Guy Rant!

Sorta depressed atm, Arent I doing my normal activity? Crying over a guy who could care less about me?
I suppose....
Wouldnt it be easier if we could just..forget our feelings for the people who hurt us?... I wouldnt be in my depression right now I'll tell you that. Something im realizing- Im cursed, I just completely suck when it comes to guys. What pisses me off the most EVERYONE thinks they know whats "wrong" with me.
"Oh! Your just like every other girl!", "You talk to much!", "You flirt with other guys!". Gee. Thanks so called friends .____.;;; -Sigh- You might not care, But I feel the need to vent. So. Heres what normally happens in my relationships. Guy meets me, Guy flirts with me, Guy asks me out, Guy thinks im the most awesome thing ever. Sounds pretty good so far right?, Guy gets to know me more, This goes 3 ways. Guy thinks im a retard and wants nothing to do with me. Guy is annoyed by me and ignores me forever. OR This happened a few times. Guy completely likes me for who I am. BUT A RANDOM FRIEND OF MINE FINDS SOME WAY TO FUCK IT ALL UP! I tend to annoy people alot... and I mean alot...But the worst thing is. Half the guys I annoy dont even have to balls to tell me "Its over" They have to just fucking ignore me or hide from me. And Im.. just pissed off for months if a friend fucks up my relationship....
I guess..
I vented enough.. o__O