To Act If Nothings Wrong!

Well...
Tonight was..odd o___o

There was this huge street fight outside. The police we're called and everything, People getting arrested. IT WAS AWESOME! -Cough- I mean... Kay. So I'm going to public school next year right?
Well. A christian school..but. you get my point.-SIGH-

KAY. TOMMORROW! I SWEAR! I'M GONNA WALK UP TO THAT GUY I HAVE A MAJOR CRUSH ON! AND BE LIKE "HEY? I LIKE YOU, YOU FEEL THE SAME? HUH? If you DONT tell me RIGHT NOW and I'll actually TRY moving on!!!!".

Chances are he'll say. "Sorry. We're only friends!" Even though I found it odd.. He seemed like. He actually cared e____e; Actually asking how I was feeling/how my day went/what Did I plan on doing this weekend without me asking first. He hasnt done this since we broke up o____o; I'M HOPEFUL!

I hope it's not gonna be like the first time I asked him if he still had feelings for me....
Actually. EJ asked for me .___. I thought he was joking- Since. LOL...Ej kind of. Fears my ex. (THIS "EX" needs a name. I say its Aaron.) Well. Ej fears "AARON" a bit. It was so retarded... I didnt know what happened untill hours later when I was talking to Aaron and he was like "Your brother asked me if I still loved you..." I had like. 2 seconds to come up with this fake cover story. At the end I was like "Yeah. Thats why...Sorry. I've moved on..." I mentioned the "I moved on part" so he wouldnt think I was some..freak for still liking him after all the time we havent spoken. o___o; He seemed a bit sad. He was like "I'm glad you moved on" I was like "...FUCK" afterwards though. I THOUGHT GUYS WERE SIMPLE MINDED.
I STILL HAVENT FIGURED OUT WHO TOLD ME THAT LIE!!!!! .___. Anyway...

I'm tired (Nope..) good night.

Logic (Part 1)

"Oh great. Another valentines day. ALONE at HOME...Stupid party, Stupid..LONLINESS!" Xarah thought to herself before dropping her backpack on the floor. She sighed as she slipped to the floor reading the text from Alisha. "v-day prty @ Jen's! u ttly hav 2 come! see u ltr and bring a date!". It only depressed her as she kept reading. "If I show up by myself. I'll look like a complete fool." She mumbled. "Or maybe just a girl without a date...". "Who doesnt have a date" her mom came walking down the hall asking. "Just this. STUPID party Jen is having.... I have no one to go with.". Xarah mumbled while facepalming. "Go anyway dear! You could meet someone nice there!" Just the reply Xarah expected from her mother. "And besides. Me and your father are going out. you wouldnt want to be home alone. Would you?" Her mother shouted as Xarah began walking up the stairs- She didnt reply. "I'll be pounded with questions if I DONT go....I might as well...get it over with". Xarah said while beginning to feel a bit of excitement. She went through her closet looking for her best outfit. Jeans and a tank top that read "I LIKE TO PARTY ROCK. LOL" She felt like a complete dork. Bouncing around like cheerleader. She looked in the mirror before grabbing her purse and walking out the door. "I knew you we're going to go.." her mom taunted Xarah as she was in the kitchen making dinner for her younger sister. Over a thousand things scattered through Xarah's mind as the unbelievibly long-. 3 block walk to Jen's house. It was 8pm. Strangely most  of the streetlights werent on. Then suddenly a shadow appeared behind her. "Hello?" Xarah turned around and shouted. Seeing nothing. "My mind is just playing games on me" she thought.

Then she heard a voice.... TBC. (Oh. Arent I evil?)

Love has no logic.

- -"

KAY. GUY I LIKE RIGHT?

He has the NERVE to be all "You dont like me! you hate me!" and THEN when I ask him why. HE CANT GIVE ME A REASON.

I TRY TALKING TO HIM ALLLLLLLLL THE TIME. I shut up when things get quiet because I'm really cautious about bothering him. -HEADDESK-
DOESNT THAT......OVER EMOTIONAL....BLABBERING......ABATGAHALALABDH!!!!! KNOW I LIKE HIM STILL!? - -" JESUS!

WHO IS THE PERSON THAT TOLD ME GUYS WE'RE SIMPLE MINDED? BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE SMACKING THEM IN THE HEAD WITH A HAMMER UNTILL I CAN SEE THRIR BRAIN!!!! o___o;





Erm...
Anyway...

Hard to get...?

OH!!!! MY!!! GOD!!!! -JUMPS OFF COFFEE TABLE-

SO. I'M WATCHING JUNJOU ROMANTICA RIGHT? (Ep: 19 3/3 Eng sub!) AND AT THE END.
IN SUBTITLES IT SAYS "Love doesnt follow logic"
-THROWS GLASS VASE AGAINST WALL- I JUST REALIZED!!!
LOVE DOESNT FOLLOW LOGIC!!!!! BAAALRGAHAIAJANDSDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

.____. Kay...Anyway..Besides my discovery about love.

YOU KNOW WHAT. I THINK WHITNEY WAS RIGHT BEFORE. IS THIS DUDE PLAYING HARD TO GET? BECAUSE GOD!!!
THIS DUDE I'VE LIKED FOR A LONG WHILE NOW!!!! FIRST HES LIKE "I think your amazing! your also pretty!" THEN ITS LIKE "Haha your a good friend!" THEN ITS LIKE "I love you" then its like " Too busy and I wont talk to you for the next 24 hours. Bye!" then its like " -KISS KISS SMOOCH SMOOCH-. I love you!" Then its like "...What do you want now..?"
I MEAN WTF!!?!?!?!!!

And I know him. Hes NOT the type to say "I love you" unless he completely means it. .____.
But will I give up? NOT AT ALL! -Sigh-...
-Sad-.
o_____o;...
KAY. SO I GOT WISH TAGGED RIGHT? Just some thing me and some other bloggers do.
NOW. I gotta tell you 5 wishes..of mine.

1!: I wish that the guy I want...wants me also .___.
2!: A lifetime supply of VANILLA!!!! owo
3!: A new skateboard o3o;
4!: My dad to stop working 2 jobs o____O;
5!: MORE SELF CONFIDENCE!

I mean. -Dusts shoulders- I know I'm Tha Bomb and all but. I FEEL SO..INSECURE AROUND GUYS n___n;

k. I tag.
http://chrispy-cookies.blogspot.com/ !!!

Oh no! I'm falling for someone I dont even know!

WHOA. WHOA. WHOA. WHOA WHOA. HOLD UP. WAIT A MINUTE. LET ME PUT SOME BREAD, BACON, TOMATO, LETTUCE, MAYO AND GRILLED CHICKEN IN IT! (I'm hungry, So what >.>;;;) UHHHH... YEAHHH. Guys. Are weird man e___e;

KAY. So this guy. I met a few months ago. we KIIIND of friends. but....yeah o___o WE HUNG OUT TODAY. I'll refer to my... "Friend" as Dan. Then Dan's friend came along and started talking to us. I'll refer to him as Fred. K. So Dan is randomly flirting with me.... e__e;  HERES THE WEIRD PART. Fred starts bringing up how many girls Dan has dated in the past. (Dude. He dated more than me. THAN ME!!! And you've SEEN my dating record.) Dan then admits that he likes me. blah blah blah. and is hinting at "I should be his girlfriend" o____o; Fred starts teasing Danny by erm. "Flirting with me" also. He sits down right next to me, We start talking. I thought it was a friendly coversation. Then Dan gets up and walks away. I ask where hes going. Hes like "-FAKE TEARS- Your falling for him!" Fred is like "HAHA! I WON!!!" e___e; THEY start yelling at each other. I'm like "What the... I... hardly.. know either of you. the heck..."
TO MAKE THIS SHORTER. Danny now thinks I'm his girlfriend .___.; Maybe this is why (LETS REFER TO MY CURRENT CRUSH AS.... Nathan.) doesnt want to date me. Because people like Dan....?

-Sigh-.... Anyway. Its obivious Nathan is over me..... Gee. The guys I actually do like forget about me seconds after our breakup. Guys that I DONT like dont want to let me go - -"....
MAYBE I JUST FALL FOR WEIRDOS?....Probably >.>;;;;..

I lost sleep. RRRARAARRWRWRARARRR!

LETS TALK SHALL WE. We'll I'm cranky as a motherfucker since I lost 1 HOUR OF SLEEP LAST NIGHT! DO YOU KNOW WHAT I COULD HAVE DONE WITH THAT HOUR? Well.. I didnt really sleep last night anyway. No clue why I'm complaining actually. AND I'M PISSED OFF AT MY EX. o__o.
He...asked.. the other chick out. To get back and me. And to show me. How much I hurt him. (I'm so sorry I didnt know we were still together after 2 months of not speaking.... - -") I forgive him though. Kay.
Semi jugdement time. Uh. I was talking to my "Best friend" shes not really my best friend anymore. Since she kind of turned into a snobby ass b-.... Anyway. Shes dating my ex. Of course She always dates MY exes. Get your own fucking boyfriends. Anyway. Shes really...really...really...ghetto. I mean. Thinking shes some kind of gangster. Cant understand a word shes saying Ghetto .___.; and I'll refer to her Boyfriend as.... Sen.. e_e; Hes like. Really smart and sophisticated. Everyone and I mean everyone judges why hes with her. I've...questioned it a few times before. But eh. If he likes her, let him be happy~  But what really annoys me about what my friend does. She brags about how she dated my exes o_o She brags about. Lets refer to my group of friends as. Regina, Jenny, and Dena. She dated like. At least 3 of our exes. And brags about how she cheated on them/hurt them and they took her back whatever she did. (I guess she sucks cock that we-.... I totally shouldnt have said that. >.>; TOO LATE NOW) Whoa. New song addiction.

Big bang - Let me hear your voice. Why do people think its weird that I like Korean Pop....? Hmmm.. I'm done for now. End rant.

I wish I could stop caring.

"Because of you, I remember crying till dawn boy, I regret every time I think about you when my heart was too easy, huh boy?, I’m too good to throw away and too boring to have, You should’ve treated me better when we were together why are you clinging to me now" 2NE1 - I Dont Care Lyrics.

OH LOOK. ANOTHER EX PROBLEM! Its like its all piling up on me....  k. This guy I've been off and on with since August of 09. talked to me today and wanted to get back together. Too bad I'm with someone I dont even really like at the moment. He was mad. Nothing I'm not used to. Hes always angry about something .___.;
He called me annoying while we were dating. He calls my friends Skanks and Whores at random. ._.; -Sigh- Why do I f***ing want him then.. if I know how much of a douche he can be.
He asked some other girl out just to get back at me. Then he has the NERVE to ask me Why I'm mad. I'm mad because your dating another girl out of hurt. He said we'll get back together once he thought about it.

He actually means. Let me see if things work our between me and this other girl. and if they dont. I'm all yours. .... I'm sick of being someones second choice because the girl they wanted at first didnt feel the same.
I f***ing hate the power he has over me. He controls my emotions. Hes controling if we should be together.
He knows I hate it when someone has control over what I do or feel....
GAHHH!. AND THE GUY I'VE WANTED FOR A LONG TIME DOESNT LIKE ME BECAUSE MY "3903284327487324 BOYFRIENDS"! LIKE I TOLD HIM MANY OF TIMES BEFORE. THEIR JUST MY FRIENDS, HAVE BEEN FOR AWHILE AND ALWAYS WILL BE.
Freaking insecure...

Making out and Short Stories!?

Hmmm. I should write a new story. This time I'm actually aiming for something with... less comedy and action o___o; IDK. Maybe some Suspence! Romance! Angst! What? Those amazing stories on Quibblo inspired me! -GETS TO WRITING- But before I do that... I was talking to my friend Chantella a few days ago right? Blah blah he was talking about some dude she made out with... Then she asked me if I ever made out with anyone. Today... I was actually thinking... I ACTUALLY HAVE NEVER MADE OUT WITH ANYONE. e___e;;; Eh.Whats the rush, I'll do it...whenever. But hey. I already thought up A paragraph of my story. It took me awhile to debate the main characters Gender. I'm still debating.. if I come up with something better. I'll edit. (Atm. its untitled...)

Locked in my room...Hymming my own personal theme song. "Baby" By Justin Bieber... Why the hell do I like that guy? He probably didnt even reach puberty yet... I'm such a fucking loser, Sitting in my room talking to myself while all my friends are at Lexi's having the time of their lives, When did I become such an outkast.....And who is banging on my FUCKING DOOR!?" Aarah says while getting up opening the lime green door covered in posters of "Big Time Rush" and "2NE1". It was her mother, the woman she used to call her best friend untill she divorced her father. "What is it?" Aarah mumbled before jumping into her bed. "Why dont you go with your friends...?" Her mother spoke softly while touching Aarah's back. "Because...their NOT my friends. Their just a bunch of stupid people who dont even want me around.. and besides. Aaron is with them..." Aarah growled while stuffing her face with her pillow. "You dont really think that... you stopped being around them for Aaron.. and they thought you didnt want them around..." . "WHY do you even want me to go so badly!?" Aarah yelled before turning over. "I just want to see you happy dear..... But since your going. On the way home stop by Kroger and pick up some milk and eggs, your clothes are still on the sofa." Her mother stood up and said before walking out the door. "And have fun!" she closed the door. "...This is gonna be hell.." Aarah thought before getting up and running downstairs. She almost tripped dashing down the way she did. She grabbed her clothes and went back into her room. She looked in the mirror finding everything wrong she could with the outfit. "Its too blue..the pants dont have enough holes.......". She looked one last time before running out the door. It was cold and dark. "This street needs some damn lights..." She thought while crossing her arms trying to keep warm. She saw Lexi's house in full view and began sprinting. She reached the door step and took a deep breath before knocking on the door. "WOOO!!! ANOTHER PERSONNN! YEAH!" A girl wearing a pink party hat screamed before pulling Aarah in.. "That was odd.." she thought looking around for her friends. "I thought there would be more people" as she sat on the floor looking  at the group of 15. Jaden waved at her before Nathan slapped his hand down. "Were playing!....."

 Okay. Maybe that was..longer than a paragraph. But.. it was pretty good. Right?

What was I saying? Oh yeah. About the whole Making Out Thing. Or wait.... Crap. I forgot..

-goes to play watch TV-

Music, Disney stars and douchebags!

Dude. I'm not really that much of a Justin Bieber fan. BUT "BABY" IS THE BEST SONG EVER @___@ -FALLS OVER-.


o____o; Anyway. You know what I'm sick of? People ranting about how horrible The Jonas Brothers, Miley Cyrus, Twilight, and Justin Bieber are whenever their names are spoken, I mean dude. I dont care if you dislike them, Thats your opinion, But if you go on about "OH MY GOD!!!! THEIR SUCH FAGS!!!! THEY DESERVE TO FREAKING DIE! I HATE THEM!" whenever you hear their names, you sound like a complete douchebag. At least be respectful of what I like for jesus sake, I could hate your music with a passion, But you dont freaking hear me saying crap like "EWWW!!! THEIR SO GROSS!!!!! OH MY GOD!!! THEIR SONGS SUCK ASS! HOW DO YOU LIKE THEM!? EWWW!" because I know it'll upset you - -"
I'm also gonna talk about the people that think people that listen to mainstream songs are just losers who only listen to it because everyone else is. These people also only listen to unknown garage... rock bands because they think listening to it will make them more unique and cooler than everyone else. JESUS CHRIST! ITS JUST F***ING MUSIC! THIS IS MORE RETARDED THAN PEOPLE WHO NEVER SHUT THE HELL UP ABOUT HOW THEY HATE HOLLISTER & ABICROMBIE AND FITCH BECAUSE "ITS POPULAR" AND HOT TOPIC IS BETTER. DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE BUY HOT TOPIC CLOTHES? If your doing it to be "ORIGINAL" then you failed big time pal .___.;

-Sigh-....Ending rant..

If I could read minds.

-SIGH- More guy drama. RAAAWWWRRRR. I seriously dont want to turn my blog into some hate machine against my exes. BUT I NEED TO F***ING RANT RIGHT NOW.


KAY. GUY I USED TO LIKE. BLAH BLAH. WE REALLY LIKED EACHOTHER. HE ALWAYS. AND STILL DOES THINK THAT I DONT CARE ABOUT HIM. That includes the crap thats going on in his life. Something special hes proud of. ANYTHING! HE THINKS I DONT CARE ABOUT ANYTHING!
He thinks I have like.... 383893828273737 BOYFRIENDS! CRAP. I DONT HAVE ANY AT THE MOMENT. AND ITS BEEN LIKE THAT SINCE HE BROKE UP WITH ME!

JUST because I have these annoying little boys following me around that still make fart and poop jokes all the freaking time. DOESNT MEAN THEIR MY BOYFRIENDS! And WHY does he think I flirt with my guyfriends? DOES HE BELIEVE I'M SOME KIND OF WHORE!? I CANT FLIRT TO SAVE MY FREAKING LIFE. I TRIED FLIRTING WITH HIM (Him as in the guy i'm ranting about) BUT HE THOUGHT I WAS JUST BEING FRIENDLY! URGGG!!!!!

._. Kay end short rant.

HORRIBLE LOVE RANT.

o_o;;...

URG!!! I CANT FREAKIN BELIEVE IT! I HATE TALKING TO HIM! I HATE IT! I HATE IT! I HATE IT!!!!. What am I complaining about? I got in a long conversation with an ex boyfriend..
Yeah, The guy I spent 6 months getting over. I was finally at the point that I could say "Eh. Hes my past. I hope he has a good life. I'm totally moved on!" THEN BAM! He talks to me today - -".. I'll never and I mean never know why he thinks I dont care when hes upset/sad o____o; Like. He'll ask me "Whats up?" I tell him. I ask him how hes been doing. Hes all like "Good. Kind of depressed". I'm like "Awwww. Whats wrong?" Hes like "Nothing. Not like you care anyway" EVEN WHEN WE WERE DATING! He would do that.
And I'm like "If I cared I wouldnt have asked. Whats wrong?" Then he finally tells me. And its like hes embarrassed when he does - -" HE CONFUSES ME!!!!.

-Sigh-.... I mean... I'd be fine.. without being with him. But god... I still like talking to him.. and would like being more than friends... But... Yeah. He moved on....
I guess holding on to the silly thought that "Maybe he still likes me a bit!" keeps me going... e_e;

-Sigh-... Love sucks...

KAY MAN. LETS GET THIS BLOGGING THING GOIN.

UHHHH.....I dont remember rambling about the school i'm going to next year... but if I havent. Hear it is. I'M GOING TO A CHRISTIAN SCHOOOOOL. Yeahh! No more homeschool baby! This means.... I dont know. I'm just sick of homeschool - -" AND WHY THE HELL IS MIMS - Like This ON MY MP3!?
I dont even remember addin-... oh... wait a second. Yeah I do e____e; So anyway...
I WAS THINKING ABOUT.. My ex boyfriend Charlie o_o;.. Since yesterday we would have been together for a year. We dated for like... 7 months. We broke up because his friends always wanted him around and he was afraid of saying no to them e___e;;... I mean. It was like.. so much untill I would talk to him for like... 10 minutes aday and thats it.
-Sigh- I REMEMBER THE MEMORIES!. With all that.. Reggie and Charlie shit. And ej "Trying to help"
LIKE THAT TIME CHARLIE MET REGGIE... and ej "Tried" to help. It was actually some huge arguement. Reggie was still mad because I left him for Charlie. Then reggie was all "CHARLIE!!! YOU STOLE MAH WOMAN!!!". ._. Then ej is like "AW MAN. YOU GOTTA WIN YO WOMAN BACK MAYN!!!". I'm like "....Guys.. what the hell.." LOL and Charlie is like "I didnt steal her... she came to me. See look." Then he pushed me in front of him.

-Sigh- As you can see. I still like him - -".. Ej still tries to get me and him back together.. but hes a complete douchebag now e___e;. (T.I - Whatever you like" plays on MP3)
WHEN DID I ADD ALL THESE SONGS!?!?!?!?!?!? RRRRRAAARRRRRWRRRRERERERERr!!!!!!
.___.;

HOT EMO BOYS IN MY DAILY READS!

Kay...So... You've probably seen it alot on Blogger. Teenager girls making these "Love Stories" with these "Hot Emo Guys". Before you get the impression that I'm insulting them. HAHA NO. Their freaking addicting - -"
I thought it would be pretty dumb at first. But some of these girls are very good writers!.
-Applause to you- Like Allison and her 10 part series. "I'm Your SLAVE". And Sierra! With her 13 part series "Chains That Bind me". Renae and her 21 part series "7 Days". And last but not least. Olivia and her 11 part series "A night under the moon." .
"I'm your SLAVE" and "Night under moon" are the some of the best series I've ever read ;-;! I'll post links later. :D!!! Besides these girls amazing writing skills...
Kay. I was reading some short student flims on SexEtc.com. And like... 3 of them. are about "Absintence!? BUT WAITING IS HARD"

Am I the ONLY one who finds waiting for sex extremely easy? well.. maybe because.. theres no one that wants to have sex with me.. -Cough Cough-. BUT. EVEN THESE... HORNY... GUYS IN MY NEIGHBORHOOD. their like... freaking Freshmans and Sophmores and already lost their virginity to some random chick. I mean.. anyway. What the heck is having sex with a freaking. 13... 14 year old boy like anyway!? I MEAN... WHAT? THEY JUST DO WHAT THEY SEE IN PORN? (14 year old: Oh baby...... suck my shoes....Oh yessss!, 14 year old girl: I'm sorry.. what...?)
Okay.. so maybe that whole... sucking on shoes things only happens in lesbian porn. (Dont ask how I know this.. I mean... I DONT REALLY KNOW... what sex is like.. except from what I saw in porn.. And it is really misleading...Oh look.. its 12am.. I'll finish tommorrow.

Good-night my Lovers, Haters, And masturrrrrbatuuuurs!
(LOL I STOLE THAT FROM Shimmycocopuffs FROM YOUTUBE... you should seriously check out his videos... their awesome o_o)

Yeahhhh! Lets Daydream!

Wow... I blogged alot today. I GUESS I JUST HAVE LOADS OF SHIT I WANNA TELL YOU.
So for 9th grade... I GET TO GO NEW BIRTH CHRISTIAN ACADEMY! -Twirls around- WHEEE!
Why am I happy? That place has an awesome learning curriculum!. AND SOOOO MANY ACTIVITIES I CAN DO! WHICH ALSO HELPS THE COMMUNITY! My college applications will look AWEEESOME. I'm trying to Graduate when I'm 16 actually. owo WHAT? its possible! ANDDDD! I guess... i'll take a few college courses for art or try to get into Harvard! And I'm planning on joining the army when I'm 18 or when I finish college. DUDE.... WITH.. GRADUATING AT 16. HARVARD. ANDDDD BEING IN THE MILITARY ON MY JOB APPLICATION! I COULD GET SOOO MANY GOOD JOBS!

Okay.. maybe I'm getting a bit ahead of myself. So what? >.>; OH! Now I'm gonna ramble about my adult years! Whee! I'm planning to be a lawyer.. or a famous singer. (Well.. being a lawyer is easier... so..)
THENNN. all my life I'll save enough moneyyyy. I'll.. probably get married in my... early 30s? o_o
I'll have children and raise them blah blah blah blah. THENNNN! When my children grow up and have their own familes. I'LL TRAVEL THE FREAKIN WORLDDDD. Dude. I want to see Seoul, South Korea so freakin bad!!!!

-Sigh!!!-... well that was a nice dream. BACK TO REALITY!

Annoying people....

OKAY. So I'm gonna rant about something that has been bother me lately.


THIS GROUP OF ASIAN KIDS I KNOW THAT THINK THEIR BETTER THAN EVERYONE ELSE JUST BECAUSE THEIR ASIAN! Dear lord. they are so freaking annoying.... And they never pointing out how their Asian to everyone. "WHAT? I'M ASIAN!!!!", "I CAN SO THAT!!! ITS BECAUSE I'M ASIAN!", "I CANT DO THAT MAN. ITS BECAUSE OF MY ASIANESS", "I'M SO FREAKIN ASIAN!!! HAHAHA!!!". I mean... its like.. "Okay dude.. we get it.. your Asian... Shut up - -..." The worse thing is. They never leave me alone...  I could be talking with my friends and they could be around. I could say something like "My head was hurting so bad last night" and someone from their little... "Group" would say "Why should I care". WELL YOU DONT HAVE TO CARE! BECAUSE I WASNT TALKING TO YOU - -"

Jesus christ.. Sometimes I wonder if they actually think this or are they just saying all these things to boost their ego because their insecure.... And they ALWAYS have some crazy insult for me. They can do all these.. crazy childish things. If I say anything about it their like "YOUR JUST A LITTLE KID. STOP TRYING TO BE MATURE YOU STUPID TOT. YOUR SOOO IMMATURE!" ._.;;;... You see my point....

-Sigh-...End rant.

Georgia Sucks!

'I would love to talk to you in person, But I understand why that can't be, I'll leave you alone for good I promise,
If you answer this one question for me, I just wonder, Do you ever, Think of me, Anymore, do you?" Neyo - Do you lyrics.


KAY. Its... MONDAAAAY. What does that mean!? (The start of the week!?) YEAHHHHH! (Weeeewt! -Jiggle Jiggle!-) I cant freaking wait till High School o_o WHYYY?
Public school. Duhhhh! Why am I so excited about Public School? BECAUSE THAT MEANS NO MORE DAILY FIGHTS WITH MY MOM! Because... In homeschool... whenever I get a question incorrect. I get yelled at ._. Yeahhh! less stress for me baby! I've been stressing way to much lately o___o. Enough about that. I'm gonna rant about my horrible school system.

So. The person over all Georgia Public schools wants (Cathy Cox) Doesnt like my school. Why? Because she needs to fund all the money that is supposed to go to Georgia Public schools. to cover her own personal debt. And since my school (Georgia Virtual Academy) interfers with that... She already made my school change its name! Every other k12 school is called "(State Here) Virtual Academy" Noo. She had to change it to Georgia Cyber Academy. Because it interfered with other Georgia online schools. There is no other online school besides the online colleges.
._.; Exactly... That women is a freaking idiot. She went on "Are you smarter than a 5th grader" about a year ago. You know that show that comes on Fox? Yeah. She won one million dollars, She was supposed to give it all to the... something school for the deaf. Instead. She spent most of it covering her debts.
Jesus christ woman... if your in more than five hundred thousand dollars in debt... what the hell are you buying.... -Sigh- So yeah...

HOLD UP WAIT A MINUTE!

LET ME PUT SOME KOOL AID IN IT.

Someone. Called me a whore... WELL LETS SEE! me and my friends were talking about with race is hotter right? -Sigh- It was all "BLACK! ILTALIAN! BLACK! BRAZILIAN! BLACK! FRENCH! BLACK!" When I finally jump in and say "...Eh... their all right, those latinos are HAAAAWT though." I get this.. odd look.
And get called a whore. e____e;; What? Half my life I lived around latinos. Latinos at my school. Latinos at church, Latinos in the stores. I mean.. Gee. I wasnt trying to insult my own race .___. -Sigh- ANYWAY.

My school is going to Six Flags! I totally cant wait. I've only gone to Six Flags ONCE!
Also.. my dad has been..really angry lately.. Well.. more than before. I hate it, whenever my parents are upset. I always get treated horribly. Yelled at for no reason. told to clean this to that. While my brother just sits around told to do nothing e___e; I wish I had the type of parents that listened to their kids and actually helped them. If I tell them a problem, they give me a "Soulution" if I dont agree with it. They start yelling at me. And if I start trying to talk I'm being "Malnpulatetive". So yeah...

EXES, BEDS AND CHURCH!

SO... I was thinking about my exes (Odd.. whenever I listen to a T.I song I think of my exes..)

Uh. I was actually thinking about what I saw in each of them.

I'm over all of them. And I can actually remember what I saw in them o____o;; BECAUSE I HEAR ALOT OF WOMEN TALKING ABOUT "I never knew what I saw in him!" when they got dumped/dumped him.

So anyway. The water main in 301 broke - -" No water pressure untill 6pm. Well.. that what the repair...man..PERSON said. ._.; (I always thought it took longer. but if you can pull it off bro) So... Tommorrow is Friday. owo.. I'm gonna try to go skating with some friends from my school (Ohh! I still havent called Jillian!!)

(J Holiday's song "Bed" Starts playing e__e I never remember adding this song on mah playlist....) 

Odd. I'm actually looking forward to church sunday. Bishop Eddie Long's preaching is actually Interesting to me..... At least I dont have to wear a frilly dress with black dress shoes and stockings to church anymore...

My mom finally realized I was the only 8th grader dressed like that. >.>; (Me: MOMMM!!! NO ONE WEARS THIS ANYMORE!, Mom: SO!? YOU COULD LOOK NICER THAN EVERYONE ELSE! JUST BECAUSE EVERYONE ELSE LOOKS RAGGEDY DOESNT MEAN YOU HAVE TO ALSO! -We get to church-, -Sees every girl wearing a top, jeans and sneakers-, me: - -" I told you..., Mom: Shut up ._.;)

Ehh. I'm done ranting for the moment. -Leaves-

Guys and Incest!

Lets have some fun this beat is sick.. -Walks up to extremely attractive man. Grabs his tie. Pulls him in for a kiss and whispers "I wanna take a ride on your discostick"-

o___o. LOL OKAY DONT ASK ME WTF THAT WAS ABOUT. ( -Jiggle- e_e;;)

Uh.. So anyway. My friends.. are pushing me... to date this guy.. His friends.. are pushing him to date me. e__e WE DONT EVEN LIKE EACHOTHER. WE FREAKIN HATE EACH OTHER. THE ONLYYYYYYY AND I MEAN ONLYYY REASON THEY WANT US TO BE TOGETHER is because "We both act white" (well.. I'm so FREAKIN sorry that I aint talkin in dat pebonicz. braggin bout muh swag..talkin bout how all duh boyz liek how muh booteh shakes. LIKE THE REST OF YA'LL! ._.;;;) I mean. I was like "Hi" hes like "....What?" I'm like "...I was just saying high.. Jeez...." Hes all ".......Whatever.." e___e


OFF TOPIC: DID YOU KNOW THAT INCEST IS ILLGAL? I mean... it willl sound kind of funny in court (Judge: You, Justin Russo... will be sentenced to 2 years in prison, and 5 years probation for having intercourse with your sister, Justin: CORRECTION!, Judge: What?, Justin:  She gave me BJ. THEN we had intercourse, Judge: 2 YEARS AND 6 MONTHS IN PRISON!, Justin: What? A guy cant eat beef jerky with his sister before having intercourse with her!?!?!?)

ON TOPIC: He is..pretty hot and all but. Hes a complete jerk....