm like "First. WHAT THE HELL!? DUDE. Second. THE AGE IS 16. Third. WE'RE NOT EVEN 15!!!!"
-Sigh-. She knows "Aaron" isnt a virgin, And apparently. Having sex with him should "Win him over"
FIRST OF ALL. WHAT? WHAT DO I LOOK LIKE? A SEX IN THE CITY CHARACTER? Shes my friend and all. But I worry about her so much sometimes~


I'm kinda old fashioned about Virginity. It should be given to someone I really care about! (-Insane Feminists come after me with pitchforks and flaming bras chanting "LOSING YOUR VIRGINITY DOESNT MEAN YOUR LOSING A PART OF YOURSELF!"- SHIT! DIDNT I DEAL WITH YOU GUYS BEFORE!?)
 (PS. I have no problem with Feminists. I was making a joke about how some take things waaay too far.)

And besides, me? having sex? some things in this world just dont go together. Lets look at all the things that could go wrong.

1. INTERCOURSE:
Me: Uhhh...is it in yet?, Guy: Yes....., Me: O___O; SORRY!!!! MY BAD!. -10 minutes later-, Me: I'm bored, Guy: HOW are you bored if your having sex?, Me: I dont knowww. -5 minutes later-, Me: Are you done yeeet?, Guy: ITS ONLY BEEN 15 MINUTES!!!, Me: Ohhh. Sorrrrry!, -3 minutes later-, Me: I'm a bananaaaa~ I'm a bananaaa~ I'm a bananaaaa~ Look at me mo-, Guy: What are you doing now...?, Me: Siiiiinging, Guy: WHILE YOUR HAVING SEX!?!?!?, Me: Why yes, Guy: You know what...forget it -Gets up-, Me: BABY COME BACK~ YOU CAN BLAME IT ALL ON M-, Guy: -SLAMS DOOR-, Me: How Rude!

2. HAND-JOB:
Me: Uhm..how do I do this?, Guy: You dont know how?, Me: Nooooope., Guy: ...uhhh.. -Explict instructions here-, Me: ALL RIGHT, Guy: AHHHH!!!! AHHHHH!!! AHH!, Me: Oh stop faking. I didnt even start yet, Guy: AHHH!!! AHHH!! AH!!!!, Me: Whats wro-...Oh shit my nail cut your testicles...., Guy: AHHHHH!!!! AHHHHH!!! AHHHHHH!!, Me: Oh that is gonna be so sore in the morning., Guy: AHHHH!!!! AHHHHHHH!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!, Me: UHM..I'LL GO GET SOME...bandages., Guy: AHHHH!!!, Me: Sorrrrryyyyyy hunnnnnn....


3. BLOW-JOB:
Guy: You sure you wanna?, Me: YEP, Guy: mhm then...Wait...wait, Me: What?, Guy: What the hell are you doing?, Me: Giving you a blow job...?, Guy: Your just blowing on it Krista..., Me: Well you said Blow job, Guy: That isnt how you do it....., Me: WELL HOW DO I DO IT?, Guy: -Explict details here-, Me: Ohhh. Okay~. -Starts laughing-, Guy: OWWWW!!!! OWWWWW!!!, Me: SORRY!!!!!, Guy: YOU FREAKING BIT ME!!!!!!!, Me: SORRY!!! IT TICKLED!!!!!, Guy: OWWWWWWW!!!! -Hour later-
-We're sitting on opposite sides of the bed-, Me: Something tells me your upset?, Guy: ......., Me: What if I-, Guy: I SWEAR TO GOD KRISTA!!! IF YOU TOUCH ME ONE MORE TIME TONIGHT WE'RE BREAKING UP!, Me: o____o -Poke-, Guy: ...... Good-night Krista -Turns over-, Me: Ebony..And ivory...live together in pefect-, Guy: What are you doing now?, Me: Singing...., Guy: ....I swear to god I'm dating the most screwed up chick in the world, Me: I CAN HEAR YOU!!, Guy: YOU WE'RE SUPPOSED TO!!!!! >_____>


So...Yeah .____. I'll spare a poor guy the pain.

"Aaron" and Bible Study!

Havent talked to "Aaron" in a few days... Why do I still think about him? Hes just...A JERK -HEADDESK-
Dude. I was at Bible Study last night right? It was so awesome.
First. We were in the Santuary right? You know that part of church where everyone stands up and hugs each other? DUDE. SO WEIRD. GIRLS HUGGED OTHER GIRLS. GUYS HUGGED GIRLS. But when it was tthe dudes time to hug it was like. "-Odd Stare-...... -HANDSHAKE-" LOL idk why I found that so funny.
Then. There was this...Super Sexy~.. 10th grader .____. I THOUGHT HE WAS A FRESHMAN AT FIRST. He turned to me and was like "uh...we're supposed to...like hug". I just went ahead and hugged him o___o. Rather Sad, That hug was the riskiest thing I've done with a guy in my entire life. .___.
And then when we went to our classes- Idk. Thats what everyone else called them. THESE....REALLY LOUD GUYS....Kept annoying us. Like. You've seen those rooms that have this...Curtain like thing in the middle of the room. Well. The girls we're on one side, other side we're guys. THE GUYS KEPT OPENING UP THE CURTAIN AND WERE LIKE. "Awww dang deez girls so fine" AND KEPT PEEKING.
Then Ms. Aisha was like "all right boys.. ..play time is over" and closed the curtains. This...really odd dude was like "IIGHT. YA'LL MEET ME AFTAH CLASS THO." It was so retarded. Anyway. Video of the day.

STOP HELPING ME WITH HEAVY SHIT!

You know one thing I HATE? Say. I'm trying to carry something right? It could be Idk. 100-50 pounds. AND PEOPLE INSIST THEY CARRY IT FOR ME.

DUDE. I CAN CARRY IT MYSELF. IDC IF IT LOOKS LIKE I'M GOING TO DROP IT. LEAVE ME ALONE! Okay. Maybe this is because I hate people who feel the need to "Protect me" or "Take care of me". JESUS CHRIST. I HAVE PARENTS FOR THAT. I DONT NEED PROTECTING AND I DO NOT NEEEEEEEED YOU TO TAKE CARE OF ME. I'VE BEEN FIGHTING SHIT ON MY OWN FOR THR PAST 8 YEARS. YOU DIDNT HELP ME WHEN I WAS YOUNGER, DONT HELP ME NOW.

._____. AND THEN MY MOM STARTS BITCHING ABOUT HOW I'LL NEVER GET A HUSBAND.
WTF? Dude. I'm not even 16 yet. WHY THE F*** SHOULD I BE WORRIED ABOUT A HUSBAND RIGHT NOW? Why wont I ever get a husband? Oh. Because I dont cook. Or clean. My plan was. I'll cook sometimes, He'll cook sometimes. If no one feels like cooking, WE'RE STUCK WITH POPCORN AND RAMEN THEN. And about the cleaning thing, How about he cleans up after himself and I clean up after myself!? BECAUSE WHYYYY SHOULD I CLEAN UP HIS MESS? I'm sorry. I just dont want one of those "Man goes out everyday to work, while I'm stuck at home, cooking, cleaning, bored while watching the kids" MARRIAGES LIKE MY PARENTS. And THEN when Man gets home, Woman bitches at Man for stupid reasons. Man gets pissed off and goes upstairs. Woman cries about how Man doesnt love her anymore.
....Okay thats mainly how my parents are but - -" STILL. I WANT MY OWN LIFE DAMNIT! I could totally have a full time profession and raise kids! WILL IT BE EASY? Haha. Hell no. WILL I DO IT ANYWAY? YOU BET YOUR CHICKEN NUGGETS I WILL!!.... End rant.


VIDEO OF THE DAY - -"





RAAAAAWWWWRRRRRRRAAAAHHHHLADYGAGAREURNRNNNNSSSSSHHHH!!!

Are you FUCKING serious!?

-Sigh-... You know what. Fuck "Aaron" I'm done. I tried talking to him and he makes it seem like I'm speaking a different language, I'm sick of doing this and this to keep his unpleaseable ass happy. He can go find another chick for all I care! I've always been understanding and caring of him, And he never believed it. Yet when some new chick who is the same race as him steps into the photo. Its like "She knows my life! She knows my struggle!" JESUS CHRIST! I BET IF I WAS SOME SMOKIN HOT LATINA. No wait. I COULD BE THE UGILIEST LATINA EVER AND HE'D STILL PUT SOME EFFORT INTO OUR RELATIONSHIP!

I MEAN! HE DOESNT HAVE THE BALLS TO JUST TELL ME "I dont like you" INSTEAD OF LEADING ME ON!!!!!!!!!! - -" URG!!!... VIDEO OF THE MOTHERFUCKING DAY:




I mean for the past...9 MONTHS I'VE BEEN TRYING TO SHOW "AARON" HOW MUCH I FUCKING LIKE HIM BUT NOOO. "YOUR LYING, YOU DONT LIKE ME!" WHAT THE FUCK!!! DOES HE GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ANYONE ELSES FEELINGS? Nooooo! IF I DID SOMETHING LIKE THAT TO HIM HE'D COME WHINING TO ME ABOUT HOW MUCH I HURT HIM! WTF!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT NO. I'LL STAY QUIET. BUT I'M SERIOUS, IF HE DECIDES TO SUDDENLY BE NICE TO ME AGAIN, AND THEN TURN MEAN. I'M NEVER SPEAKING TO HIM AGAIN, FUCKING WASTE OF ENERGY.


............

"Aaron" And Augsta Pimps!

"Aaron" is still confusing me... I mean, hes always so busy.... Its semi-rare now to talk to him when hes not busy... And tommrow I'm stuck at my church for 7+ hours. Why? "New members class"
WTF ARE YOU EFFING LEARNING FOR LIKE 9 HOURS? Oh. And then in 2 weeks. We have to take the class AGAIN. DONT ASK ME WHY THE HELL WE HAVE TO DO THIS. .____.

Youtube Video of the day:



Yeah... I dont know either....

You And I with our PANTS ON THE GROUND!?

You and I together, It's just feels so right. Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you. You and I together, don't ever let go my hands. even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you. Just you and I.Forever and ever.. " Park Bom - You and I lyrics.

-Sigh-...Yet again. "Aaron" acted as if we we're just friends.... Jesus christ..
First he acts like a complete idiot and I feel like giving up on him, then hes suddenly his normal sweet self and bam, I regain new hope.

I mean. I currently know 3 guys that actually want to be with me right now! Why the heck dont I just go with one of them!? NOOOO. I just HAVE to like "Aaron!" - -"....Love stinks.

Oh well...youtube video of the day.



Haha, I love Asathecomic.

Anyway. I was outside reading, And heard a group of guys yapping about how stupid twilight is, And how much of a "Sparkling faggot" he is. And they dont know why chicks go gaga over him. And how "Gay" Justin Bieber and the Jonas Brothers are. To me, They all sounded a bit confused and insecure...
Anyway. This one dude was like "And we all know that Edward Fag is a complete abusive idiot. Is that what chicks really want!? And that Justin Beaver.. WHATEVER guy! He sounds like a fucking 5 year old! and the jonas brothers cant even sing, WHY do girls go crazy over them". Instead of telling him to Sit down and shut up with his ignorant self. I decided to help him. Here is the part thats dumb.
I say "Its because they all have one thing in common- looks, Alot of girls would love to have guys like Edward Cullen, Not because hes slightly abusive, Tends to abandon Bella. And is just completey wacky. Hes extremely mysterious and badass, possibly interesting. Most girls just pass up all the bad parts and think OMG HES SO PEFECT! HES SO HOT! AND HES INTERESTING! AND HES SO PROTECTIVE OF ME! AND..... Like what some of you guys do with chicks. You know shes a complete bitch, but you still think her body is amazing. Right? Exactly. And with Justin Beieber, I know it, you know it, The guy is good looking, hes rich and his songs are catchy, Most of us know we'll never have a chance with Justin OR the Jonas brothers, But It wont hurt to act like a bunch of fangirls at random. But still..some of us are complete crazies about these dudes.. I'm not really a Twilight, Jonas Brothers or Justin Bieber fan, But complaining about it like you are....Kiiind of makes you look like close minded, insecure jerks... Which can be a turn-off to the chick you are possibly trying to snag....." And I went back into my book.

THEY IGNORED ME! - -" I DIDNT JUST RANT TO THEM FOR NOTHING DID I!?I THINK I DID... .___.

Dont play this game...please?

Urg... I feel like I took a huge step back with "Aaron". Today it was like I completely annoyed him with every word said.


Day before yesterday it was all "OMG I LOVE YOU." And yet again its like he hates me... I'm still going with what my friend Whitney said as "Hes playing hard to get". Well. He completely sucks at it.

Its so such emotional stress with him..First me and him have this amazing conversation that makes me think he might still have interest in me. Then I go a day or two just waiting to talk to him again, hoping another conversation will take us a step further in our relationship. But instead he just ignores me...  I kind of just want to come out and say "You into me or not? You are? Good, Stop playing these impossible games then, You arent? Stop playing this stupid game for, its only causing me stress and pain."
.____. But I wont do that....
I hate being the one who doesnt know anything about whats going on in relationships... maybe if I stopped being so submissive I might find out something... - -"
Blaaah. Now I'm thinking about him....Jesus christ. I ALWAYS fall for the ones that are like this...

Anyway. Youtube video for the day.


Is it..,.kiiiind of racist. -Cough- Yeeeeeah....

CAN YOU DO IT?

So... Awhile ago.. An ex Boyfriend told me to listen to this song by "Piles" called "Becky". I never actually did it.
Untill tonight I got bored and I was like "Why dont I search this on youtube".

I listened to it for like 30 seconds- Then turned it off. Why? It reminded me of him o___o
Like. A few months ago, Another ex told me to listen to this song by "B5" called. "Let her go"
Pretty good song, BUT WHENEVER I LISTEN TO IT I'M LIKE "Hmm.. I wonder how hes doing, Does he still think of me? I wonder if he has another girlfriend...how is life going for him...." I mean. I'm not like missing him or anything, It just makes me think o____o; AND ANOTHER EX. LAST ONE I WILL MENTION.
TOLD ME TO LISTEN TO "Remember" By Big Bang, The only Black guy I've ever met that likes Korean Pop.

ANYWAY. Video of the day here.



o____o Yeah. I'm sorry...If someone reacts like that after you break up with them- They seriously need some help.

WHICH REMINDS ME. I was coming home from church today. Saw this dude walking..No shirt, Sagging his pants- Wearing no underwear. DUDE. IT WAS DISGUSTING!
THE GUY HAD A FREAKING JUNGLE GROWING, BUTT SHOWING AND EVERYTHING. My dad is like "...Oh dear god...."



I'm tired of this...GEWD-NIGHT.

EASTER, URINALS, MASTURBATION, MYSPACE AND RACISM!

Ahhhh. Easter Sunday. It was...All right. Long. But allright.

DUDE. I HAVE SO MUCH TO TALK ABOUT. FIRST, lets talk about what happened at Church!
I was rushing into the bathroom before church started so I could fix my hair right. (I remember when I used to not care about that stuff, Stupid mother implanting "I must always look nice!" In my brain)
I kind of. Accidently ran into the Men's Bathroom. It was so funny. All I heard was the sound of zippers and "OH MY GOD!!!!! GET OUT!!!!" -Giggle- THEN. After service I went to the bathroom right, This dude walks up to me and is like "Hey, Arent you that girl who walked in on me in the bathroom earlier?" LOL. I was all "I'm so sorry I was in a rush!". Hes all "Its alright, Its alright, SO. RATE WHAT YOU SAW FROM 1 TO 10." I say "7" and walk away. What? >___>;;; AND THEN WHEN I GOT HOME. I saw a dead cat lying on the ground. I think It was ran over. I'm like "...Awww...Poor kitty...". Brandon appears from no where and screams "CRAP!!! I KNEW I SHOULDNT HAVE MASTURBATED LAST NIGHT!!!! I KNEW IT! I'M SORRY!!!!!" And ran off.

Sometimes I just dont know about that dude..

And then when I get home. I go on Myspace right? The first account I made like back in 06. I saw a message sent to me 2 years ago. o___o
It was this girl talking about how she hates "Niggers". One thing I hate about the internet? You cant actually beat someones ass when they offend you. .___.

And Uhm. Last but not least. I was called a Racist today Why? I was talking about Jennifer Lopez and George Lopez and how I used to think they we're related. My "Friend" who is Latina by the way, Snaps at me o___o. Shes like "WHY!? BECAUSE THEIR BOTH MEXICAN? JUST BECAUSE THEIR FAMOUS AND MEXICAN DOES NOT MEAN THEIR RELATED. YOUR MY GIRL! I THOUGHT YOU WE'RENT LIKE ALL THE OTHER BLACKS AROUND HERE!!!!! YOU JUST LOST ALL MY RESPECT!!! I CANT BELIEVE YOU!". o____o
I'm like "I didnt think they we're related just because their Mexican.... With your logic SouljaBoy and Barack Obama could be related, I thought they we're related because they have the same last name..."

It went quiet. o____o

Pussy Monster? Exuse me?

I'll right... I was on youtube right. And heard this song.



What the f*** is this? I'm sorry, If you create a song about how your the "Pussy monster" You really deserve someone to walk up to you, and kick you in the nads ._. And whats with all the girls screaming?
Sorry to break your dream ladies, But Lil Wayne is never going to get close to you, or your pussy, Calm down. You know what I dont understand? How its 100% acceptable for a man to talk about this.
But I've never heard a woman brag about what she could do to a cock through song, you know why? Because the first thing you'll hear is "WHORE!" .___. Freaking double standards.

Kay. Quick rant over.

How to get boyfriends:

Apparently. By giving blow-jobs and Hand-jobs....
Kay 5 of my guyfriends, Got girlfriends this week. How? THEY GOT BLOW-JOBS. .___.

JESUS CHRIST! THEY DIDNT EVEN KNOW THESE CHICKS! FOR ALL THEY KNOW SHE COULD HAVE HA-...Urg. I'm not even gonna get into that. Anyway. I almost got in a fight. Over something reeeeeally...dumb. Kay. I was talking to a friend that I havent seen in like forever. So I hugged him. HIS GIRLFRIEND GOES MAD. I didnt even know he had a girlfriend....
 The funny thing is. the girl couldnt even talk. She gets up in my face and says "GURL. I GETTIN TIRED UH YUH JOCKIN MUH BOIFREND." I'm like "I'm sorry...did you just say. I'm jocking your boyfriend?...And that means....?". Then shes all "STUHPHUD WHITE WANNBEH GURL!!!! MUH MAN DUNT WAN CHUH! HE DUNT WANT YUH NUH MO. HE KNO HE GOT TUH GUDS NUH. AND DUNT NEED CHUH. SO GUH RUN OFF. K THANKS BUH!!!". I'm like "...Was that even a language right there? Or we're you just attempting to gargle peanut butter?" She pushes me. I push her. Her boyfriend steps in....e____e; It was so...freaking....crazy.

Anyway. I'm tired...Gewd-Night.

To Act If Nothings Wrong!

Well...
Tonight was..odd o___o

There was this huge street fight outside. The police we're called and everything, People getting arrested. IT WAS AWESOME! -Cough- I mean... Kay. So I'm going to public school next year right?
Well. A christian school..but. you get my point.-SIGH-

KAY. TOMMORROW! I SWEAR! I'M GONNA WALK UP TO THAT GUY I HAVE A MAJOR CRUSH ON! AND BE LIKE "HEY? I LIKE YOU, YOU FEEL THE SAME? HUH? If you DONT tell me RIGHT NOW and I'll actually TRY moving on!!!!".

Chances are he'll say. "Sorry. We're only friends!" Even though I found it odd.. He seemed like. He actually cared e____e; Actually asking how I was feeling/how my day went/what Did I plan on doing this weekend without me asking first. He hasnt done this since we broke up o____o; I'M HOPEFUL!

I hope it's not gonna be like the first time I asked him if he still had feelings for me....
Actually. EJ asked for me .___. I thought he was joking- Since. LOL...Ej kind of. Fears my ex. (THIS "EX" needs a name. I say its Aaron.) Well. Ej fears "AARON" a bit. It was so retarded... I didnt know what happened untill hours later when I was talking to Aaron and he was like "Your brother asked me if I still loved you..." I had like. 2 seconds to come up with this fake cover story. At the end I was like "Yeah. Thats why...Sorry. I've moved on..." I mentioned the "I moved on part" so he wouldnt think I was some..freak for still liking him after all the time we havent spoken. o___o; He seemed a bit sad. He was like "I'm glad you moved on" I was like "...FUCK" afterwards though. I THOUGHT GUYS WERE SIMPLE MINDED.
I STILL HAVENT FIGURED OUT WHO TOLD ME THAT LIE!!!!! .___. Anyway...

I'm tired (Nope..) good night.

Logic (Part 1)

"Oh great. Another valentines day. ALONE at HOME...Stupid party, Stupid..LONLINESS!" Xarah thought to herself before dropping her backpack on the floor. She sighed as she slipped to the floor reading the text from Alisha. "v-day prty @ Jen's! u ttly hav 2 come! see u ltr and bring a date!". It only depressed her as she kept reading. "If I show up by myself. I'll look like a complete fool." She mumbled. "Or maybe just a girl without a date...". "Who doesnt have a date" her mom came walking down the hall asking. "Just this. STUPID party Jen is having.... I have no one to go with.". Xarah mumbled while facepalming. "Go anyway dear! You could meet someone nice there!" Just the reply Xarah expected from her mother. "And besides. Me and your father are going out. you wouldnt want to be home alone. Would you?" Her mother shouted as Xarah began walking up the stairs- She didnt reply. "I'll be pounded with questions if I DONT go....I might as well...get it over with". Xarah said while beginning to feel a bit of excitement. She went through her closet looking for her best outfit. Jeans and a tank top that read "I LIKE TO PARTY ROCK. LOL" She felt like a complete dork. Bouncing around like cheerleader. She looked in the mirror before grabbing her purse and walking out the door. "I knew you we're going to go.." her mom taunted Xarah as she was in the kitchen making dinner for her younger sister. Over a thousand things scattered through Xarah's mind as the unbelievibly long-. 3 block walk to Jen's house. It was 8pm. Strangely most  of the streetlights werent on. Then suddenly a shadow appeared behind her. "Hello?" Xarah turned around and shouted. Seeing nothing. "My mind is just playing games on me" she thought.

Then she heard a voice.... TBC. (Oh. Arent I evil?)

Love has no logic.

- -"

KAY. GUY I LIKE RIGHT?

He has the NERVE to be all "You dont like me! you hate me!" and THEN when I ask him why. HE CANT GIVE ME A REASON.

I TRY TALKING TO HIM ALLLLLLLLL THE TIME. I shut up when things get quiet because I'm really cautious about bothering him. -HEADDESK-
DOESNT THAT......OVER EMOTIONAL....BLABBERING......ABATGAHALALABDH!!!!! KNOW I LIKE HIM STILL!? - -" JESUS!

WHO IS THE PERSON THAT TOLD ME GUYS WE'RE SIMPLE MINDED? BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE SMACKING THEM IN THE HEAD WITH A HAMMER UNTILL I CAN SEE THRIR BRAIN!!!! o___o;





Erm...
Anyway...

Hard to get...?

OH!!!! MY!!! GOD!!!! -JUMPS OFF COFFEE TABLE-

SO. I'M WATCHING JUNJOU ROMANTICA RIGHT? (Ep: 19 3/3 Eng sub!) AND AT THE END.
IN SUBTITLES IT SAYS "Love doesnt follow logic"
-THROWS GLASS VASE AGAINST WALL- I JUST REALIZED!!!
LOVE DOESNT FOLLOW LOGIC!!!!! BAAALRGAHAIAJANDSDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

.____. Kay...Anyway..Besides my discovery about love.

YOU KNOW WHAT. I THINK WHITNEY WAS RIGHT BEFORE. IS THIS DUDE PLAYING HARD TO GET? BECAUSE GOD!!!
THIS DUDE I'VE LIKED FOR A LONG WHILE NOW!!!! FIRST HES LIKE "I think your amazing! your also pretty!" THEN ITS LIKE "Haha your a good friend!" THEN ITS LIKE "I love you" then its like " Too busy and I wont talk to you for the next 24 hours. Bye!" then its like " -KISS KISS SMOOCH SMOOCH-. I love you!" Then its like "...What do you want now..?"
I MEAN WTF!!?!?!?!!!

And I know him. Hes NOT the type to say "I love you" unless he completely means it. .____.
But will I give up? NOT AT ALL! -Sigh-...
-Sad-.
o_____o;...
KAY. SO I GOT WISH TAGGED RIGHT? Just some thing me and some other bloggers do.
NOW. I gotta tell you 5 wishes..of mine.

1!: I wish that the guy I want...wants me also .___.
2!: A lifetime supply of VANILLA!!!! owo
3!: A new skateboard o3o;
4!: My dad to stop working 2 jobs o____O;
5!: MORE SELF CONFIDENCE!

I mean. -Dusts shoulders- I know I'm Tha Bomb and all but. I FEEL SO..INSECURE AROUND GUYS n___n;

k. I tag.
http://chrispy-cookies.blogspot.com/ !!!

Oh no! I'm falling for someone I dont even know!

WHOA. WHOA. WHOA. WHOA WHOA. HOLD UP. WAIT A MINUTE. LET ME PUT SOME BREAD, BACON, TOMATO, LETTUCE, MAYO AND GRILLED CHICKEN IN IT! (I'm hungry, So what >.>;;;) UHHHH... YEAHHH. Guys. Are weird man e___e;

KAY. So this guy. I met a few months ago. we KIIIND of friends. but....yeah o___o WE HUNG OUT TODAY. I'll refer to my... "Friend" as Dan. Then Dan's friend came along and started talking to us. I'll refer to him as Fred. K. So Dan is randomly flirting with me.... e__e;  HERES THE WEIRD PART. Fred starts bringing up how many girls Dan has dated in the past. (Dude. He dated more than me. THAN ME!!! And you've SEEN my dating record.) Dan then admits that he likes me. blah blah blah. and is hinting at "I should be his girlfriend" o____o; Fred starts teasing Danny by erm. "Flirting with me" also. He sits down right next to me, We start talking. I thought it was a friendly coversation. Then Dan gets up and walks away. I ask where hes going. Hes like "-FAKE TEARS- Your falling for him!" Fred is like "HAHA! I WON!!!" e___e; THEY start yelling at each other. I'm like "What the... I... hardly.. know either of you. the heck..."
TO MAKE THIS SHORTER. Danny now thinks I'm his girlfriend .___.; Maybe this is why (LETS REFER TO MY CURRENT CRUSH AS.... Nathan.) doesnt want to date me. Because people like Dan....?

-Sigh-.... Anyway. Its obivious Nathan is over me..... Gee. The guys I actually do like forget about me seconds after our breakup. Guys that I DONT like dont want to let me go - -"....
MAYBE I JUST FALL FOR WEIRDOS?....Probably >.>;;;;..

I lost sleep. RRRARAARRWRWRARARRR!

LETS TALK SHALL WE. We'll I'm cranky as a motherfucker since I lost 1 HOUR OF SLEEP LAST NIGHT! DO YOU KNOW WHAT I COULD HAVE DONE WITH THAT HOUR? Well.. I didnt really sleep last night anyway. No clue why I'm complaining actually. AND I'M PISSED OFF AT MY EX. o__o.
He...asked.. the other chick out. To get back and me. And to show me. How much I hurt him. (I'm so sorry I didnt know we were still together after 2 months of not speaking.... - -") I forgive him though. Kay.
Semi jugdement time. Uh. I was talking to my "Best friend" shes not really my best friend anymore. Since she kind of turned into a snobby ass b-.... Anyway. Shes dating my ex. Of course She always dates MY exes. Get your own fucking boyfriends. Anyway. Shes really...really...really...ghetto. I mean. Thinking shes some kind of gangster. Cant understand a word shes saying Ghetto .___.; and I'll refer to her Boyfriend as.... Sen.. e_e; Hes like. Really smart and sophisticated. Everyone and I mean everyone judges why hes with her. I've...questioned it a few times before. But eh. If he likes her, let him be happy~  But what really annoys me about what my friend does. She brags about how she dated my exes o_o She brags about. Lets refer to my group of friends as. Regina, Jenny, and Dena. She dated like. At least 3 of our exes. And brags about how she cheated on them/hurt them and they took her back whatever she did. (I guess she sucks cock that we-.... I totally shouldnt have said that. >.>; TOO LATE NOW) Whoa. New song addiction.

Big bang - Let me hear your voice. Why do people think its weird that I like Korean Pop....? Hmmm.. I'm done for now. End rant.

I wish I could stop caring.

"Because of you, I remember crying till dawn boy, I regret every time I think about you when my heart was too easy, huh boy?, I’m too good to throw away and too boring to have, You should’ve treated me better when we were together why are you clinging to me now" 2NE1 - I Dont Care Lyrics.

OH LOOK. ANOTHER EX PROBLEM! Its like its all piling up on me....  k. This guy I've been off and on with since August of 09. talked to me today and wanted to get back together. Too bad I'm with someone I dont even really like at the moment. He was mad. Nothing I'm not used to. Hes always angry about something .___.;
He called me annoying while we were dating. He calls my friends Skanks and Whores at random. ._.; -Sigh- Why do I f***ing want him then.. if I know how much of a douche he can be.
He asked some other girl out just to get back at me. Then he has the NERVE to ask me Why I'm mad. I'm mad because your dating another girl out of hurt. He said we'll get back together once he thought about it.

He actually means. Let me see if things work our between me and this other girl. and if they dont. I'm all yours. .... I'm sick of being someones second choice because the girl they wanted at first didnt feel the same.
I f***ing hate the power he has over me. He controls my emotions. Hes controling if we should be together.
He knows I hate it when someone has control over what I do or feel....
GAHHH!. AND THE GUY I'VE WANTED FOR A LONG TIME DOESNT LIKE ME BECAUSE MY "3903284327487324 BOYFRIENDS"! LIKE I TOLD HIM MANY OF TIMES BEFORE. THEIR JUST MY FRIENDS, HAVE BEEN FOR AWHILE AND ALWAYS WILL BE.
Freaking insecure...

Making out and Short Stories!?

Hmmm. I should write a new story. This time I'm actually aiming for something with... less comedy and action o___o; IDK. Maybe some Suspence! Romance! Angst! What? Those amazing stories on Quibblo inspired me! -GETS TO WRITING- But before I do that... I was talking to my friend Chantella a few days ago right? Blah blah he was talking about some dude she made out with... Then she asked me if I ever made out with anyone. Today... I was actually thinking... I ACTUALLY HAVE NEVER MADE OUT WITH ANYONE. e___e;;; Eh.Whats the rush, I'll do it...whenever. But hey. I already thought up A paragraph of my story. It took me awhile to debate the main characters Gender. I'm still debating.. if I come up with something better. I'll edit. (Atm. its untitled...)

Locked in my room...Hymming my own personal theme song. "Baby" By Justin Bieber... Why the hell do I like that guy? He probably didnt even reach puberty yet... I'm such a fucking loser, Sitting in my room talking to myself while all my friends are at Lexi's having the time of their lives, When did I become such an outkast.....And who is banging on my FUCKING DOOR!?" Aarah says while getting up opening the lime green door covered in posters of "Big Time Rush" and "2NE1". It was her mother, the woman she used to call her best friend untill she divorced her father. "What is it?" Aarah mumbled before jumping into her bed. "Why dont you go with your friends...?" Her mother spoke softly while touching Aarah's back. "Because...their NOT my friends. Their just a bunch of stupid people who dont even want me around.. and besides. Aaron is with them..." Aarah growled while stuffing her face with her pillow. "You dont really think that... you stopped being around them for Aaron.. and they thought you didnt want them around..." . "WHY do you even want me to go so badly!?" Aarah yelled before turning over. "I just want to see you happy dear..... But since your going. On the way home stop by Kroger and pick up some milk and eggs, your clothes are still on the sofa." Her mother stood up and said before walking out the door. "And have fun!" she closed the door. "...This is gonna be hell.." Aarah thought before getting up and running downstairs. She almost tripped dashing down the way she did. She grabbed her clothes and went back into her room. She looked in the mirror finding everything wrong she could with the outfit. "Its too blue..the pants dont have enough holes.......". She looked one last time before running out the door. It was cold and dark. "This street needs some damn lights..." She thought while crossing her arms trying to keep warm. She saw Lexi's house in full view and began sprinting. She reached the door step and took a deep breath before knocking on the door. "WOOO!!! ANOTHER PERSONNN! YEAH!" A girl wearing a pink party hat screamed before pulling Aarah in.. "That was odd.." she thought looking around for her friends. "I thought there would be more people" as she sat on the floor looking  at the group of 15. Jaden waved at her before Nathan slapped his hand down. "Were playing!....."

 Okay. Maybe that was..longer than a paragraph. But.. it was pretty good. Right?

What was I saying? Oh yeah. About the whole Making Out Thing. Or wait.... Crap. I forgot..

-goes to play watch TV-

Music, Disney stars and douchebags!

Dude. I'm not really that much of a Justin Bieber fan. BUT "BABY" IS THE BEST SONG EVER @___@ -FALLS OVER-.


o____o; Anyway. You know what I'm sick of? People ranting about how horrible The Jonas Brothers, Miley Cyrus, Twilight, and Justin Bieber are whenever their names are spoken, I mean dude. I dont care if you dislike them, Thats your opinion, But if you go on about "OH MY GOD!!!! THEIR SUCH FAGS!!!! THEY DESERVE TO FREAKING DIE! I HATE THEM!" whenever you hear their names, you sound like a complete douchebag. At least be respectful of what I like for jesus sake, I could hate your music with a passion, But you dont freaking hear me saying crap like "EWWW!!! THEIR SO GROSS!!!!! OH MY GOD!!! THEIR SONGS SUCK ASS! HOW DO YOU LIKE THEM!? EWWW!" because I know it'll upset you - -"
I'm also gonna talk about the people that think people that listen to mainstream songs are just losers who only listen to it because everyone else is. These people also only listen to unknown garage... rock bands because they think listening to it will make them more unique and cooler than everyone else. JESUS CHRIST! ITS JUST F***ING MUSIC! THIS IS MORE RETARDED THAN PEOPLE WHO NEVER SHUT THE HELL UP ABOUT HOW THEY HATE HOLLISTER & ABICROMBIE AND FITCH BECAUSE "ITS POPULAR" AND HOT TOPIC IS BETTER. DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE BUY HOT TOPIC CLOTHES? If your doing it to be "ORIGINAL" then you failed big time pal .___.;

-Sigh-....Ending rant..

If I could read minds.

-SIGH- More guy drama. RAAAWWWRRRR. I seriously dont want to turn my blog into some hate machine against my exes. BUT I NEED TO F***ING RANT RIGHT NOW.


KAY. GUY I USED TO LIKE. BLAH BLAH. WE REALLY LIKED EACHOTHER. HE ALWAYS. AND STILL DOES THINK THAT I DONT CARE ABOUT HIM. That includes the crap thats going on in his life. Something special hes proud of. ANYTHING! HE THINKS I DONT CARE ABOUT ANYTHING!
He thinks I have like.... 383893828273737 BOYFRIENDS! CRAP. I DONT HAVE ANY AT THE MOMENT. AND ITS BEEN LIKE THAT SINCE HE BROKE UP WITH ME!

JUST because I have these annoying little boys following me around that still make fart and poop jokes all the freaking time. DOESNT MEAN THEIR MY BOYFRIENDS! And WHY does he think I flirt with my guyfriends? DOES HE BELIEVE I'M SOME KIND OF WHORE!? I CANT FLIRT TO SAVE MY FREAKING LIFE. I TRIED FLIRTING WITH HIM (Him as in the guy i'm ranting about) BUT HE THOUGHT I WAS JUST BEING FRIENDLY! URGGG!!!!!

._. Kay end short rant.

HORRIBLE LOVE RANT.

o_o;;...

URG!!! I CANT FREAKIN BELIEVE IT! I HATE TALKING TO HIM! I HATE IT! I HATE IT! I HATE IT!!!!. What am I complaining about? I got in a long conversation with an ex boyfriend..
Yeah, The guy I spent 6 months getting over. I was finally at the point that I could say "Eh. Hes my past. I hope he has a good life. I'm totally moved on!" THEN BAM! He talks to me today - -".. I'll never and I mean never know why he thinks I dont care when hes upset/sad o____o; Like. He'll ask me "Whats up?" I tell him. I ask him how hes been doing. Hes all like "Good. Kind of depressed". I'm like "Awwww. Whats wrong?" Hes like "Nothing. Not like you care anyway" EVEN WHEN WE WERE DATING! He would do that.
And I'm like "If I cared I wouldnt have asked. Whats wrong?" Then he finally tells me. And its like hes embarrassed when he does - -" HE CONFUSES ME!!!!.

-Sigh-.... I mean... I'd be fine.. without being with him. But god... I still like talking to him.. and would like being more than friends... But... Yeah. He moved on....
I guess holding on to the silly thought that "Maybe he still likes me a bit!" keeps me going... e_e;

-Sigh-... Love sucks...

KAY MAN. LETS GET THIS BLOGGING THING GOIN.

UHHHH.....I dont remember rambling about the school i'm going to next year... but if I havent. Hear it is. I'M GOING TO A CHRISTIAN SCHOOOOOL. Yeahh! No more homeschool baby! This means.... I dont know. I'm just sick of homeschool - -" AND WHY THE HELL IS MIMS - Like This ON MY MP3!?
I dont even remember addin-... oh... wait a second. Yeah I do e____e; So anyway...
I WAS THINKING ABOUT.. My ex boyfriend Charlie o_o;.. Since yesterday we would have been together for a year. We dated for like... 7 months. We broke up because his friends always wanted him around and he was afraid of saying no to them e___e;;... I mean. It was like.. so much untill I would talk to him for like... 10 minutes aday and thats it.
-Sigh- I REMEMBER THE MEMORIES!. With all that.. Reggie and Charlie shit. And ej "Trying to help"
LIKE THAT TIME CHARLIE MET REGGIE... and ej "Tried" to help. It was actually some huge arguement. Reggie was still mad because I left him for Charlie. Then reggie was all "CHARLIE!!! YOU STOLE MAH WOMAN!!!". ._. Then ej is like "AW MAN. YOU GOTTA WIN YO WOMAN BACK MAYN!!!". I'm like "....Guys.. what the hell.." LOL and Charlie is like "I didnt steal her... she came to me. See look." Then he pushed me in front of him.

-Sigh- As you can see. I still like him - -".. Ej still tries to get me and him back together.. but hes a complete douchebag now e___e;. (T.I - Whatever you like" plays on MP3)
WHEN DID I ADD ALL THESE SONGS!?!?!?!?!?!? RRRRRAAARRRRRWRRRRERERERERr!!!!!!
.___.;

HOT EMO BOYS IN MY DAILY READS!

Kay...So... You've probably seen it alot on Blogger. Teenager girls making these "Love Stories" with these "Hot Emo Guys". Before you get the impression that I'm insulting them. HAHA NO. Their freaking addicting - -"
I thought it would be pretty dumb at first. But some of these girls are very good writers!.
-Applause to you- Like Allison and her 10 part series. "I'm Your SLAVE". And Sierra! With her 13 part series "Chains That Bind me". Renae and her 21 part series "7 Days". And last but not least. Olivia and her 11 part series "A night under the moon." .
"I'm your SLAVE" and "Night under moon" are the some of the best series I've ever read ;-;! I'll post links later. :D!!! Besides these girls amazing writing skills...
Kay. I was reading some short student flims on SexEtc.com. And like... 3 of them. are about "Absintence!? BUT WAITING IS HARD"

Am I the ONLY one who finds waiting for sex extremely easy? well.. maybe because.. theres no one that wants to have sex with me.. -Cough Cough-. BUT. EVEN THESE... HORNY... GUYS IN MY NEIGHBORHOOD. their like... freaking Freshmans and Sophmores and already lost their virginity to some random chick. I mean.. anyway. What the heck is having sex with a freaking. 13... 14 year old boy like anyway!? I MEAN... WHAT? THEY JUST DO WHAT THEY SEE IN PORN? (14 year old: Oh baby...... suck my shoes....Oh yessss!, 14 year old girl: I'm sorry.. what...?)
Okay.. so maybe that whole... sucking on shoes things only happens in lesbian porn. (Dont ask how I know this.. I mean... I DONT REALLY KNOW... what sex is like.. except from what I saw in porn.. And it is really misleading...Oh look.. its 12am.. I'll finish tommorrow.

Good-night my Lovers, Haters, And masturrrrrbatuuuurs!
(LOL I STOLE THAT FROM Shimmycocopuffs FROM YOUTUBE... you should seriously check out his videos... their awesome o_o)

Yeahhhh! Lets Daydream!

Wow... I blogged alot today. I GUESS I JUST HAVE LOADS OF SHIT I WANNA TELL YOU.
So for 9th grade... I GET TO GO NEW BIRTH CHRISTIAN ACADEMY! -Twirls around- WHEEE!
Why am I happy? That place has an awesome learning curriculum!. AND SOOOO MANY ACTIVITIES I CAN DO! WHICH ALSO HELPS THE COMMUNITY! My college applications will look AWEEESOME. I'm trying to Graduate when I'm 16 actually. owo WHAT? its possible! ANDDDD! I guess... i'll take a few college courses for art or try to get into Harvard! And I'm planning on joining the army when I'm 18 or when I finish college. DUDE.... WITH.. GRADUATING AT 16. HARVARD. ANDDDD BEING IN THE MILITARY ON MY JOB APPLICATION! I COULD GET SOOO MANY GOOD JOBS!

Okay.. maybe I'm getting a bit ahead of myself. So what? >.>; OH! Now I'm gonna ramble about my adult years! Whee! I'm planning to be a lawyer.. or a famous singer. (Well.. being a lawyer is easier... so..)
THENNN. all my life I'll save enough moneyyyy. I'll.. probably get married in my... early 30s? o_o
I'll have children and raise them blah blah blah blah. THENNNN! When my children grow up and have their own familes. I'LL TRAVEL THE FREAKIN WORLDDDD. Dude. I want to see Seoul, South Korea so freakin bad!!!!

-Sigh!!!-... well that was a nice dream. BACK TO REALITY!

Annoying people....

OKAY. So I'm gonna rant about something that has been bother me lately.


THIS GROUP OF ASIAN KIDS I KNOW THAT THINK THEIR BETTER THAN EVERYONE ELSE JUST BECAUSE THEIR ASIAN! Dear lord. they are so freaking annoying.... And they never pointing out how their Asian to everyone. "WHAT? I'M ASIAN!!!!", "I CAN SO THAT!!! ITS BECAUSE I'M ASIAN!", "I CANT DO THAT MAN. ITS BECAUSE OF MY ASIANESS", "I'M SO FREAKIN ASIAN!!! HAHAHA!!!". I mean... its like.. "Okay dude.. we get it.. your Asian... Shut up - -..." The worse thing is. They never leave me alone...  I could be talking with my friends and they could be around. I could say something like "My head was hurting so bad last night" and someone from their little... "Group" would say "Why should I care". WELL YOU DONT HAVE TO CARE! BECAUSE I WASNT TALKING TO YOU - -"

Jesus christ.. Sometimes I wonder if they actually think this or are they just saying all these things to boost their ego because their insecure.... And they ALWAYS have some crazy insult for me. They can do all these.. crazy childish things. If I say anything about it their like "YOUR JUST A LITTLE KID. STOP TRYING TO BE MATURE YOU STUPID TOT. YOUR SOOO IMMATURE!" ._.;;;... You see my point....

-Sigh-...End rant.

Georgia Sucks!

'I would love to talk to you in person, But I understand why that can't be, I'll leave you alone for good I promise,
If you answer this one question for me, I just wonder, Do you ever, Think of me, Anymore, do you?" Neyo - Do you lyrics.


KAY. Its... MONDAAAAY. What does that mean!? (The start of the week!?) YEAHHHHH! (Weeeewt! -Jiggle Jiggle!-) I cant freaking wait till High School o_o WHYYY?
Public school. Duhhhh! Why am I so excited about Public School? BECAUSE THAT MEANS NO MORE DAILY FIGHTS WITH MY MOM! Because... In homeschool... whenever I get a question incorrect. I get yelled at ._. Yeahhh! less stress for me baby! I've been stressing way to much lately o___o. Enough about that. I'm gonna rant about my horrible school system.

So. The person over all Georgia Public schools wants (Cathy Cox) Doesnt like my school. Why? Because she needs to fund all the money that is supposed to go to Georgia Public schools. to cover her own personal debt. And since my school (Georgia Virtual Academy) interfers with that... She already made my school change its name! Every other k12 school is called "(State Here) Virtual Academy" Noo. She had to change it to Georgia Cyber Academy. Because it interfered with other Georgia online schools. There is no other online school besides the online colleges.
._.; Exactly... That women is a freaking idiot. She went on "Are you smarter than a 5th grader" about a year ago. You know that show that comes on Fox? Yeah. She won one million dollars, She was supposed to give it all to the... something school for the deaf. Instead. She spent most of it covering her debts.
Jesus christ woman... if your in more than five hundred thousand dollars in debt... what the hell are you buying.... -Sigh- So yeah...

HOLD UP WAIT A MINUTE!

LET ME PUT SOME KOOL AID IN IT.

Someone. Called me a whore... WELL LETS SEE! me and my friends were talking about with race is hotter right? -Sigh- It was all "BLACK! ILTALIAN! BLACK! BRAZILIAN! BLACK! FRENCH! BLACK!" When I finally jump in and say "...Eh... their all right, those latinos are HAAAAWT though." I get this.. odd look.
And get called a whore. e____e;; What? Half my life I lived around latinos. Latinos at my school. Latinos at church, Latinos in the stores. I mean.. Gee. I wasnt trying to insult my own race .___. -Sigh- ANYWAY.

My school is going to Six Flags! I totally cant wait. I've only gone to Six Flags ONCE!
Also.. my dad has been..really angry lately.. Well.. more than before. I hate it, whenever my parents are upset. I always get treated horribly. Yelled at for no reason. told to clean this to that. While my brother just sits around told to do nothing e___e; I wish I had the type of parents that listened to their kids and actually helped them. If I tell them a problem, they give me a "Soulution" if I dont agree with it. They start yelling at me. And if I start trying to talk I'm being "Malnpulatetive". So yeah...

EXES, BEDS AND CHURCH!

SO... I was thinking about my exes (Odd.. whenever I listen to a T.I song I think of my exes..)

Uh. I was actually thinking about what I saw in each of them.

I'm over all of them. And I can actually remember what I saw in them o____o;; BECAUSE I HEAR ALOT OF WOMEN TALKING ABOUT "I never knew what I saw in him!" when they got dumped/dumped him.

So anyway. The water main in 301 broke - -" No water pressure untill 6pm. Well.. that what the repair...man..PERSON said. ._.; (I always thought it took longer. but if you can pull it off bro) So... Tommorrow is Friday. owo.. I'm gonna try to go skating with some friends from my school (Ohh! I still havent called Jillian!!)

(J Holiday's song "Bed" Starts playing e__e I never remember adding this song on mah playlist....) 

Odd. I'm actually looking forward to church sunday. Bishop Eddie Long's preaching is actually Interesting to me..... At least I dont have to wear a frilly dress with black dress shoes and stockings to church anymore...

My mom finally realized I was the only 8th grader dressed like that. >.>; (Me: MOMMM!!! NO ONE WEARS THIS ANYMORE!, Mom: SO!? YOU COULD LOOK NICER THAN EVERYONE ELSE! JUST BECAUSE EVERYONE ELSE LOOKS RAGGEDY DOESNT MEAN YOU HAVE TO ALSO! -We get to church-, -Sees every girl wearing a top, jeans and sneakers-, me: - -" I told you..., Mom: Shut up ._.;)

Ehh. I'm done ranting for the moment. -Leaves-

Guys and Incest!

Lets have some fun this beat is sick.. -Walks up to extremely attractive man. Grabs his tie. Pulls him in for a kiss and whispers "I wanna take a ride on your discostick"-

o___o. LOL OKAY DONT ASK ME WTF THAT WAS ABOUT. ( -Jiggle- e_e;;)

Uh.. So anyway. My friends.. are pushing me... to date this guy.. His friends.. are pushing him to date me. e__e WE DONT EVEN LIKE EACHOTHER. WE FREAKIN HATE EACH OTHER. THE ONLYYYYYYY AND I MEAN ONLYYY REASON THEY WANT US TO BE TOGETHER is because "We both act white" (well.. I'm so FREAKIN sorry that I aint talkin in dat pebonicz. braggin bout muh swag..talkin bout how all duh boyz liek how muh booteh shakes. LIKE THE REST OF YA'LL! ._.;;;) I mean. I was like "Hi" hes like "....What?" I'm like "...I was just saying high.. Jeez...." Hes all ".......Whatever.." e___e


OFF TOPIC: DID YOU KNOW THAT INCEST IS ILLGAL? I mean... it willl sound kind of funny in court (Judge: You, Justin Russo... will be sentenced to 2 years in prison, and 5 years probation for having intercourse with your sister, Justin: CORRECTION!, Judge: What?, Justin:  She gave me BJ. THEN we had intercourse, Judge: 2 YEARS AND 6 MONTHS IN PRISON!, Justin: What? A guy cant eat beef jerky with his sister before having intercourse with her!?!?!?)

ON TOPIC: He is..pretty hot and all but. Hes a complete jerk....

ABORTION RANT!

You know what... I've been thinking about something lately.
Aborton.
You know what I hate? These IDIOTS that are all for abortion because "Its our bodies, We can do what we want with them". I dont care who I offend, You get an abortion, Your a murderer.
Say, There was a pregnant woman crossing the street. Driver hits and kills woman by mistake. Driver can be charged with 2 murders. You could be wondering "2? Why 2!? Only 1 person was killed!" You also killed a baby, A poor baby that never even had a chance at life. What kind of sick bastard are you to actually have an abortion, geez. Your child could be the next Bill Gates, The next president. Your child could find a cure for Cancer, AIDs. But you'll never know, WHY? Because you freaking murdered it.
Rape victims shouldnt have abortions either-, Yes. Its very sad that tragic event happened to you, And I'm sorry. But thats still murdering a child.

And you know what, I've asked alot of people irl and online that supported Abortions. I told them "You know that abortion is murder right?" None of them had a responce besides "Its my body, I can do what I want with it".  ._.;; Freaking selfish...

YEAAHHHHH!!!......NOOOOO....

Dear lord.... Monday. My week off school has ended. At least I have no elluminate sessions this week <3 ( -HUGS AND KISSES FOR THE 5TH GRADERS THAT ARE TAKING THEIR WRITING TEST THIS WEEK -)

Okay. So I'm listening to "Be on you" by Neyo right? Whenever I hear that song I think of my Great Grandmothers funeral. Why? Because we were at her burial site. Everyone else went to go see. I couldnt bare to do so. I couldnt even look at her body in the church...... So I stayed in the car. Turned to a radio station. and that song was on. Yes. I know its about sex o_o;;;... But it still reminds me of that day. -Sigh- I never really knew her. But in the past 5 years I've been taking like... 2 trips a year to see her in Kentucky. So...
I think I was the only one In my family who wasnt crying. or all that sad... I mean... Im not like "She was old, she was gonna die anyway, So why cry?" I was just never that close to her. I thought I'd just be sad later on-
Since that how it is when someone normally dies. o_o;;;;  Like, My cousins death. I think for like. 4 days it didnt bother me one bit. She was shot. Some idiot thought it would be a great idea to play with a gun. (GEEZ! YOU THINK PEOPLE WOULD KNOW! THE DUDE WAS A FREAKIN TEENAGER OLD ENOUGH TO KNOW THAT GUNS GO BANG, GUNS KILL PEOPLE, YOU DONT PLAY WITH WEAPONS!!!!!!!) I mean, I was sad. But I wasnt really crying, Then I was cleaning up my room, Saw the necklace she got me for my 10th birthday in my drawer. I started bawling my fucking eyes out o_____o;;
So yeah...I didnt even go to her funeral. Well. I was AT the church. But I just didnt go in. So like, I waited outside..... o_________o;..

I hate afking while blogging, because when I come back, I dont feel like typing. -End-