HORRIBLE LOVE RANT.

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URG!!! I CANT FREAKIN BELIEVE IT! I HATE TALKING TO HIM! I HATE IT! I HATE IT! I HATE IT!!!!. What am I complaining about? I got in a long conversation with an ex boyfriend..
Yeah, The guy I spent 6 months getting over. I was finally at the point that I could say "Eh. Hes my past. I hope he has a good life. I'm totally moved on!" THEN BAM! He talks to me today - -".. I'll never and I mean never know why he thinks I dont care when hes upset/sad o____o; Like. He'll ask me "Whats up?" I tell him. I ask him how hes been doing. Hes all like "Good. Kind of depressed". I'm like "Awwww. Whats wrong?" Hes like "Nothing. Not like you care anyway" EVEN WHEN WE WERE DATING! He would do that.
And I'm like "If I cared I wouldnt have asked. Whats wrong?" Then he finally tells me. And its like hes embarrassed when he does - -" HE CONFUSES ME!!!!.

-Sigh-.... I mean... I'd be fine.. without being with him. But god... I still like talking to him.. and would like being more than friends... But... Yeah. He moved on....
I guess holding on to the silly thought that "Maybe he still likes me a bit!" keeps me going... e_e;

-Sigh-... Love sucks...