Damage...?

"I tried every remedy and nothing seems to work for me, Baby, baby this situations driving me crazy, And I really wanna be your lady, But the one before you left me so damaged" Danity Kane - Damaged Lyrics (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mh7Zs-xESJ0)

-Sigh- I'm kind of feelings weird..about an ex. Giving the whole story. We met, Instant connection, 3 weeks later, we started dating. He says he loves me, I feel the same. My awesome over-protective bestie scares him. He starts doubting our relationship. We have problems, He gets really busy and we go days without speaking, hes in the process of moving on while im thinking of him a 493328292982939 times aday. Bam, We talk, everythings great, We go 3 weeks without speaking, We talk, He believes I wasnt faithful to him and that I was flirting with other guys- When I wasnt, I stop talking to him as much, Because Im afraid of annoying him...He comes back, And is now around all the time, I think were finally gonna be happy together again, Turns out. Hes completely moved on and has his eyes on another chick. This all happened over a course of 6 months... -Sigh-  I keep thinking "Why does he want me anyway...he has tons of chicks that want to be his girlfriend...flirting with him...obbessing over him, Me and him dont even have anything in common. Why does he want me!!? Im always getting rejected anyway! Im a horrible person!!" ... Me and him are totally cool now and all. But....it drained my self-esstem.


My friend thinks its her fault. And I'd be happy with him right now if she didnt butt-in. Truth is...we would have had our problems anyway, Those breaks without us talking made him move on... Im not mad at him or anything. Im just.......Hurt mostly.


-SIIIIGH-