Mah homeschooled homegurl

*sighs* CHHHAAAANNNTEEEEELLLAAA, Me and her went to kindergarden together! we've been BEST FRIENDS FOR FUCKING LIFE!...untill january of 2005...Thats when..I moved here to georgia..4 years ago... Me and her did EVERYTHING TOGETHER We were attached at the hip! I used to go CRAZY when i found out she was staying the weekend...if she was still here right now, I would still go crazy for sleepovers, Chantella lives in california...Like...4k miles away, I havent seen her since i was 8 years old. im 12 now, I was just talking to her threw instant messenger, And..its like were total strangers, Shes best friends with other girls now. Since i've moved to georgia...i've been pretty much alone, my friends come and go. theres really no one i think i would be BEST FRIENDS FOR LIFE like me and chantella were...Well..I THOUGHT me and her were best friends forever..........I think shes forgotten about me, Well shes in public school now (For about 2 years she was in homeschool...then in 2nd or 3rd grade she left) I thought i would leave homeschool like she did too!..but i didnt, I was SOOOOOO PISSED OFF. My best friend gets to go to public school and i didnt! (I was 8) if i went to public school WE WOULD BE IN THE SAME SCHOOl, We thought it would be so cool! we had all these plans for college..like which schools we would go to, but it would have to be in the same area so we could get an apartment together!
....Things change...i still get sad when i think about it...