ABORTION RANT!

You know what... I've been thinking about something lately.
Aborton.
You know what I hate? These IDIOTS that are all for abortion because "Its our bodies, We can do what we want with them". I dont care who I offend, You get an abortion, Your a murderer.
Say, There was a pregnant woman crossing the street. Driver hits and kills woman by mistake. Driver can be charged with 2 murders. You could be wondering "2? Why 2!? Only 1 person was killed!" You also killed a baby, A poor baby that never even had a chance at life. What kind of sick bastard are you to actually have an abortion, geez. Your child could be the next Bill Gates, The next president. Your child could find a cure for Cancer, AIDs. But you'll never know, WHY? Because you freaking murdered it.
Rape victims shouldnt have abortions either-, Yes. Its very sad that tragic event happened to you, And I'm sorry. But thats still murdering a child.

And you know what, I've asked alot of people irl and online that supported Abortions. I told them "You know that abortion is murder right?" None of them had a responce besides "Its my body, I can do what I want with it".  ._.;; Freaking selfish...

YEAAHHHHH!!!......NOOOOO....

Dear lord.... Monday. My week off school has ended. At least I have no elluminate sessions this week <3 ( -HUGS AND KISSES FOR THE 5TH GRADERS THAT ARE TAKING THEIR WRITING TEST THIS WEEK -)

Okay. So I'm listening to "Be on you" by Neyo right? Whenever I hear that song I think of my Great Grandmothers funeral. Why? Because we were at her burial site. Everyone else went to go see. I couldnt bare to do so. I couldnt even look at her body in the church...... So I stayed in the car. Turned to a radio station. and that song was on. Yes. I know its about sex o_o;;;... But it still reminds me of that day. -Sigh- I never really knew her. But in the past 5 years I've been taking like... 2 trips a year to see her in Kentucky. So...
I think I was the only one In my family who wasnt crying. or all that sad... I mean... Im not like "She was old, she was gonna die anyway, So why cry?" I was just never that close to her. I thought I'd just be sad later on-
Since that how it is when someone normally dies. o_o;;;;  Like, My cousins death. I think for like. 4 days it didnt bother me one bit. She was shot. Some idiot thought it would be a great idea to play with a gun. (GEEZ! YOU THINK PEOPLE WOULD KNOW! THE DUDE WAS A FREAKIN TEENAGER OLD ENOUGH TO KNOW THAT GUNS GO BANG, GUNS KILL PEOPLE, YOU DONT PLAY WITH WEAPONS!!!!!!!) I mean, I was sad. But I wasnt really crying, Then I was cleaning up my room, Saw the necklace she got me for my 10th birthday in my drawer. I started bawling my fucking eyes out o_____o;;
So yeah...I didnt even go to her funeral. Well. I was AT the church. But I just didnt go in. So like, I waited outside..... o_________o;..

I hate afking while blogging, because when I come back, I dont feel like typing. -End-

UNPOSTED SUNDAYS POST!?

-Sigh-

K. So I didnt blog yesterday about Church, (I didnt post my complaint about doctors either...Ah well!) But anyway. I went to sunday school. I NOOOORMALLY dont do that so e_e;
I had no idea where I was supposed to go....Dude. New birth is freaking huge. I mean.
The size of 3 super walmarts huge. So then I ended up having these Juniors lead me to my class..... `They wouldnt stop running >.> (I CANT RUN IN HEELS OKAY!?)
Then when I got there, We stared talking about "These pair of shoes we saw in the mall but couldnt get" Every chick in the room talked about the shoes they wanted o_o;; I dont really know much about shoes... I just pick up whatever is my size, looks good, and is under 20$. (Yes. I get 20$ shoes. AJ Wright FTW.) And then we had to imagine our "Wedding day" the room went wild o_o; Everone had it planned out, The colors, The bridemaids, the guests, the location, The man. According to half the room "Their wedding is going to be somewhere tropical and the man is going to be rich and light skinned" (What is with black girls and light skinned dudes... I guess thats why Kavon is admired so much... BUT IDC WHAT ANYONE SAYS, THOSE DARK SKINNED GUYS ARE FREAKING HAWT!) And then the "Teacher" talked about how we got all caught up in the future that we ignored the present and thats what happens alot and we forget what god says.. Okay, Im not good at explaining, It makes way more sense if you were actually there. THEN IT WAS OVER. We went into this...looked like a theater.  Ah, Im tired. Enough for now.

Damage...?

"I tried every remedy and nothing seems to work for me, Baby, baby this situations driving me crazy, And I really wanna be your lady, But the one before you left me so damaged" Danity Kane - Damaged Lyrics (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mh7Zs-xESJ0)

-Sigh- I'm kind of feelings weird..about an ex. Giving the whole story. We met, Instant connection, 3 weeks later, we started dating. He says he loves me, I feel the same. My awesome over-protective bestie scares him. He starts doubting our relationship. We have problems, He gets really busy and we go days without speaking, hes in the process of moving on while im thinking of him a 493328292982939 times aday. Bam, We talk, everythings great, We go 3 weeks without speaking, We talk, He believes I wasnt faithful to him and that I was flirting with other guys- When I wasnt, I stop talking to him as much, Because Im afraid of annoying him...He comes back, And is now around all the time, I think were finally gonna be happy together again, Turns out. Hes completely moved on and has his eyes on another chick. This all happened over a course of 6 months... -Sigh-  I keep thinking "Why does he want me anyway...he has tons of chicks that want to be his girlfriend...flirting with him...obbessing over him, Me and him dont even have anything in common. Why does he want me!!? Im always getting rejected anyway! Im a horrible person!!" ... Me and him are totally cool now and all. But....it drained my self-esstem.


My friend thinks its her fault. And I'd be happy with him right now if she didnt butt-in. Truth is...we would have had our problems anyway, Those breaks without us talking made him move on... Im not mad at him or anything. Im just.......Hurt mostly.


-SIIIIGH-

Valentines day! Finally Over!

Okay, Oh so exciting Valentines day! Alot of...problems. But. Yeah o____o;
Well I went to church first- Bishop Eddie Long was preaching about Love. I've realized. Now that Im getting older. I actually listen and can relate to what hes saying. He was also preaching about Forgiveness. Which is something I need to do myself. Ah. Anyway.

When I got home, This little 7 year old boy that lives upstairs ran to me with a flower and said "Your Pretty! Be my Valentine!?!?!?" It made my entire day! And then later on....Brandon told me he liked me o______o;
I would tell one of my friends this. But the only thing they'll say is "TOLD CHA SO!!!" .___.
Also. India called me goth LOL Why? I painted my nails black and wore fingerless gloves to church. Hey- I like Black nail polish. and I like fingerless gloves! 1. For Fashion 2. I hate gloves/mittens because its hard to move my fingers. So yeah, At least my wrists and palms can stay waaaaarm.
Oh. And my Facebook account got disabled

But ahhh......End rant... Good night :3

Movin on babeh!

(Hey before you read. Click this link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WXBOKVds_6g or go to youtube and search "Panic! At the disco - New perpective" and play it while reading)

So. The guy I love told me he only likes me as a friend and hes moved on. Eh... I cried for a bit. But now I feel like this....huge weight has been lifted. I can finally move on. LIKE. THAT CUTIE CASHIER AT DOLLAR TREE WHO LOOKS ABOUT 24! IM TOTALLY GONNA FLIRT WITH YOU NEXT TIME I COME IN. My master plan? (Me: Hello, Cashier: Hello..-Rings up items- That will be 4.07$, Me: Kay -Gives cash- Thank chuuu, Cashier: Have a nice day!). SEE! Thats some hardcore flirting right there dude.


Oh yeah. I got my hair did yo. Lol. new hairstyle. Everyone thinks I look different.
My brother said I look like the Black Lady Gaga. e____e;;... Uh. Anyway.

Whitney is kinda right. I should totally try to find a boyfriend o________o;.
(-Goes outside wearing shirt reading "SINGLE"-)...Wow...I'd have every horny guy in the neighborhood at my doorstep - -"

Im tired of typing, GOOOOOD NIIIIIGHT.

HAPPY FEBRUARY 13TH.

"Blame it on the girls that know what to do, Blame it on the boys that were hitting on you, Blame it on your mother for the things she said, Blame it on your father but you know hes dead" Mika - Blame it on the girls Lyrics.

Ahhh... the day before Valentines day. Well Im going to dinner tommorrow o_o At that Midevil times resturant in...Atlanta? Im not sure whereeee it is. But it should be fun. Hair appointment in an hour and 30 minutes.
Dude its still snowing like mad. I'll take more useless photos once I leave the house... Anyway.
Friends making me feel left out. The stupid thing is- Their doing it on purpose. "Oh Kris! You dont have a Valentine? You should have talked to Brandon....". "Kris doesnt have a boyfriend? HAHA BUT ITS ALMOST VALENTINES DAY!!!!". "Shes gonna spend another Valentines day alone! She SHOULD have called up Brandon!!!!" DEAR LORD. When will people realize I do not like Brandon. AND SECOND! I hate how my friends talk like were freaking 18 year olds. Were still minors. I'm so sorry I dont have this huge romantic evening planned with the man of my dreams - -" I mean so what if I dont have a Valentine? Why do they care so much!? Gaaaah. See look. Now Im pissed off. -Pout- (o___O Anyway)

Im looking up hairstyles online....... I feel like doing something different with my hair.. ALSO. I BOUGHT ALL THIS MAKE-UP AT THE BEAUTY SUPPY STORE RIGHT? I spent like 30$
Then when I got home. I remembered... I dont even like Make-up.
Well.. I dig Eyeliner and Lip gloss (Even though I rarely use it....) But I bought crap like Blush, Lipstick, Mascara, Shimmer... Blaaaah. I should...really get a job o__o; I need more cash...
My dad says I dont have to get a job untill im 17 but I'm not gonna be a High school senior asking my dad for 10$ I'm gonna blow on Candy. I feel like rambling. So this entry is gonna be longer. ( -Holds up hands- Like....5 inches longer....LOL!!!!!! e___e; Yes was aiming for something perverted)

ALICEEE..told everyone I was a Lesbian, Which is totally not true. The stupidest thing? Keith came up to me talking about "How I better not flirt with his girlfriend". He seemed to get reeeeally pissed off when I told him "Dont get your testicles in a knot. No one wants your ugly girlfriend. Geez." What? I dont like his girlfriend okay? e_e; ...Uh. Okay. End rant. -End-

 I TRIED DRAWING MYSELF. LOOK.



Yeeeah....Im so Pro...

2am POST?

His breath on my neck, Hands around my waist, The tempure rises while a smell of Passion enters the room. "How can I fall for one so easily.....".

-Erases from notebook- God, I wish people would stop requesting Yaoi stories from me... I need to focus on my Dramatic Comedy writings - -" Even though writing one fiction wouldnt hurt. But I suck at that kind of stuff.e___e So...
(Btw. Yes the phrase above was something I just wrote. No no I dont know that crap from exprience .___."")
Anyway,. Guess whats tommorrow? VALENTINES!

Still single. So no Valentine for me. owo. I have a hair appointment tommorrow at 9am. So I should be sleeping. But...Im a Vampire. I prefer sleeping in the daytime Tyvm. I MEAN. DUDE I HAVE THIS EXCITING NIGHT LIFE! So maybe my "Night life" Is just me Watching TV or sitting at my computer... But when Everybody hates chris comes on and "Blame it" comes on the internet radio. IT GETS CRAZY MAN!!! (Wow. I am a Loser.) Well.. Im tired....-End-

Guys! Snow! Ranting! DONUTS!

Remember that One day, I held your hands then I kissed your lips then I told you , Our love was meant to be and always will forever - Big bang - Make Love Lyrics.











As you can tell by the song lyrics posted, Im feeling a bit down o___o; WELL THE GUY I LOVE IS CONFUSING ME. ITS COLD!. AND  IM BORED. But today was kind of good..
It snowed. owo I haz Photos! (If you live in a place that rarely gets snow, You can see how this is exciting)









And also. Still problems with Parents, Geez. my Mom is pissed at dad because he cant get off from work anytime she wants him too. - -" Also. I feel like ranting.
You know what I HATE? (Georgia Laws?) Yes. And.
GUYS THAT FLIRT WITH OTHER CHICKS BUT ARE READY TO KICK A DUDE'S ASS IF THEY EVEN SPEAK TO THEIR GIRLFRIEND.
I mean...WTF!! IT MAKES NO FREAKIN SENSE! I also hate chicks who think they can date whatever guy they want only because their "Really Pretty" e___e; Like this one Ho I know. She is really pretty. People always tell her she looks like a "Doll" but shes a little stuck up whore because of it. And shes always bragging about "How her boyfriend will never leave her because he hasnt ever dated a chick as pretty as me". She acts like a bitch to EVERYONE, NO ONE knows why. And shes only friends with other girls that act like bitches also. And her friends also brag about their looks. And also... Last complaint.

Why. Do all these Horrible and bitchy girls get these amazing guys? And girls that are actually pretty great search high and low for these amazing guys get only get trash...? Urg...more Mysteries of the world. Im done ranting for the night. Bai .___.;

VALENTINE BLUES?!

DUDE! VALENTINES DAY IS SUNDAY! I HAVE NO VALENTINE! AHHHH!- Wait, This happens every year. o___o; Uh anyway. You know something else? Guys are so confusing, OKAY, THIS DUDE I'VE LIKED FOR QUIET AWHILE.... Seems to show interest in me, Then doesnt, Flirts with me, Then talks about how cute another chick looks. I mean geez... Whitney thinks hes just playing hard to get. I've always hated when people do that.... Why? I suck at games, DID YOU KNOW, I ONCE INJURED MYSELF WHILE PLAYING CANDYLAND? Yes. I did, Thats how bad I suck at games. (Well...Love games and Board games are different...but....) Im trying to work up the nerve to just say "YO. HERES THE DEALIO. IMA ASK YOU IF YOU LIKE ME, YOUR GONNA ANSWER HONESTLY, IIGHT? K, SHOOT. YOU LIKE ME? K BABY LETS GET MARRIED, WACHOWWW!"" (Yes. Wachoww is my new catchphrase)
Also. I found it weird today... I was watching TV with my mom and dad. We have comcast so we were gonna watch Meet the Browns "On Demand" It took awhile to load. And suddenly my mom just got up, stormed off to her room saying "HOPE YOUR HAPPY TOGETHER!" dad tried to grab her hand, She slapped it away and slammed the door. o___o. Geez, Its like whenever I try to do anything with my dad my mom gets mad......-Sigh-
I guess this ends this post. BAI

Suicide mouse....?

Im...Creeped out atm. o_o
I saw this video on youtube called "suicide mouse" is some 1930's mickey mouse cartoon, under review by this guy named Marvin..Martin something, He thought it was only a mickey mouse walking montage. The clip is 1 minute and 45 seconds long, at last thats what he thought before he uploaded it to his computer. Then he uploaded the file to his computer, Realized it was actually 9 minutes and 4 seconds long, Since the video turns to black for about 4 or 5 minutes, Everyone else who saw it thought the clip was over and turned it off. At 6 minutes you hear this mumbling o_o Then Mickeys face disapears. Then you hear this screaming...Then at 7 minutes you hear the most disturbing scream ever..Like a girl being murdered slowly o_o. Then The buildings mickey was walking past turn to a blur...then after awhile everything starting moving around..... You see these tiny cartoons buildings moving everywhere...But in the background, it appears to be a real life girl, screaming. Then you see this...Night-visioned face, Have you ever seen a persons face after acid has been thrown on it? Thats what it looks like. Its not really all that scary, its more disturbing than anything. If your easily scared I highly suggest not searching it on youtube.
I think the video is fake actually. But still..its really disturbing. and Im shaking just thinking about it o_o (Well...Im a wimp so. >.>). My dad came behind me and saw what I was watching. Hes like "...Whats that screaming?" Then at the very end, Mickey mouse face appears. But its blurred. And dad is like "...Krista turn this mess off". I did, Without arguement o_o Its so...weird.. Im still thinking about it. Why Am I talking about this anyway? o_____o;;. Dude. I was gonna try scaring my friends with this.
Then, The more I watched the video...the more scared I got. And realized yeahh. I didnt want to do that.... o_o;;

DID I ACTUALLY...DEDICATE...A WHOLE BLOG POST.TO THIS TWISTED VIDEO? e____e;; Yeah I guess I did.

VALENTINES DAY? WHATTT?

 Yep. e____e since..im so young, the only thing I like about Valentines day coming every year is the sales on candy the day after (DUDE!? THOSE PRICES ARE FREAKING CRAZY AFTER VALENTINES DAY! LIKE, 50% OFF ON EVERYTHINGGGGGG!) Anyway o___o; This year, I have no Valentine. owo. Well..even though Im dating this one guy.. I havent talked to him in like a month. I hope hes okay o___o;
Thats the downside about online relationships.... Your probably thinking "WHAT!? ONLINE DATING!? THAT IS SOOOO UNSAFE!!! YOUR DATING A PEDOFILE!" I could care less atm actually. .__.;;;;
-Sigh- Uh, everyone else seems to find Valentines easily- But me, DUDE, I REMEMBER WHEN IT WAS SO EASY TO ME TO GET GUYS! IRL AND ONLINE, Too bad Karma caught up with me. e___e;
Or, Maybe I just suck...... o____o. -Cough- UH MOVING ON....
Listening to these....Big bang songs about LOVE and HEARTBREAK are NOT helping my mood atm actually.......I MEAN, I KNOW SO MANY SONGS THAT ARE ABOUT LOVE, FINDING LOVE, TRYING TO KEEP LOVE, LOSING LOVE.
Yet... Im sick of hearing songs from these 18-20 year old girls singing about how hot and fly they are and all the boys want some.....So yeah. >.>
 (THEN YOUR PROBABLY WONDERING WHY I LIKE GIRLICIOUS...whatever happened them anyway, I heard a long time ago they were big in Canada o___o)

Im out of crap to ramble about.....-End-

If you dont believe me, your prob dude.

-Sigh-..
ARE ALL MY EX BOYFRIENDS DOUCHEBAGS!? (Well...Reggie and Brandon are pretty cool...but.) I MEAN, ALL THE REST!? LETS SEE, I SAW 1 EX 4 FREAKIN TIMES TODAY, DIDNT SAY HI TO ME ONCE. I mean, I wasnt expecting me and him to have a long friendly conversation, BUT COME ON!/ WILL IT KILL HIM TO SAY HEY!? AND ANOTHER EX. I THINK HE PISSED ME OFF THE MOST!! HE WONT EVEN LOOK ME IN THE EYE! ITS LIKE HES FREAKING SCARED!!!! .___. Enough about my past...romances. e___e;;

You know what I hate....when you date someone, they are completely AMAZING and then someone comes along and destroys it..... Urg.. Im about to get depressed..-Ends blog-

No comic today guys...

This is one ignorant Mom...

http://www.parentsconnect.com/connect/boards/general/teen/chat_it_up_thread.jhtml?tID=88997

According to this article, EVERY TEENAGE GIRL IN THE WORLD IS LOOKING "For their Edward"

Dude.. really? One of the stupidest things I've ever read.  This crazy chick who wrote the article needs to calm down, ITS A FREAKING BOOK, A BOOK! A BOOK MADE FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT! YOUR NOT SUPPOSED TO TAKE IT SERIOUSLY, YOU KNOW WHY? ITS A FREAKING BOOK!!!! Geez, Its obivious Edward and Bella dont have a healthy relationship! All that Edward ditching Bella, leaving Bella, hurting Bella, ITS FOR ENTERTAINMENT! Now who wants to read a story about a happy teenage couple, With a great relationship with no conflict? Uh, NO ONE!!!

.
"She could have made Bella a stronger heroine for girls to look up to,
could've made her less of a doormat and more of an independent young
woman. Instead she writes Bella as a girl who is clumsy and desperately
seeks the attention of the attractive, broody young man in her class.
The young man that, despite her better judgement AND his insistence

that she stay away, eventually controls her whole life."


IT IS A BOOK! What? The writer is awful because she didnt try to change young girls lives with the power and popularity of her novel!? 



The way that the books are phrased make it seem like abuse is ok, and I
can't condone it. He yanks Bella around on various occasions, even
ignores her wishes and/or protests. If anyone has taken Psych at any
point, you know the patterns of abusive relationships. This is a
TEXTBOOK case of an abusive relationship. You may say that I'm reading
too far into it, that the twilight series is just a guilty pleasure
read for funsies.

Its supposed to be read for "funsies" only. Like I said over 5 times, ITS A FREAKING BOOK!!!!


Okay, End Rant.

Mystery Woman + Public school = o_____O;;

Geez, I need to post more...
ANYWAY! MY MOM SAID.... I COULD GO TO PUBLIC SCHOOL, FOR FRESHMAN YEAAAAAAR. o_____o. Well... being homeschooled since 1st grade, You see how this is kinda exciting to me right? My mom thinks Im gonna act "SUPER CRAZY AND HORNY". Geez.... I really hate it how some of my friends think I'm some alien who knows nothing about the world just because I'm homeschooled. Alice...even tried to "TEACH ME HOW TO BE IN PUBLIC SCHOOL" HOW THE HELL YOU GONNA TEACH ME HOW TO BE IN..... .____. It was so retarded, (Alice: Do you know what homework means?, Me: ....Dude..What?, Alice: Do you know what homework means?, Me: OF COURSE I KNOW WHAT HOMEWORK MEANS!!!!!!!!!, Alice: .... Do you know what lunch time is?, Me: ...... )

You see my point... OH WELL. HERES YOUR DAILY COMIC CREATED BY MYSTERY WOMAN TO BRIGHTEN YOUR DAY.