Sad..? Yep..

-Sigh-... Im.. confused. I should be in bed, Since I have that writing test tomorrow... but.. I feel like venting..
So.. I told... Kev.....and Makayla.. About how I completely suck when it comes to guys right? And how Im always getting dumped? Its funny- Everyone knows why I keep getting dumped. Except me...the problem is.. everyone goes on about the negative about me, And then doesnt tell me the positive. Or.. maybe their is no positive o__o
Anyway, Kev said the reason.. I cant keep a boyfriend.. is because, Im fake. o___o..
o___o Yepp... Im.. "Fake". Wanna know why Im "Fake"? Because. "I dont really like Korean pop, Korean Culture or anime, I just say things like that to make it look like im different from everyone else. I try to hard at being funny and im never serious, I dont know how to be romantic- Ever. And I talk behind my boyfriends back"...... What?..... Dude.. I actually do like Korean pop. I could probably name off every mainstream Korean pop artist right now... I find the Korean language interesting... so. I listen to the music.. but.. I also like.. Techno... R&B... Heavy metal....Rock..And.. Im not a big fan of anime.... I watch animes sometimes, but.. Im not all that into it.. I dont.. try being funny, or random... I just am.. I like making people laugh, Is that bad...? And I always try adding humor during serious situations.... sometimes.. I dont.. but...So what.. I suck.. at romance...And.. I do not talk behind my boyfriends back. Okay. Sometimes when an ex annoyed me I'd say something like "Dear god... that bonehead..." Or "Gahhh...that idiot". I probably shouldnt do that, But alas. I say it to myself.... Oh... and what Makayla said.... was.. just. Evil .____.
Well.. according to her..."You dont know how to be a loving girlfriend! You always find a way to mess everything up! You cheat! You lie! And you never know when to shut up, You annoy people and then you turn emo and expect sympathy!" o_____________o Well yeah.. I do.. mess up.. alot. But I stopped cheating like what..? 8 months ago? I dont lie.... and well.. I do.. annoy alot of people... but..
And geez, Being sad sometimes is apart of life. Why the hell do some people confuse sadness with... Emo-ness... .____.;; Anyway. I mean, Is there anything, And I mean anything good about me!!?
Like.. I dont know.. personality! Views on life!......-Sigh-... I tend to confuse myself.