Dont play this game...please?

Urg... I feel like I took a huge step back with "Aaron". Today it was like I completely annoyed him with every word said.


Day before yesterday it was all "OMG I LOVE YOU." And yet again its like he hates me... I'm still going with what my friend Whitney said as "Hes playing hard to get". Well. He completely sucks at it.

Its so such emotional stress with him..First me and him have this amazing conversation that makes me think he might still have interest in me. Then I go a day or two just waiting to talk to him again, hoping another conversation will take us a step further in our relationship. But instead he just ignores me...  I kind of just want to come out and say "You into me or not? You are? Good, Stop playing these impossible games then, You arent? Stop playing this stupid game for, its only causing me stress and pain."
.____. But I wont do that....
I hate being the one who doesnt know anything about whats going on in relationships... maybe if I stopped being so submissive I might find out something... - -"
Blaaah. Now I'm thinking about him....Jesus christ. I ALWAYS fall for the ones that are like this...

Anyway. Youtube video for the day.


Is it..,.kiiiind of racist. -Cough- Yeeeeeah....